Really bad morning bladder this morning š woke up not that full but kept sipping water for my dry throat and kept watching it get bigger and bigger and bigger. By the time I actually got up to get ready an hour and a half later I was squirting little leaks into my boxers and pee dancing, couldnāt stay still. Promised myself Iād be good and do my morning routine before I peed, and it was so hard (definitely didnāt make it harder for myself by getting another bottle of water to drink nope why would you think that I would never š³). Had to hump a pillow to hold everything back as I did my scar care and leaked a little bit, then struggled to put on my clothes (pulling my shorts OVER my bladder bulge to hide it from everyone was so embarrassing, imagine everyone being able to see just how badly you need to pee, how full you are first thing in the morning š£) and shuffle to the bathroom to wash my face, which was so much harder cause the toilet was Right There and I kept staring at it as my bladder kept clenching and pushing down and begging me to just sit down and let go š« but I was good!! I held it all in until I finished the last step, which was good cause then my bladder clenched down HARD and I nearly lost it all in my gym shorts before I shoved everything off and planted my ass on the toilet as it all came gushing out. It felt so good but I feel so empty now š
Extra holding pic under the cut today š³
