Tell me where the good men go, before I wash away

[einsliga]

[urgetocreate]

JB Cornish, Port Isaac from the Sea View Farm Shop, Oil on canvas

[danyfr]

You wouldn't even know if I died. Does that mean you wouldn't care?

[br0ken-and-lost-deactivated2018]

[puppiestotherescue]

[boredpanda]

[insanely--crazy]

[peaceoutloserr]

You think it's fun?

It’s not fucking fun to be hyperventilating, on my bathroom floor, unable to catch my breath because I can’t stop crying. It’s not fun to be ripping your hair out and picking at your skin all day because you can’t handle stress well, because you’re depressed, because you have anxiety. It’s not fun to have to hold yourself back from death because it’s seems to be the only comfort you have. It’s not fun to try and text someone and ask for help and then back out because you’re afraid you’ll just do wrong and they’ll leave you. It’s not fun to feel alone when the most important person in your life reminds you how much they love you everyday. It’s not fun to push everyone away. It’s not fun to have your mind thinking everyone’s out to get you and that nobody really ever loves you. It’s not fun. I don’t want to be here anymore. It’s not fun to want this. Its not fun. I want it to be over. I want to quit the game that my mind started. It’s not fun.

[memoryslandscape-deactivated202]

I am looking for a word from you. I’ve combed the landscape of my body, I’ve travelled its dark rivers. I’ve looked under the cloud of my heart, unraveled its complicated net of veins. I’ve found plenty of blue material here— why don’t you write?

Sidney Wade, “Ink,” Paris Review (no. 162, Summer 2002)

[girthakitt-blog]

Trigger warning: Breakfast

[avfwdrugec]

Holy shit.

[fitzefitcher]

reasons why we don’t make fun of seemingly odd triggers

[built2bulk-blog]

I sat here staring at that last panel for a solid minute, reading then reading again. This is just something else.

[aqua-regia009]

Requiem (Detail) - Ignacio Trelis

[aphrodeiti]

Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted

[hplyrikz]

“You can tell how dangerous a person is by the way they hold their anger inside themselves quietly.”

— Unknown (via hplyrikz)

[paralysing-sadness]

[emilydb]

[musingofapoeticsoul]

[odd-film-stills]

“But I have infinite tenderness for you. I always will. All my life long “

Blue is the Warmest Color (2013) dir. Abdellatif Kechiche