The thing is that I over loved every single piece of you…either bad or good… broken or perfectly created….I love you so much that it hurts not being able to talk to the person you once where knowing that the one who is listening to me loves me deeply and mutually back but showing to be a totally different person…but I know what you’ll say things like that only happen in movies…things like that could not occur with these circumstances…it’s been a long time…a long way for both of us…we are different…but how can the love you once had for someone…this kind of love you know exactly what kind of love I’m talking about…it’s really hard to find and impossible to forget… when you truly love someone remember not to love them for yourself…there is no ego hiding behind the smile we both spontaneously had when we looked at each other’s eyes….every time we saw each other after a long journey …every time we heard each other’s voice…there is no ego to the words we spoke to each other… no ego to the uncontrolled heartbeat every time We touched each other…. No ego to this love that I cannot explain why I’m still feeling after the greatest heartbreak I have ever felt…but even after all this I care for you .. I want to be there for you for every good or bad.. to hear your beautiful voice to hear your beautiful unpredictable full of wonder thoughts and join you to this mad journey into the parallel universe of our minds… I know its utopic but it happened once who says it cannot happen again?... I told you again that I saw myself inside you….that’s something beyond I could ever imagine for myself… and I have never told you that Its really hard for me to love someone…and I cannot believe how much love I have left for you…all those memories feel like yesterday why can’t you just be your beautiful self and let me see your feelings. I will never take advantage of them cause I know firsthand how it feels when someone does this to you. I’m not good at words but I’m good at feelings…If only I had the courage to come to you and tell you all of those things to show you how much you mean to me how much you matter… and it’s not a matter of life … each one of us will make our own lives making our individual dreams come true..and we will find a same spot somewhere… but having someone to talk about all those things you want to do and you know that this person will be there and support you.. Pick you up when you’ll fall hold your hand when you are alone…cause loneliness is not a good thing.. You have never actually felt it… instead you are afraid of it..but having that someone you want holding your hand... then you have the world ..I don’t know why you are so stuck in a bad past that cannot make you see a good future or even a better present… I don’t know if any of this touches you in any way or even matters to you … but I can’t put words together in front of you knowing you will not give any value to them but I can write them down and the only thing that matters right now is that I love a person in you that I know that loves me back and he is afraid to show himself because he things he will lose control but so you know sometimes losing balance for love is part of finding balance in life.
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