Dessy

@dark-angelwithbrokenwings

My name's Dessy. I'm 23. Recovered cutter. Still have depressing moments in my life as you never really get over depression. Survivor of attempted suicide Jan. 2013. You may ask anything you'd like. Hang in there because you are loved and cared for. I survived labour/delivery. Survived heartbreak.

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"Yeah, I'm standin' still here while you're movin' on

When my world would tear in two

You were who I ran to

Now I can't even call, or call you my friend

Oh darlin', it's strange 'cause you and I are strangers all over again" ❤️

"That if I'm being honest

I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted

I struggle sleeping 'cos the house feels haunted

Filled with the shadows of regret

And the things I should have said

To the ones I laid to rest

And lately, I'm terrified that all my youth is fading

Man, growing old is so excruciating

Is there a cure for minds unwell

'Cos my heads a living hell

If I'm honest with myself"

"If your heart wears thin I will hold you up And I will hide you when it gets too rough I'll be right beside you Nobody will break you."

This friendship started 12/13 years ago, over the years we grew, we changed, we laughed, we cried, we fought through our own demons, we smiled, we were each other's strength at times. Through dark times, we stood by each other. We kept holding on, and look at us we made it through! You know I'm here for you, keep holding on always cause you know we'll always make it through! We made a promise and 12/13 years later it happened. I can't believe how much we changed over the years. Who would have thought that 12/13 years ago we'd find our forever friend in each other. We may not talk every day, we may go months without a single word but we always know if we need one another, we aren't too far away. Thank you for becoming my friend 12/13 years ago and sticking by me when the times got tough. Love you forever <3

Now I miss the days when I was young and naive

I thought the perfect guy would come and find me

Now happy ever after, it don't come so easily

All I want is love that lasts

Is all I want too much to ask?

Is it something wrong with me?

All I want is good guy

Are my expectations far too high?

Try my best but what can I say?

"All I want is love that lasts Is all I want too much to ask? Is it something wrong with me? All I want is a good guy Are my expectations far too high? Try my best but what can I say? All I have is myself at the end of the day Shouldn't that be enough for me? Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Now I miss the days when I was young and naive I thought the perfect guy would come and find me Now happy ever after, it don't come so easily"

I lost alot of people in 2021.... May 2022 be a better year. May everyone stay healthy and alive. May my beautiful daughter continue to grow into an amazing little girl and May I find my soul mate ❤