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@darkmord
I feel I'll never find true love, I'll never truly be happy, I'll never stop feeling this pain. Someday I hope all that changes.. Someday I hope I really find someone who makes all that pain go away.. I don't practice what I preach because I don't believe I'll ever find true happiness... I've done a lot of fucked up things and maybe this is my punishment...please... Someone please save me.. make it stop.. please!!!
I'm getting so sick of this, so sick of pretending to be okay.. So sick of wanting things I can't have, so sick of everything blowing up in my face... So peace out
I miss how things were before I told you how I felt. At least then I didn't have to hide it; well that's not really true but at least then I didn't have to force myself not to feel that way. I didn't have to force myself not to feel anything. To be honest though, I'm glad I said how I felt because I was sick of having to keep it all bottled up. I mean i still do that but at least now it's out in the open. The only thing is that now I can actually lose you. Now when something happens I can't just pretend it doesn't matter because that's bullshit. It does matter, and that sucks. I fucking wish I could just be heartless, that I didn't have to feel the way I feel, that I didn't have to care as much as I do. This wasn't what I wanted. You were not what I wanted. I wanted to finally just be free of feeling like I wasn't enough. I wanted to finally be happy... Not knowingly, I got what I wanted. I mean not all of it but enough. I now know that I am good enough. Now I'm actually happy. I don't know how long it'll last but I'm really happy. So thank you, I mean like it's all because of you. I haven't been happy in a long time. Not when I was with my last girlfriend, or even the one before. It's funny too because I'm not with you. You help me realize that I can be perfectly happy all by myself. So thanks. I know that you don't wanna hear any of this so that's why I'm not gonna say any of this to you. I just needed it to be said. I appreciate everything you do, I am so grateful for having you be a part of my life. I'm so happy that I finally know that I don't need someone in my life to make me happy, because for the longest time I've just bullshited that. I've pretended like I knew that. I've pretended that I believed that. Now I know though. I just hope that someday I can prove to you that even though you can be happy alone, that you don't have to just be alone.
Honestly like I'm kinda feeling lost again... I can't really see myself having a future anymore and I guess that's kinda fucking with my head. I kinda just don't even wanna try anymore. I wish it were that easy to just give up... Idk I guess I'll figure it out eventually or something...
Don't trip over the things you dont have any control over. Whatever happens happens and was meant to happen. If something is meant to be then it will be but don't freak out if something happens that you don't like. Yeah I get it, it sucks, I'm not saying it doesn't. Just don't stress out over it. There's things you can't change no matter how much you wish you could. Just accept it and move on with your day.
I gotta get my shit together before I lose the ones I care about.
I need to fix myself before I can be with anyone, before I can truly allow anyone to be with me... I'm a wreck. I can't control my emotions and I don't know how to cope. I hurt those around me and I don't think about the consequences of my actions before I do something dumb... If I am to ever be in a healthy relationship, then I need to kick all my demons that are haunting me aside. I need to be free.... I need to be me...
Life gives us choices. You either grab on with both hands and just go for it, or you sit on the sidelines.
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Anyone else get that feeling that you're not needed? Like if you just disappeared, nobody would trip. I get like that sometimes.. people say that it's not true but in the end you don't know till it's happening in front of you.. the thing that's wrong with people is that as soon as you're no longer of use to them that they drop you. They say they care and all that junk but in the end that's not really what's shown. What about when you need someone? What if you're the one that needs something? Who's gonna really be there then? The reason it sucks so much is because who do you go to when you don't have anyone to turn to? Who can help? Are we supposed to just deal with that shit on our own? Sometimes people need someone to talk to.. someone to care about that will care for them as well.. we spend so much spreading hate that we forget what love really is.. We wonder if it even exists... Well trust me.. it does.. it's great and you will all find it someday. All you have to do is stay open to the idea of being in love and being loved.. trust me those and not the same things so don't let anyone try to convince you that it is. You deserve everything you put in and more and the other person deserves everything you got. You have to be 100% active in your relationship or else it's gonna fail. It's not a one person job and sometimes you can't always be with the person you want but that doesn't mean you will never find the person you want.. remember, you have to love yourself before you can really love anyone... And someone else loving you isn't the same as you loving you.. make sure to appreciate yourself, love yourself, and care for yourself.. in the end all you have is you... So yeah.. good luck
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