dark fixation

not a muse. not a fantasy. just something you can't seem to stop returning to.

[dark-fixation]

private late-night thoughts & personal ramblings.

dangerous levels of curiosity.

yes, this belongs to the girl behind @xo-tiny.

apparently some of you found my side blog.

that's between you, me, & whatever poor decisions led you here.

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know me or keep me a concept.

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been unlearning loneliness my whole life.

[dark-fixation]

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you stayed. your heart never did.

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don’t worry, i only stalk your blog when you’re not looking.

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if a man asks for my number, i’m showing him my tumblr first…consider it a compatibility test.

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if it makes you feel better, let me be the one you ruin tonight. i’ll still be here when your anger burns itself out.

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i was never anyone’s, and nobody was ever mine. i just pass through people’s lives, patching wounds that were never my responsibility, only to disappear once they’re healing—like i was always meant to be temporary.

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i wasn’t looking for someone to chase me.

i was looking for someone i couldn’t ignore.

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i wonder if my name lingers on your tongue after the room goes quiet.

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i don't want to be “pretty”… i want to be the reason you stare at your ceiling at 3 a.m.