[darienno-blog]

@whateverett: For the anon who asked me how big Jayson's dick is, I have an answer: very.

@whateverett: In related news, I am no longer a virgin.

@darienae: @whateverett congrats, buddy! was it everything you wanted it to be?

[darienno-blog]

sexual orientation?

Pansexual’s the label, I think.

[darienno-blog]

food or sleep?

Both are nice. Sleep offers a break from the world, and it’s nice, but food’s… well, food. I’m gonna go with food, final answer.

[darienno-blog]

favorite people in besame so far?

Can I just say everyone? I hate picking favorites.

[jasminexgregory]

Well, that’s good. Most people don’t and then bad things happen. I’m happy you were smart about it. Oh, stop. You’re gonna make me blush. I’m those things on a good day, and you caught me on a good day to be honest. I can be totally not sweet and patient. But I just understood where you were coming from and I couldn’t help but be compassionate.

[darienno-blog]

Yeah, I figured it'd just be more heartache for myself later, I guess. Good. I'm sure you'd look cute in red. Everybody has flaws and lapses of patience. That doesn't make their good traits any less good. I like to believe that who a person is at their best is who they are truly, ya know? Well, I owe my gratitude to you. I'm not always the most easy person to deal with when I drink.

[elijah-durrettrp]

Oh no doubt about it. The last time I was really scared was about a year ago. I was still living in Kansas and I went out on a date with the guy I was seeing at the time. We were getting looks from people left and right from all kinds of people. I just hate the feeling of being watched like that especially when I know what they want to do to me.

[darienno-blog]

I'm sorry you had to go through that. Have you felt fear since moving here? I have to ask though, what did you think they wanted to do to you?

[jfc-grant]

It’s okay. It was my fault, though. I ran a red light and a semi hit us. She was telling me a joke and I had to watch her laugh. If I had known it would be the last time I got to see her smile, I wouldn’t have looked.

[darienno-blog]

You had no way of knowing what would happen. When you love a person, you cherish every moment with them. You don't want to miss those small glances or smiles to the point where it's almost painful to look away from fear of missing something. I know you loved her, whatever form of love it was, and you didn't mean for this to happen. This was nobody's fault. This was cold, unexpected circumstance. This wasn't your fault, Grant.

[missbmonroe]

Oh don’t get me wrong, that was great when my hair was longer. I honestly just laughed and denied it, I haven’t had sex in two years- now that was too much information, sorry.

[darienno-blog]

No, no, you're fine. I've been on a bit of a dry spell myself since my last relationship ended, so you're not alone there. It's nothing to be embarrassed about, Baylee.

[jaydenconst-blog]

Alright, I’ll put a bit of trust in you. I just don’t want this to backfire on my and kick me in the ass, like all the other times I’ve trusted guys. Darien…You’re fine, totally and completely fine in my eyes.

[darienno-blog]

Thank you. I can tell that trust isn't an easy thing for you. If it's any comfort to you though, from my experience, I'm usually the one who gets kicked in the ass. Yeah? I'm glad. 

[casongray22-blog]

Woah-uh, you’re a dude. I’ve never kissed a dude.

[darienno-blog]

Oh, um.. You've just never kissed a guy before or you, uh...?

[astraeite-deactivated20191103]

Because you’re really psychological and deep and stuff. I don’t think so, but suppose it’s nice. Yeah, but it is refreshing because not everyone here is like that. Just a few, especially when it comes to guys. People are kind, yes, just not I’ll-buy-you-whatever-even-if-you-keep-complaining kind. Sure thing, only speaking the truth here.

[darienno-blog]

That's a good thing, right? No? Why not? Eh, a lot of that may come from that hypermasculine stereotype. Some guys feel pressure to appear strong or stoic or be emasculated by the public, ya know? I don't know, maybe it's a side effect of working in the service industry? I just want people to be happy. 

[darienno-blog]

[ call ] ➝ anyone

Luna: Oh thank god..The butter pecan, I don't know why I'm having a really bad craving for that one. If they don't have it then the strawberry one. And no, I'm good on the tampons, thank you.

Darien: Ok. I think they have both of them. I'll get both. Alright, no tampons then. What about chocolate? That's sometimes a thing, right?

[sunveiins-archive]

Yeah, I did understand. I just wanted to mess with you. Haha, I wish. He’s just a good listener. It’s fine, I don’t know anyone who wouldn’t. No probs, puppy face.

[darienno-blog]

I don't blame you one bit. Drunks are definitely one of the most fun groups to pick on. It sounds like you've got yourself a good little buddy there, huh? Heh, I think this is the second time you've compared me to a puppy. Why is that?

[miagcmez]

"Nah, don’t worry, it’s fine, man. She just gets a little scary." He figured using a girlfriend was probably the best excuse—at least it was somewhat believable. At least, in his eyes it was. "Wait, really?" he questioned. Normally he didn’t accept help. But he had been sleeping in his car for so long, and an apartment for one night sounded amazing. "You, like, wouldn’t mind?"

[darienno-blog]

Darien nodded, a polite smile gracing his features. "They do say relationships are eighty/twenty, right?" There was a part of Darien that wanted to believe Gavin's excuse. It wasn't outlandish or ridiculous or anything, but something just didn't feel right about the situation. His face brightened at hearing his offer being accepted. "Absolutely not. I live by myself, so it gets kinda lonely sometimes anyway. Think of it as doing me a favor."

[jfcdaniella]

Maybe? Who knows. Although a part of me does think the man was joking, said it in more of a humorous tone. It does make me really curious as to how she reacted, though. Well, I can’t speak for all females, but I wouldn’t fall for them.

[darienno-blog]

That's what I was thinking. Maybe I'm weird, but I can't imagine someone sincerely saying it in that way and meaning it. There could have been some underlying truth to it though, maybe he wanted to know genuinely if she cared a lot for him, but dismissed it in a silly way because he's uncomfortable with sincerity or openly expressing his emotions? I could be reading entirely too much into it though, huh? Why not? Swag not something you look for in a partner?

[darienno-blog]

Questions? Comments? Concerns?

[jfcdaniella]

She didn’t say anything, all did was shake her head at him. I couldn’t see her face so I couldn’t tell how she reacted by her expression.

[darienno-blog]

She could've just been laughing at him for being silly or she could've even been shaking her head to indicate a no. Shame we'll never know the details of the love story, huh? Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't suppose those were the type of poetic words that you said girls fell for though, are they?