well i wish i never deleted my original tumblr after a strong psychedelic trip. i think i had 1000 followers because i posted this picture of a lizard or something.
anyways the feeling of posting something that didn't land to like 9 different platforms all at once is like putting on crusty socks.
i'm wondering if spending the last 4 months singularly focused on making videos was a good use of time. maybe this isn't what i should be doing. but maybe it will all pay off.










