With a sigh leaving his mouth, Dan looks up and laughs softly. “Seventeen, I think? Yeah, it took me a while, I wasn’t really into rushing this thing of trying out a relationship—I still am not, to be honest”, he mutters, shrugging. “Hm, the story…”, he pretends to have to think about it, though it was quite fresh in his mind yet. People say it’s easy to forget when you’re the one who cause damage to someone, but Dan is pretty different—if he caused pain in someone, he would remember quite well. “I’ve met the girl during summer, when I spent a month on the other side of America, literally”, he scratches up his neck, sighing. “We’ve hung out a few times since we’ve met and it was like we were already a couple, though I didn’t really consider it till she herself tell me we were. You see, as I said before, I don’t really rush to get into a relationship. It’s not that I’m afraid to comit… Ok, maybe it is, but it’s more that I don’t feel like having the responsibility over someone else’s feelings”, he explains quickly before continue, “Anyways, before going back to New York, she asked if we could keep with what we had, and I agreed. But let’s be honest here, it was pretty obvious we wouldn’t last. But I kept with it till I couldn’t anymore. She was stopping her life because of a ‘long distance relationship’, in which I never really expressed my feelings for her, and… Yeah, I may had broken her heart…”, Parker frowns. “Not proud of that, but yeah… It had been two months we didn’t see each other, so it was pointless to keep a ‘summer love’ in real life. My life in New York was extremely different of how it was during vacation, obviously, and I started to change a lot—my mind, my way to deal with random stuff—I kind grew up a little after that. So that’s the story, I guess”, he decides to end it there, shrugging. “And no, I’ve never seen her again… And no, I don’t keep in touch with her. It was for the best”.
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