Feeling really panicky about my future and I feel like I am bothering everyone by talking about it too much so Im breaking my tumblr silence to personal post about how anxious I am. I thought my anxiety would lessen after graduating but it has only increased. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what direction to head in and I’m always scared I am doing the wrong thing or heading in the wrong direction, but I’m wasting my life worrying all the time. I just wan’t to have a stable career and a place to go and to get to be with the people I love. I just hope I’m not choosing a path that I am destined to fail in. Also, I have gained 10lbs and I weigh the most I have ever weighed in my life. I don’t think people really think I look different but none of my clothes fit me and it makes me extremely unhappy with myself every day. I have been running most days and trying to watch what I eat, but all the the things I am anxious about take a long time to get fixed and I am so stressed about never making it. Anyway, here’s my anxious rant I feel really terrible rn even after having a really good day.














