Romanticize Normalize Sexualize

20+ bisexual -- If you're under 18 go away -- fandoms: TSP/Lovecraft/Chzo Mythos/RaM/DEDA Files/Malevolent podcast -- I crochet

[mandatoryshorts]

💙 21+ bisexual. Call me Noel!💙

(Former url was lokis-wager)

Nsfw, lolicon/shotacon, and untagged shit is here, browse at your own risk! I may or may not tag triggers if asked, tbh. This is my blog, I'm bad at tagging, I'll do my best to remember what I can.

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Ao3 link is here

Aethy is here

DMs and ask box are always open! If you send me death threats I'm writing another chapter in my dark fic out of spite.

[nintendometro]

In Case Of Boredom, Break Glass

[yucko-road]

he gets emotional when he's drunk

[dogpuppy]

[tomb-mold]

the problem is i really do love staying up until one billion o'clock. it just cant be helped

[irisharchaeology]

From a 9th century Irish manuscript, the phrase ‘massive hangover’ (Latheirt) written in the ancient Irish text Ogham. The monk must have been having a very rough day…..

Source 

[be-bhinn]

The exact translation is “ale killed us” which is somehow better

[bearloonz]

”how do i get people interested in my ocs” TAG THEM. BY NAME. HAVE AN ORIGINAL CHARACTER TAG I CAN LOOK THROUGH. PLEADE. SOURCE TAG AND THEN INDIVIDUAL CHARACTER TAG. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE CLICKED THROUGH THREE DIFFERENT VARIATIONS OF “#OC” ON SOMEONES BLOG TO GET THE FULL EXTENT OF THEIR ORIGINAL CHARACTER ART I REALLY WANT TO SEE. TOO MANY. THREE HUNDRED POSTS HIDDEN BECAUSE I WAS GOING THROUGH THE “ORIGINAL CHARACTER” TAG AND NOT THE “OCS” TAG ON THEIR BLOG. YOU MUST DO THIS FOR ME.

[fuckyeahcomicsbaby]

Different Stories Resonate with Different People

[lovingmyselfishard]

I will always reblog this.

[brightwanderer]

I once spent three hours scouring the internet to find this comic again, I will not let that be repeated.

[mandatoryshorts]

I absolutely think you're right that if Chris showed up he would end up dying. like yahtzee loves a downer/melancholy/etc ending and as much as I would love to just see them all having crazy adventures in DEDA files and hanging out with Adam and Victor and Allison I know that shit isn't happening. but one can dream.... imagining chris and victor blowing up microwaves and shit outside with victor's fire powers....

I did kind of wonder if maybe Nicholas Fisk actually is literally supposed to be Chris but my evidence is pretty threadbare (chris seems to have also be a contract worker agent for the ministry, it's not that much of a stretch that he might be using a new name considering he's canonically british nobility, Nicholas Fisk and Christopher Quinn have the same number of syllables, if the person using the name Thief online is actually Trilby possessing him that sure is one way to make them "soulmates") and also I don't really like that theory very much. would love it if Nicholas Fisk and Chris knew each other back in the day, maybe they went on missions and stuff together. maybe they had a few drunken hookups. maybe Fisk kidnapping trilby at gunpoint was part of a horrible confusing love triangle situation that trilby was fully unaware of. dream big!!!

one thing I have been thinking about a lot recently is the sequence with old Trilby in 6 Days.... when I played it originally on release a thousand years ago I was sure he was the clone you see got brought there at the end but revisiting that scene in the past year I think it might actually, truly be the real him. and I keep thinking about how both consuming shadow AND DEDA files not only leave the door wide open for that to be the case but also set up the circumstances for it to happen?? like consuming shadow has a whole ending for stopping the entity from entering the world but getting the player character trapped there.... and DEDA files has the last picture of him with just fully grey hair like he appears in the game.... !! but I wonder if maybe this will fully get left up in the air in the books. we shall see I guess...

ANON YOUR MIND... very beautiful... very powerful....

Ali and Chris having to go on a mission together is my ideal payoff for Chris coming in. Chriss blowing Diablerie off with some dismissive statements and plucking Alison away to help reload his ballistics, or perhaps Elizabeth arranging for Alison to finish her training as a field agent with someone who isn't Diablerie. Something really violent and dangerous so Alison has no choice but to get her hands bloody and gets to do something that makes her feel like a bad person for like three weeks afterwards. Having a grizzled old Quinn teach her how to use firearms... god, that's the fucking dream!!!

I feeeeel like Fisk was supposed to be a red herring for Trilby himself (the first book sets up a lot of details that make him feel Trilbyish) but now he's turned out to be his own character, possibly, I wonder how Fisk's backstory is going to be woven into Trilby and Chris and the ministry's histories. Of course, the man actually piloting Fisk's body may not actually be Fisk, but perhaps the third book will have more information. Where we are now is a terrible cliffhanger. However I now believe that any explanation for Fisk kidnapping Trilby that isn't a Chris Quinn love triangle is now the inferior option to a beautiful and glorious world that we could all live in if Yahtzee believed in true love.

I really really want the last shot of 6 Days to truly be Trilby, and not just a clone. I don't think he should get to fight Cabadath and Chzo and win, as just a mere mortal. Even he is just a resource to Cabadath, in the end, and Chzo itself is much stronger than his mere acolyte. The idea that a character like Trilby could ever get any hope or chance of escape once he's already within destiny's pull is too hopeful, too kind. He has to lose, and if he wins, it can't be forever. Or it has to be a different genre (Art of Theft, and the Casey Joint game, and Chris and Trilby as a webcomic that's separate from the main story). Perpetually doomed by the narrative from the second he's on the screen or the page, unless genre convention itself intervenes and saves him.

[noknowshame]

people in fiction are always making plans like "how about tuesday?" and then leaving without elaborating. what time? where? do you even have each other's numbers? deeply stressful

[peiskios]

a day in the sun ☀️

[telumendils]

[wikipervert-princess]

[transfemme-shelterdog]

Hey so you know how people always talk about transmasc erasure? Coming across that paper on Tumblr discourse on transandrophobia reminded me of something.

When I was doing my criminology degree, I went to several professors with several thesis ideas, and all of them were denied. These were all ideas based on transmasculine crime and victimology stats. Every professor shot down every thesis I had on ideas related to transmasc victims of various crimes.

Their reasoning? There's no need for this. This is useless. Nobody is interested in reading about trans men and transmascs being victims of crimes. They wouldn't even let me do my thesis on estimating more accurate stats on transmasculine victims of homicide. Which is an INCREDIBLY important thing!

So yeah. Next time someone talks about how trans men and transmascs aren't victims as much, remember this. Researchers don't want to research this. They won't allow people who want to do so, to do so. I couldn't get anyone to advise me on these papers.

[thejgatsbykid]

I was doing a project recently for a class on IPV about IPV in transmasculine populations and 1) wildly wildly understudied for trans people in general but 2) a lot of the data that exists is primarily from transfeminine people (and nonbinary people are almost completely absent). The reason for this (in the datasets I was using) is actually pretty simple, in that a lot of the research on specifically queer IPV data was being conducted under HIV/AIDS funding, often at HIV/AIDS clinics, which obviously skews the sampling towards people more represented in those places due to higher HIV/AIDS risk (that is, [cis] men who have sex w/ [cis] men, and trans women). Cis lesbians and bi women are also underrepresented in those particular datasets - although cis lesbians (and some bi women) do get specific attention in other areas of IPV research, specifically on IPV in woman/woman relationships - but the unintended impact ends up being that people who are adjacent to or just outside those highlighted populations (transmascs, nonbinary people, bisexual women, etc) end up sort of doubly underrepresented, because they're minimally present in the data from HIV/AIDS clinics or "lesbian battering" studies, this means our understanding of those populations is incomplete, but because of a) the fact that there is some representation in those datasets (like, a dataset containing 80% trans women and 18% trans men and 2% nonbinary people) and b) demographic lumping (ie calling that 80/18/2% data "trans people," or data that combines Chinese and Korean and Filipino and Indian etc etc diaspora populations into a single "Asian" category) those underrepresented populations are assumed to be adequately represented, so why would we need to do more narrow and granular research when we already have the data? (Never mind that more research is always good lol).

On the topic of demographic lumping, because my research was on IPV and a lot of the data was coming from, say, women's health clinics or DV shelters (which are usually women-only), trans men specifically are at risk of being erased by either having to misgender themselves in order to access services or through the assumption of their gender via the service they're accessing (ie, why would you ask the people at a women's health clinic their gender? Obviously they're women!). I'm sure some of this cuts across to crime data, particularly with crimes like sexual violence, where victimization and support resources are often implicitly, if not explicitly, subject to gendered assumptions; let alone the risk of trying to report a crime while part of a marginalized population and how that may influence desire to report or a decision to misgender oneself, which is I'm sure a major driving factor behind your research, OP.

(And of course in the overlap of family violence and homicide victims, there's going to be a huge question mark over an unknowable number of people recorded as women who were killed because they weren't women and their family or abuser wanted to punish them for expressing or acting on that, whether by forcing them back into the closet [something highly present in the transmasc IPV data I was specifically looking at] while they were alive or just misgendering them after death when they aren't there to say otherwise.)

[irukoii]

Yay I'm back

My post didn't get upload for some reason:(

It's okay. Although I would love to explain the thought process behind these I don't have the energy rn

she's a sprout. Sewaddle evolves like most other worm pokemon (pupation, kinda) and that fits Coco pretty well imo

light magic + porpol + a pinch of favouritism cause I like Chandelure (what's she drawing?)

cloud magic + pink. Also they're pretty energetic too, very fitting for the Tetia:p

should have been Carbink but I was too lazy (sorry Richeh:c) maybe I'll make a carbink version.

Any suggestions for our beloved master and his Watchful Eye?

[argumate]

I think the reflective pool should contain giant salamanders

[balkanbruiser]

BRING BACK THE HELLBENDER

[valentinetheeviljester]

Maybe lean out

[valentinetheeviljester]