[darkqueenloner]

Being 29 and battling with health problems for 9 of those years is exhausting but finally getting a proper diagnosis can lift so much strain from someone's shoulders. Now to start the work to get myself back to being me

[darkqueenloner]

Can't wait to get to bed tonight, on the upside the entire house is nearly cleaned #tiredmum #badnightssleep #moodiscrap

[darkqueenloner]

Never underestimate the power of a determined mum #icandothis #nothingwillstopme #doingitformykids #bpdawareness #recovery

[darkqueenloner]

Never understand why people don't get that exhaustion and stress can cause bad health, I'm only one person!!

[darkqueenloner]

Think I've come to an big decision in my life. Not too sure but I'm so confused :/

[darkqueenloner]

I've done as much as I can handle for one day, all this analytical thinking really does get you questioning every aspect of your life as opposed to just academically. Here no one knows me, I can be me, write what I want without worrying about judgement or tall tales getting back to people I am trying so desperately to hide from. You, my fellow Tumblers, will get to see the real side of me, all the ugly parts and the all the bits in-between. Signing off for the night, love to you all and be safe <3 #feelingfree #finallybeinghonest #bpdawareness #mentalhealthmatters

[darkqueenloner]

When physically and mentally unwell, what exactly is the purpose of life? #bpdawareness #overthinking #livingwithchronicpain

[darkqueenloner]

Overwhelmed yet again

And I've done it again...wish I could start a project and not feel so overwhelmed by it that I could finish it

[darkqueenloner]

Why is it that through buying a new laptop I have found a new lease of life and am more determined to be successful in my studies and career goals. Having BPD can cause so much confusion, I likely won’t be thinking like this in the morning :/ 

[darkqueenloner]

When your other moods want to make an appearance at sleepy time 😅

[darkqueenloner]

Why does life have to be so weird? It's like it doesn't matter what you do things never can be straight forward. Every day is strange but every day is interesting ✌