DARK DISQUIET

RP blog for a multifandom OC originally inspired by Pokémon Ranger: Shadows of Almia. Semi-selective, not private, (probably) low activity. Written by Jak, follows from @jaksrpbox!

[darkestrellar]

If anything about my blog gives you trouble, on desktop or mobile, something that's not functioning right or that's presenting an accessibility problem, please let me know! I want it to be easy to use.

19 Apr 2026: Rules and pages on-blog are largely revised and up to date. Carrd is not up to date (though general info should be OK); unless you're on mobile, I recommend looking at the pages via the blog theme.

LINKS ✶ Carrd (mobile info) ✶ Blog roll ✶ Promo ✶ Other verses info ✶ Headcanon masterpost ✶ Shadow Crystal info

TO DO LIST:

Ease back into some kind of rp activities

Carrd updating and prettifying

Figure out what I'm doing with icon borders/editing Again ✔

Iron out a few blog theme fixes + inconsistencies ✔

Another new blog avatar

Improve/add banner and reference images for muse info page

Update/rewrite individual guest and npc profile pages

Make some info pages' writing less bland

[memedrome]

My Blog is strictly Anti Generative AI

I use no Generative AI to write for me.

I use no Generative AI to create images for me.

I do not wish to write with people who actively use Generative AI.

If you write with me, you won't ever have to fear any AI being used to doing my replies for you. I will not feed your writing to ChatGPT and the like, and I would appreciate it if you don't feed my writing to any kind of Generative AI either. You do not have my consent to do so.

If I reblog AI images/text or use images for aesthetics/graphics that were originally generated without realizing, please let me know. Generative AI images have infiltrated Pinterest and other sites so much, it can be hard to tell sometimes.

[aconstellationcollective]

dehumanization as horror is great and all but what about humanization as horror. Being forced into a role that was not made for you. Being forced to fulfill expectations that you can never achieve. Being made to exist in a society that so cruelly expects you to act in a way that is against your nature.

[darkestrellar]

also happy pride to blanc ( @brokensnowflake ) for doing this barely 2 days into reo starting to play tomodachi life

[darkestrellar]

It's pride month which means I get to say happy pride again to the time I posted about svern maybe being agender and immediately got someone in my dms telling me that this rubbed them the wrong way

[darkestrellar]

Attempts to directly read Svern's mind by an otherwise ordinary human with psychic or similar abilities, or a Pokémon that possesses the ability to mind/thought-read, have a very high potential to backfire and cause information overload due to how much stuff his mind is capable of handling at any given time and how fast it works.

If the person or being attempting to do so possesses a similarly extremely high mental processing power (some/many Psychic-type Pokémon may qualify), they may be fine, but for anyone or anything who does not, an attempt to read his mind is likely to result in suffering major mental overload. They simply will not be able to keep up with the amount and speed at which his brain usually functions.

Trying to pick out individual thought threads or only getting the gist of what's on his mind from the outside may be possible, but the rest of that incredibly dense, incredibly fast processing will always be present and create some kind of noise that would either need to be carefully filtered and blocked out, or otherwise navigated.

(Depending on the approach, he may also become aware that someone or something is poking at his head, mentally. Although he doesn't have specific training in guarding or controlling access to his thoughts, he may attempt to do so instinctually, or to focus all his attention on the intruding sensation and crowd or force it out/away from him.)

His emotions, and reading those, are another story.

[darkestrellar]

the only part of the carrds left to finish updating are the muse pages :] (I saved them for last because it's the biggest and most intimidating section lmao) (this is the case for both svern's and ice's!)

[darkestrellar]

revising/updating verse descriptions. alt verse svern I love you

in situations where he gets to learn more about the multiverse and other heroes of truth/ideals who opposed plasma this suspicion becomes increasingly obvious and/or confirmed to him

[darkestrellar]

The other thing is that after my Long Break I think I have a bit of a better idea what I want to do with svern's main verse and where he's at in it. I think experimenting with his fandomless verse helped as well, and I will likely take from it the idea of having him be slightly less Gone to the shadow crystal from the get go, as I think it'd open more chances for fun character stuff and relationships if that door was left a bit more ajar rather than mostly closed like I was originally thinking of

I have to work on like... all my stuff with the shadow crystal cult thing that I haven't fully settled on a name for still, but I will already be adding a bit more mention of that on the muse page because I've had time to at least ruminate more on what that is during the hiatus. And also who pkmn!mysta is for those who remember her (she'll only be an NPC on this blog though)

[darkestrellar]

alrighty I've updated most of svern's carrd formatting so now I just gotta finish with revising the info on it + his pages :] started on verses last night and then I will tackle the big one (muse page) alongside ice's

[darkestrellar]

ignore the shitty quality and watermark but I saw some new bsd official anime art on my dash (non rp) for some exhibition thing and it looks like they decided to show anime 15!chuuya instead of anime 22!chuuya, which works out perfectly for me because of svern reasons

his stupid glasses and face

[darkestrellar]

One thing about Svern is that despite his own way of seeing the world, he doesn't automatically view anyone optimistic and Nice and "good" as someone to be looked down on, compared to people who are Jaded or kinda assholes or just "bad". It very much depends on the individual.

What he is more likely to look down on are people (of either category!) who are too adamant or narrow-minded about applying their way of viewing the world onto others and how they think others should be.

[darkestrellar]

to this day I have not decided exactly how svern has himself and his pokemon registered due to the double identity shenaniganery and all the resulting questions

[darkestrellar]

AH, PEOPLE WITH "NORMAL" EMOTIONS. Always projecting their way of being onto the ones who don't, who've surely got something wrong with them, something vital missing from their heads and their hearts. He doesn't know the story here; in his case, it's not as if he could help it.

But of course, they must be the self-centred ones; after all, this is something that's valued so highly by everyone else.

How GROTESQUE.

Unlike that other one, however, HE has learned not to be honest.

[darkestrellar]

it Occurs to me that the divider file would probably also let me make banners easily, which has never been something I bothered with bc Im usually in the habit of being painfully plain, but. Will consider

[darkestrellar]

i love your account so much, in fact i even intend to turn my account into a rp account, but i don't know which character i should play, not only this but pokemon ranger shadows of almia is my favorite game

Hi! Thank you for the kind words! I'm sorry I don't know who you are, but if you do decide to try out a rp account, I think you should try to play a character you like a lot, or one who you feel like you understand very well or would be interesting to write about :]

[darkestrellar]

You can also like or reply to this post and I will try to message you about plotting or stuff, again idk how helpful I'll be given how long it's been and being in the process of unrusting my brain but I gotta try 👍