Dark Urge Diaries

Besotted and Brainrotted with Emmrich, Astarion, Gortash, & Raphael Check out my socials! https://youtube.com/@darkurgediaries https://twitter.com/DarkUrgeDiaries http://instagram.com/DarkUrgeDiaries

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I made some improvements to my Dark Urge Lumina cosplay, hello all 👋🏻 🤍

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New art from Thanomluk on X 🤍 I am completely obsessed and forever thankful!!

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Another early access scene restored! I love the option where you can comfort him, his pain is on full display and it breaks my heart.

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“You’re no stranger now, just strange.”

I absolutely love this deleted early access scene!

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DarkUrgeDiaries is now on Patreon! Perks include access to the brand new exclusive Dark Urge Diaries discord server where I hope we will have a lot of fun ☺️ I intend to start making some patreon exclusive videos in which I read my written works aloud, including my recent novel about Lumina 🤍 The discord is officially live, so if you’re keen head on over to my patreon!

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I am pleased to announce my first novel-length fic has now been released! It is set in Skyrim, and features my original character Lumina, and Orpheus from the mod by the same name. It is technically NSFW but only in small parts!

“In a world that has forsaken their kind, Lumina and Orpheus-two of the last Falmer in existence-find one another seemingly by fate, their destinies entwined amidst the ruins of a forgotten race.

Lumina, a Daughter of Coldharbour, carries the burden of her people's lost legacy, driven by a fierce determination to restore the Falmer to their former glory. Orpheus, an ancient vampire hardened by centuries of suffering, is driven solely by his need for vengeance. Their paths collide in a brutal encounter within the shadowy depths of Haemar's Shame, forcing them into an uneasy alliance that sparks an unexpected connection.

Their quest to revive their fallen race takes them across Skyrim's most extraordinary and perilous realms: the vast, underground Dwemer ruins of Blackreach; the eerie, knowledge-laden expanse of Apocrypha, where forbidden tomes whisper in the shadows; the desolate, soul-draining wastes of the Soul Cairn, a realm ruled by the undead; and the breathtaking Forgotten Vale, a sanctuary echoing with the Falmer's ancient past. As they journey through these awe-inspiring yet deadly land-scapes, their partnership strengthens, tempered by shared trials and a slow, simmering attraction. Yet trust remains elusive, their bond challenged by old scars and the enormity of their mission.

In a land where every choice balances on the edge of salvation or ruin, Lumina and Orpheus must confront whether their fragile, blossoming love can endure the trials ahead.”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65664316

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Astarion and Lumina for @darkurgediaries 🩸♥️ Loved working with this color palette again 🫶<33

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I am SO thrilled with this beautiful art piece, thank you so much for bringing my idea to life! 🖤

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Lumina and her Skyrim lover Orpheus, by the incredibly talented @ thanomluk on X 🤍

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Were Orin and Minthara romantically involved? I discuss it in this video!

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A dance with death 🤍

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🩸Aeterna Amantes🩸

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Latest commission from the amazing, wonderful @aatispatis is finished! Lumina enjoying a little taste of the finest wine 😘 Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for bringing my vision to life, I am impressed beyond any expectation I could have possibly had, it’s total perfection! 🤍

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He’s such a dish 🔥 More of these shots on my X <3

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so um.. hands huh..

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I decided to recreate my favourite Emmrich artwork today 🤭🤍

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Thank you SO much @minthe-drawings for bringing me so much joy with this art of Lumina and Emmrich!! It’s so sweet and tender, I am in love! 🥹🤍

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Sir

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The Archduchess ❤️‍🔥