just some bitcchh

i overthink a lot and fantasize about fake scenarios in my head that never make it to reality. 

[darkthoughtsfan]

Waves consume my doubts deep in a sea of blind faith I breathe only hope

[darkthoughtsfan]

Your eyes

Your eyes are like the ocean

So deep that I just want to drown in them

They hold so many secrets and are utterly void of life 

But you pretend that you’re so full of life

Just like how the ocean can look so pleasant when you see it from a distance 

But you never know what hides within the deepest depths of it 

You don’t know the dangers it holds 

You can experience the beauty of the ocean from afar 

But as you get close, your heart paces as you hear it thumping in your ears loud

As you take the steps, you have no clue 

Whether you will feel the cold relaxing liquid crash against your legs 

Or will it pull you into the dark abyss and you would drown without anyone to save you 

You run out of air, as your feet tries hard to push your body upward

You gasp for air desperately, but the ocean pulls you in further 

You knew about the jeopardy it held, yet you sacrificed yourself 

What a fool you were to have fallen for the beauty of the ocean as it looked

Now you’re drowning endlessly 

So you close your eyes, stop breathing and let it kill you slowly 

Because in the end, it would be a painless death 

Your eyes hold infinite risks in them, hiding beneath the golden and honey flecks 

You warn me but I am a fool

I am a fool for your love and I wouldn’t mind drowning in them 

Surround me with the darkness that hides within those eyes 

Kill me slowly 

Alas your love wouldn’t let me feel the pain