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[darklesmylove]

darklesmylove​:

masterlist!

FICS:

grishaverse: alarkling

Heart of Darkness status: finished!

alternate universe: canon divergence from the end of siege and storm // explicit

alternate scene

when alina tells aleksander she loves him for the first time

If You’ll Let Me status: finished!

modern au: university, professor x student // explicit 

aesthetic

moodboard

Habits Of My Heart status: in progress

sequel to if you’ll let me

six of crows: general

kaz + his cat: part 1 | part 2

little snapshot fics for kaz and his new kitty bff

grishaverse: general

Sunshine status: finished one shot!

wylan gets jesper a baby goat

Collision status: finished!

one shot crossover of kanej and alarkling meeting in ketterdam

Pull Me Under  status: on hold

follow up to king of scars

the folk of the air: jurdan

Wicked Games status: finished!

follow up to the wicked king // explicit

aesthetic

throne of glass: general

Forbidden Fruit status: discontinued

before the events of throne of glass take place, manon blackbeak found there was, impossibly, some warmth in her heart for a woman 

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4

ORIGINAL WORK:

unnamed- MC River

she’s being chased through the forest by something unknown

POETRY:

sanctity

love letters

remembrance

waves of grief

heartache

a taste

dear body

PROMPT REQUESTS:

red white and royal blue: firstprince

high maintenance

henry gets upset when alex steals his ice cream 

a rite of passage

alex takes henry to a 24 hour diner

corruption

alex gets henry to smoke weed for the first time // mature

checkmate

alex and henry play chess // mature

throne of glass: elorcan

every waking second

fluffy cuddling

drunk on perfection 

elide and lorcan’s first kiss in empire of storms from lorcan’s perspective // mature

throne of glass: rowaelin

endure

the aftermath of maeve capturing aelin from rowan’s perspective

intentions

aelin and rowan getting interrupted in empire of storms // mature

the realm of death

rowaelin angst // canon divergent from queen of shadows

against all odds

modern rowaelin celebrate valentine’s day

the stars pale

set in queen of shadows, aelin wakes up to a brooding rowan

nothing more

aelin and rowan reuniting in queen of shadows from rowan’s perspective

losing her

the night of aelin’s burnout from rowan’s perspective

grishaverse: alarkling

hollow

in siege and storm, aleksander visits alina in his chambers // canon compliant

worshipping art

steamy domestic fluff // mature

one last time

aleksander visits alina the night before they enter the fold

early mornings

alina discovers aleksander drinking at six am // mature

forgiveness

aleksander asks alina for forgiveness

sing with me

domestic married alarkling fluff

call off the war

basically just throne sex // explicit

how are you here

baghra comes back after ravka has found peace and aleksander and alina are happily married

come cuddle me

drabble of alarkling cuddle time

my little saint

role play // explicit

you are not nothing

aleksander returns after ruin and rising

you have me

aleksander gives in to desire // mature

something i have to tell you

alina tells aleksander she is pregnant

have i proven myself

dominant alina // explicit

the folk of the air: jurdan

under the mistletoe

cardan and jude celebrating their first christmas together

counting days

cardan appreciating his wife

bitter 

jude’s exile // tw for attempting drugging

meaningless 

fluff of jude comforting cardan after he has a nightmare

future successors

jurdan babies fluff 

breathtaking

jurdan smut // explicit

morning whispers

jude and cardan’s morning after their first night together

your secret is safe with me

cardan gets his first flu shot

a song of despair

jurdan angst

you are my escape

jude discovers why cardan had alice in wonderland

the pain of ink

cardan writing letters to jude in exile

out of spite

cardan discovers what balekin did to jude // post qon

still counts

just some simple, sweet fluff

swordplay

jude and cardan swordfight

lets make a baby

drunk cardan begs his wife to have a child

vulnerability

cardan comforts drunk jude

make it up to you

some minor tail shenanigans // mature

get away from her

jealous cardan // post twk

come to the revel

drabble of jurdan fluff

snowed in

on valentine’s day, cardan and jude get snowed in together // mature

stalking jack the ripper: cressworth

powers of deduction

cressworth celebrate valentine’s day

no limits

audrey rose falls ill

ill save some for you

thomas misunderstands audrey rose’s affections

HEADCANONS:

the folk of the air: general

modern style

the folk of the air: jurdan

married life

domestic fluff

grishaverse: soc and tgt general

at the beach: tgt | soc

favorite music 

first dates

hobbies and talents 

coffee orders

modern style: tgt | soc

grishaverse: soc

jesper+nina friendship

kaz+nina friendship

jesper+nina+inej friendship

little kanej things

kaz loves halloween 

grishaverse: alarkling

drunk darkles

alina+aleksander cuddles

criminal x prison guard part 1 | part 2

aleksander in a relationship is a soft baby

alina’s pregnancy 

college professor x student note: inspiration for If You’ll Let Me

grishaverse: sturmling

general

EDITS:

grishaverse: alarkling

shadow and bone aesthetic

professor au

ballet au

aleksander morozova aesthetic

nikolai lantsov aesthetic

genya safin aesthetic

grishaverse: six of crows

wesper aesthetic

nina zenik aesthetic

kaz brekker aesthetic

shadow and bone trailer: inej ghafa

the folk of the air: jurdan

the wicked king aesthetic

wicked games au

jude duarte moodboard

how the high king of elfhame learned to hate stories aesthetic

jude duarte aesthetic 

throne of glass: general

throne of glass aesthetic

dorian havilliard aesthetic

manon blackbeak aesthetic

modern au

lysaelin aesthetic

elide lochan aesthetic

yrene towers aesthetic

stalking jack the ripper: cressworth

cressworth aesthetic

escaping from houdini aesthetic 

red white and royal blue: firstprince

firstprince aesthetic

PLAYLISTS:

grishaverse: alarkling

part 1 | part 2

updated 11/20/22

[blleackki]

Alina

[petaltexturedskies]

Alfonsina Storni, from Mask & Clover: Poems "The Siren"

[natjennie]

they should invent a laying in your bed all day that is healthy and good for you.

[sourdough-seal]

you should be able to call into work if you get a story idea. like i’m really sorry i can’t come in today im going to need 72 hours off to cope with my visions of This Guy

[daisywords]

in the mood to write read the complete version of my wip that only exists theoretically in my head

[darklesmylove]

enemies to lovers be like

[thecardiganunderthebed]

jude when she betrays cardan to make him assume the throne:

[hazyxdreamxboy]

[lanndscape]

[lunamonchtuna]

— Benjamin Alire Sáenz, “To the Desert” from Dark and Perfect (El Paso: Cinco Puntos Press, 1995) (via lunamonchtuna)

[whimsifae]

[septemberkisses]

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

[laylaslibrary]

"Your name is humming inside my chest. I think this is what it means to love. I think this is what it means to be living."

-Emma Bleker

[clockworkbee]

oh, isn't that one of the loveliest things ever?

—Dev and Charlie, from The Charm Offensive

[ekbelsher]

Siege and Storm: the scene where Alina's hair turns white

[darklesmylove]

hi! I recently checked up on your ao3 account to see if pull me under had been updated, and it looks like I missed something! is the fic being continued on another site and able to be read with payment? its been a couple years since I was on ao3. I know your last authors note said there was an update on your Tumblr but I didn't see anything, sorry! I hope you're doing well, and that the years have been kind on you!

helloooo so yes at one point i had made the patreon and i was going to rewrite rule of wolves but the day it came out i finished it in one sitting and i hated so much of it i couldn’t even bring myself to retain any of the storyline whatsoever and it would have been so much work to have to write it all from stretch essentially. like writing ruin and rising at least i had guiding points for the flow of it. i wrote a couple more chapters for pull me under but i didn’t feel right taking peoples money when it would have taken so long for me to write it all.

THAT BEING SAID i am working on getting a posting schedule for original work and i would hope people would be interested in that, maybe i can write some fanfic still from time to time as well! so that’s where im at writing wise i know it’s been a while.

oh!! also if anyone has help on how to reach my ao3 audience to let them know about a patreon since i’m pretty sure we’re not allowed to talk about that stuff on there. pls if you have an idea let me know :))

[darklesmylove]

Hi! Just wanted to say that I love your writing! 💗💗💗

i’ve been working on unposted original work for a second and this reminded me i can do it so thank you so much this meant the world 🥹💕