Hakuna Matata

Izler, savasmis oldugun anlamina gelir, kaybettigin degil. - Savaslar; iz almadan, kazanilamaz. Hayatina girip ve cikan insanlari, ucup giden zamani, kazandiklarini ve kaybettiklerini, veda ettigi insanlari, sevgiyi, aski, umutlarini, hayallerini, basarisizligini ve hayatini bir türlü istedigi gibi yasayamadigini düsünmekten bikmisti artik kücük kiz. Istedigi tek sey özgürlüktü, biraz da olsa özgürlük. Buraya yazilanlar tamamen hayal ürünüdür. Yersen.   WAU_tab('a5c2fp0hj38b', 'left-middle')

[5000letters]

Ada Limon

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To the boy who let me warm up my hands under his armpits,

don’t leave

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I don’t know how the world needs to align for things like these to happen, but my long distance lover and best friend wrote me a message on Thursday night saying “I’m in Germany. I need to see you tonight”. His plane was delayed for 18 hours, and he jumped on a train that took him to my city in less than an hour.

I waited for him at the train station.

At MY train station.

He saw MY city.

The streets scream his name now.

HOW

It was magical.

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Friends are what I live for

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Önceden hep buraya yazardın anlatırdın kendimi umutsuz hissettigim anlarda yol gösteren bir harita gibiydin daha çok paylaş bizimle ve kendine iyi bak

Bunu okumak içimde ne kadar güzel hislere sebep oldu bir bilsen. Nedense çoktandır hiç yazmıyorum. Nedenini biliyorum aslında ama - yazmaya başladım yeniden!! Umut var! Sen de kendine çok iyi bak ve teşekkürler!!

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When you said “come visit me”, your voice was so sincere, “now you have another reason to come back” you added paired with a hesitant sadness in your eyes. You kissed my hands and your glasses fell on the floor. You’re tall but that’s not the only reason why you like to kiss my forehead. I wonder what it would feel like

[sozlerindenoperim]

“Sen sevgili olmanın raconunu tam anlamamışsın dedi adam. Birinin nefesini kestikten sonra onun nefesi olman lazımdı.”

[cigaretteinhell]

kemiklerimi kırarcasına sarıl, hayatta olduğuma dair bir şeyler hissedeyim.

[tenderqueerthings]

tenderqueerthings #52, Mar Pascual. 2016.

[wordsnquotes]

It’s okay. Everyone’s survival looks a little bit like death sometimes.

Andrea Gibson, Angels of the Get Through (via wordsnquotes)

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Κωνσταντινούπολη #istanbul #turkey #april2016 (à Istanbul, Turkey)

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[adidasmontum]

“bana yapamadığın iyiliği yap”

[visnereceli]

“Seni bir daha görmeyeceğim”

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When we were still together I remember there were so many moments When we were sitting next to the window and I couldn’t stand hearing your voice anymore And I found myself wondering about how it’d be like if I just jumped out of the window I always hated you Some seconds later Because you made me wish these things

Now that there is no you and me anymore That we brutally parted without a goodbye I wish for nothing more than lying on the goddamn floor with you My head on your belly Making each other laugh so hard our stomaches hurt

I, then, always forget- that we never had those moments