my name is kin, but you can call me kiwii. my pronouns are he/they and i make lookism headcanons and stuff. enjoy ur time here. if you find any spelling mistakes please don't get mad, i am dyslexic!
main is @lookismreaderinserts
i. rules
When requests are closed you can send in a random lookism character’s name (ex. Hanuel) and I will tell a random headcanon of the person!
However, if one character gets sent in multiple times, I will at max answer 3-5 asks of that character a day.
When requesting a headcanon you can choose up to 3 people!
I won’t be taking asks that make me uncomfortable, however I will tell you that privately instead of answering publicly or just straight up ignoring you.
No NSFW
I don’t do dere types (ex. yandere, tsundere ect), anything with p%dophilia, r%pe & drugs.
Last but not least, I will always put trigger warning before headcanons I think could be triggering or make people uncomfortable! <3
it's me and i'd like to say sorryfor asking what your favorite food was..i didn't know that you were sensitive about it. i'm rlly sorry if i had triggered something....
I have an eating disorder, I don't like to eat, talk about eating or even think of food. Of course, I don't look at food as something satanic, but I hate to be asked about it. So no, not even fried chicken.
At this point, I'm just waiting for the author to finish off Johan.
First, he's betrayed and everything he built fell apart so he had to start all over again. Second, he forced himself to abandon all ties with friends or family so he cannot be brought down from his goal because he'll feel responsible. Then, his mother's blindness came out in him due to genetics. And then, he was made to work for the people who drugged his mother. And now, he's going blind in both of his eyes.
Just kill him, why don't you?
I'll just sit here and cry my eyes out because I can't do anything else. It doesn't even help than some of the fandom actually hate his guts for the dumbest reasons. Most of them hide their dislike but some of them outright spill their thoughts on comments under fanfictions oe fanarts or somewhere else.
Seeing these people judging him so bad because he doesn't play up to their high standards hurts me even more.
Please remember; This is my opinion, I don't hate Johan or say your feelings aren't valid.
I love Johan, but, I never in my life saw people randomly hating on him. Like at all. I am not saying you couldn't have, I am sure you could have.
I just wish there would be some... proof? Because if it's true, I would love to stand up for Johan.
We do feel sorry for him actually, and that's the point. These people have a hard time so you feel sorry, maybe cry and get hooked to Lookism. Yes, even Johan.
He does have it hard, I will never say he doesn't. I personally think he needs someone to protect him and love him, support him during his hard times.
But, it's not like he doesn't have anyone by his side. Zack, Vasco and Daniel all consider him friends no matter how often they fight and how often Johan rejects them. He is loved, he rejects that love.
He is supposed to teach you a feeling, a story, a prospective and unconditional love.
I also don't understand why do you want him to die, rather than being blind? Blind people can live, eat, have hobbies, have fun, work on their other senses and have surgery to better their eyes if they wish. A dead person - if we take religions out of it, which I am sorry for - can't do any of that.
Him having a disability doesn't make him less, or a bother to have around.
Yes, he has a hard time. No, he doesn't deserve it.
But if you would want everyone in Lookism to die, just because their life is hard, most of the characters would be gone. Including all people relevant to the story. - No, I am not saying Johan isn't relevant. -
TW - Mira was almost raped on multiple occasions, Zoe abused and used, Jay had to undergo incredibly hard training at around age 7, Daniel almost died multiple times, Zack has to face self hate and his friend pushing him away making him inable to help, Eli went through domestic abuse and basically got raped, Vasco has always been bullied for his possible autism
Johan goes through a hard time.
All of them go through a hard time because they are all supposed to teach you different things and a lot of different people with different life styles relate to different people.
I am sure he has a happy end, but Lookism is a slow burn comic. You have to be patient.
I think a lot of the fandom loves him, he is such a precious human. PTJ must love him too, but the thing is, a good writer has to be able to put their characters into hard situations to keep the plot going.
If nothing happens to Johan, his appearance is meaningless. Maybe not in a meaningful way to you, but like this his character has depth and importance. It just shows how strong he is.
So yeah, I just think it's unfair to say people hate him or that he deserves to die. He doesn't.
A very loving and sweet one, really. Loyal to the core of his bone.
He is also very naive, so he would forgive mistakes you make, or not even realise you make them.
On the other hand, he tends to misunderstand actions of others. So there is a possibility for you to see a pouty and sulky Vasco from time to time.
Worry not though, your relationship will most likely be very very sweet.
Puppy like, type of love.
Talking about puppies, you should prepare that you will have a golden retriever adopted together. That will be your child. Maybe even two puppies, so no one is lonely.
It probably will have a normal name, that's the shorter version of a ridiculous name. For example.; Goldie, short for Goldeinstain.
He would love sharing things with you actually, let that be something you two brought for sharing or something of his own.
Bragging is also a pretty big part of your relationship with him. Well, on his part, at least.
" Look!! Y/n drew this on my back yesterday, aren't they so cute and funny? "
This boy has never been in a relationship before, meaning you shouldn't expect perfect. He will be a little childish and oblivious at times, but he always wants the best for you.
Actually, it can be cute at times. That he is inexperienced.
He will give you a sloppy yet soft kiss, looking at you as if all the excitement in this world filled up his eyes.
They will get better with time, not that they were bad to begin with.
Watch out though, sometimes he will ask for advice from his friends and end up doing something.. dorky. Which is sweet, because at least he tries.
You might end up being pressed against a wall, given so much flowers it fills your room or get some surprise lingerie - or your preference of underwear. - Zack watches too much dramas, Daniel only knows how to flirt from what he saw randomly on the street, Jace is obsessed with looking cool and Jaeyeol watches yaoi, like a lot... As you see, Vasco's choices for advice aren't top tier.
It's not like he doesn't have independent thoughts, he does. A love language too, like everyone else. Well, two. You seem to like Vasco, so I am sure you know it's; Act of service and gifting.
You might as well have couple rings, or couple mood rings.
Matching outfits? Heavily his thing. I mean, have you seen burn knuckles?
He will also have a dating app, tracking the lenght of how long have you two been together. Anniversaries would never be skipped. Though, don't expect to have a two week anniversary.
You will also probably have to visit the N Seoul Tower, to put a lock padlock up there. It might sound naive, but he thinks it's incredibly romantic.
Talking about romance, if you say pick up lines to him he will get all shy and turn away with red cheeks. Though, he will always do his best to reply nicely.
He will try to tell some too, but mess up because he is shy and nervous.
" Did it hurt when you fell from hell- HEAVEN I MEAN HEAVEN "
It's not all.. . "quirky" he does take your relationship seriously.
I don't think he likes short term relationships, rather long terms ones he feels confident in and one he can trust.
Holding hands, cuddling, running together, taking pictures, having small things are all a part of your regular daily routine.
It would never get boring though, he would always have something fun to say or do. Vasco is a very caring boyfriend.
Talking about that, he will always make sure that you drink your daily 3L water. Gotta keep your body healthy.
Vascos memory is normal, not bad not good, but when it comes to you he remembers everything about you. He will take mental notes.
There would also be a special song for the two of you. I can't tell you what, but probably the one that plays during your first kiss with him, or your first 'I love you's.
People would also know that if anyone hurts you, Vasco will immediately grow overprotective of you.
Could u write a hc on what kind of student would gun be if he remained in school 🙆🙆🙆 (oh and u can randomly choose other drop-out char u would like to write too)
