wine

Shreyaa she/her

[darknailpolishsociety]

the desire to die but not really

every 3 days i get this urge to just - leave - forever but i don't really want to actually? it was on the peak of the feeling when i was 14, 17 - 21 and then it subdued a lot through healing, learning to self love and acceptance but sooner or later i come back to this feeling again.. just i know i don't want to unalive because i have grown but damn, its a constant comfort rock in my slope of existence where i sit and rest and let myself be with the dark thoughts and evil arc of self.

Its so difficult to be a responsible smiling adult like 90% of time but we do it because superficiality and the benefits of being aligned to capitalistic norms of decaying human society works - tried and tested and i like money and material processions ( Taurus sun , leo moon)

but again its trying to live like that and you need release from the corporate facade and the mask of conformity and then i go back to my rock and hate everyone and everything and myself for a while

its oddly comforting as it is painful

[assiraphales]

I kind of miss the impulsivity that certain spaces used to allow. oh you want a hair cut today? hairdresser in the corner can fit you in before her 2 o’clock. tattoo of a cobra… sure leg or arm? even concerts, back when you could go to the box office thirty mins before any show. not saying these things don’t exist at all, but everything feels booked five months in advance and 10x more expensive

[cannibalchicken]

[werewolfweed]

this image made me so sad I had to clean him and give him a hot cocoa

[darknailpolishsociety]

the desire to die but not really

every 3 days i get this urge to just - leave - forever but i don't really want to actually? it was on the peak of the feeling when i was 14, 17 - 21 and then it subdued a lot through healing, learning to self love and acceptance but sooner or later i come back to this feeling again.. just i know i don't want to unalive because i have grown but damn, its a constant comfort rock in my slope of existence where i sit and rest and let myself be with the dark thoughts and evil arc of self.

Its so difficult to be a responsible smiling adult like 90% of time but we do it because superficiality and the benefits of being aligned to capitalistic norms of decaying human society works - tried and tested and i like money and material processions ( Taurus sun , leo moon)

but again its trying to live like that and you need release from the corporate facade and the mask of conformity and then i go back to my rock and hate everyone and everything and myself for a while

its oddly comforting as it is painful

[beardedmrbean]

[manjarundirpakdingo]

OCs x Chibi Lads men sketch~

@darknailpolishsociety recommended making them in SIMS, but I'm so bad at the game, i will end up killing them in like 3 seconds TT

[darknailpolishsociety]

too old for tumblr

i feel to old for alot of things but tumblr shouldnt be one of those. I have had this account for nearly 10 years now and i still love it even though my activity is bellow the ground. As the social media scene keeps changing every second and there is no original thought left because of the generative ai chatbots - i feel the need to come back here more than ever.

whatever i am going to shitpost regardless - i miss having communities

[gentle-jerry]

mama i'm chasing a ghost, i don't know who he is

mama i'm chasing a ghost, i don't know where he is

mama i'm chasing a ghost, do i look like him?

Tyler, the Creator - Like Him

[danielhowell]

IS PHAN REAL? one of the biggest conspiracies in the history of the internet - we’re gonna talk about it https://youtu.be/Cxe_YMJ4nUs

[darknailpolishsociety]

Ah I miss my home

I miss my family

[darknailpolishsociety]

I find everyday to be more cruel that the before

Maybe because I am becoming obsolete or the world is too demanding

Or both

[sounddesignerjeans-deactivated2]

Honestly I think one of the most empowering things you can do for yourself is to separate your negative qualities from your identity.

Instead of saying “I’m lazy,” saying “I’ve made a habit of not doing work unless it’s absolutely necessary.” Instead of saying “I’m a bad friend,” saying “I haven’t communicated as much as I should with the people I care about.”

By being specific about your problems, and by framing it as an action that you are consciously either working on or ignoring rather than an unchangeable part of who you are, you allow yourself to accept your mistakes and work constructively on them instead of pretending they didn’t happen or wallowing in blaming yourself.

[heartpdf]

[anxietyproblem]

[dlwrish]

mentally a living corpse

[nthfunct-deactivated20231201]

the idea that dressed boring/plain means a person is boring is well... uh. ok. i'm going to be nice. some of us don't live in outfit world.

[pseudophan]

always nice to have something to rely on

[oliviawebsite]

keep making myself laugh imagining a guy leaving a negative steam review on one of those hentai games that just says "didnt cum" and the playtime is 3500 hours

[mandatoryshorts]