𝔇𝔞𝔯𝔨_ℜ𝔢𝔞𝔭𝔢𝔯

Calisthenics💪. "Not lost. Just walking on the path that no one sees."

[dark--reaper]

"The Forest Where I Died Alone"

The wind never judged me.

The trees never laughed.

So I made the forest my home—

far from voices

that only knew how to break me.

Since the day I was born,

they pushed me down.

Failed me.

Forgot me.

Even when I rose again

with blood on my knuckles

and fire in my eyes.

They called me strange

for dreaming too loud.

But I kept dreaming.

Life hit hard,

It broke me in ways

no scar can prove.

But I rose again—

Struggled through hell.

One day,

I gave everything I’ve built—

my thoughts,

my invention—

to humanity,

Not for applause.

Not for love.

But to prove that men like me

Can also bring a huge revolution ,

To this corrupted world.

But still they left me behind

like I was never part of it.

So I waited.

Every day,

for the one soul

my heart had shaped in silence.

A girl who can understand.

A girl who stays for who I am .

But she never came.

She never even existed.

So I sat

under the quiet stars,

with nothing left but memory—

of pain,

of loyalty,

of the men I tried to be.

And when the world forgot me,

the forest held me close.

And I died

the way I lived—

alone.

By ~ Dark_Reaper

[dark--reaper]

"Still Waiting for Her"

She hasn’t come yet.

Not in the streets I walk,

not in the faces I pass,

not even in my dreams long enough to remember.

But I keep waiting...

like the sky waits for a star that never rises,

like an old song stuck in silence.

Sometimes I wonder—

does she even exist?

Or is she just the warmth I made up

so I don’t freeze completely?

But I still believe.

I still dream of the day she appears.

And when she does—

I’ll be ready.

I won’t speak much.

Just open my arms,

let her rest her head on my chest,

and promise her this:

Even if the whole world burns,

even if hell opens beneath our feet—

I’ll hold her close,

and let the fire take me first.

Because I didn’t wait all these lifetimes

just to watch her break.

[dark--reaper]

"Even After Death, I’ll Wait for her"

I don’t touch.

I don’t speak.

I don’t look at anyone else.

I’m just waiting—

for her.

Maybe not in this life.

Maybe not in this sky.

But somewhere,

in some world,

she will walk into my arms.

And I will already be there.

I may seem cold

when she first sees me.

But if she stays—

just stays—

she’ll know.

She’ll know I was always hers.

I do treat her like my royalty

In silence.

In every breath

I took without her.

Even in hell,

I would shield her.

Wrap her in my arms

and stand between her

and every shadow

that dares to reach her.

And if I die,

I won’t rest.

I’ll wait in the stars.

I’ll wait in the wind.

I’ll wait in lives I’ll never remember

just to meet her again.

Even if she never comes,

I’ll still be waiting.

Because loving her,

even in dreams,

is better

than living

without her.

[dark--reaper]

"If I Disappear One Day"

If I disappear one day,

don’t say it was sudden—

I’ve been fading

for a long, long time.

I laugh,

but no one sees

how my chest aches

for someone

who listens

without waiting to speak.

I wanted

a hand of her to hold,

not to fix me—

but to protect her

Haa man but she never exists

But silence

scares people.

So I became

the ghost

in every room.

If I disappear,

just know—

I waited for someone.

She never came.

Because she was just a dream

I believed in

more than myself.

If she existed may be.......

[dark--reaper]

"The One I’ll Never Find"

I don’t want many.

Just one soul.

One girl

who sees me

when no one does.

A girl

who stays beside me

even when the world forgets.

Who lays on my chest,

not for desire—

but for peace and protection.

I want to pat her head

and hold her like

the storm outside

could never touch her.

I won’t ask her

to carry my pain.

I just want her to understand

why I hide it.

But maybe

she’s only in my dreams.

Maybe she’s just

the light I made up

to survive the dark.

And me?

I’m just a boy

who keeps trying

even when life breaks me.

Again.

And again.

Still hoping

for someone

who may never come.

[dark--reaper]

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[dark--reaper]

"She Never Knew, Did She?"

She laughs.

And the whole world seems lighter.

I don’t laugh with her.

I just watch,

from the corner I always stand in.

Not because I don’t want to talk—

but because

I don’t want to take

even a drop of comfort

away from her.

When she turns,

I look away.

Not because I’m shy.

But because I know

if I look too long,

I’ll fall—

and she won’t.

I let her smile at others.

I let her laugh with them.

Even when it feels

like a quiet knife inside me.

But I don’t say a word.

Not because I don’t feel it.

But because I don’t want her

to carry my pain.

She might think I’m cold.

But in my mind,

she’s the softest light

I never touch.

And I’m kinder to her

in my silence

than anyone else could ever be

in their loudest love.

[dark--reaper]

"Untill She Finds Me"

by me, the lost one

I walk in rain no one dares to feel,

hiding wounds that never heal.

I wait for her—not perfect, but true,

a heart so rare, just passing through.

She won’t ask, she’ll just be near,

sit with my silence, quiet my fear.

Even if I vanish, she’ll still believe—

hold my name and never leave.

And when she comes, I’ll never let go.

She’ll be my forever—she’ll know.

[dark--reaper]

"The Ghost I Named Love"

She was never real—

but oh, how I loved

the way she filled the silence

with dreams too warm to last.

I see her

in the corners of sleep,

a whisper behind my thoughts,

a shadow wearing my hope.

She never spoke,

yet every word I need

still tastes like her.

And here I am—

holding open a door

for someone

who was only ever

the echo of my wanting.

[dark--reaper]

"The Boy Who Walks Alone"

I was the boy who lost his way,

Fell a hundred times each day.

Weak in skill, small in name,

In a world that played a cruel game.

They called me less, they called me none,

A failed lover, a broken son.

But still I dreamed, I still held tight,

To a spark that burned through darkest night.

With two or three who stood so near,

Their faith in me more than clear.

I rose from ashes, slow but true,

Better than the me they knew.

I walk through fire, I carry pain,

But I will not fall, not once again.

One day I'll rise, the world will see—

The boy they broke still chose to be me.

[dark--reaper]

“She Was Rain”

The sky cried the day she passed me by—

not in death,

but in that quiet way

only the living can disappear.

She stood in the rain,

close enough to feel,

too far to hold.

And I?

I smiled—

like a fool who still believes

storms can love him back.

[dark--reaper]

“I was never searching for light—I just wanted someone who could sit with me in the dark.”