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delusional but hot

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day was fine till partynextdoor's tracks disappeared off most platforms

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?? contemplating falling for a man

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I need to be hottest bitch in the zoom call, I think while putting on my makeup and then not even turning on the camera

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I wonder if he still thinks of me

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why does purposely going over your calorie limit to take care of yourself feel like self-manipulation

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waking up dizzy in the middle of the night: "am I just dehydrated or is my body finally getting revenge for not eating enough?"

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ed culture is buying ice cream without further thought but then being on the verge of tears when considering buying pasta

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I love how work distracts me from food but then my middle aged coworkers in the break room get concerned that I'm only eating one egg during my seven hour shift

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hitting the scale and seeing a way lower number than expected is a different type of personal flex

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I lost myself when I lost you

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waking up anxious with a fast heartbeat wondering which disorder it is this time

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cheat day and regrets that go way back in time

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if I get a little prettier, can I be your baby

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this blog is a pretty brain dump

tw: ed | depression | sh

the sole purpose is for me to have a safe space, not pro anything, block if you want

bmi 17.7