i don’t matter anyway

[dqintae-deactivated20230804]

me:

my ed: ur fat

[xcovenofskinnybitchesx]

fuck why you gotta do me like that 😂

[kinda-dying-inside-deactivated2]

[fourtythreekilos]

X

[sweetpicklehater]

me watching my friends and family eat high calorie foods so that I know they are eating more than me, cause that gives me some sort of sick satisfaction

[beautyketchup]

Lately I grab Tumblr right after I wake up, like it is my ED newspaper 🗞 😂😂

[darketter]

regular girl trying to lose weight: I just don’t want to lose my boobs and butt.

me trying to lose weight: i’m trying to be skin and bones. i’m ready.

[asheleyc]

me tricking my body into thinking i ate:

chugging 3 litres of water and chewing gum

[cicatrize-am]

I’ve been holding so much in for so long I can feel myself drowning

[paleairity]

F E A S T

(TW MEANSPO)

You don’t need that. Food is something you know you’re not allowed, not now, not yet. There will come a day where you can eat that, but not today. So look but don’t touch, instead touch your thighs and feast on the fat you can feel there. Salivate on the rolls growing around your arms, butter them with the yellow oozing below your flesh that form mountains and rivers, clogged pores and greasy hair. You need to be pure, so feast on your fat and not food.

[especially]

[eliminated]

[knowing]

[tackled]

[guiltygirl]

sometimes i feel like all i am is a disorder

[lost-skinny-mind]

I want people to notice me

BUT

At the same time I want to disappear

[sickpage]

[knowing]

[darketter]

alone at 2am. -(darketter//margaret)