a sideblog. i'm aware i have a million blogs đ„Č it's because i have no self control and it gets hectic everywhere else :") besides, this url will always be my favourite đ this sideblog is used for everything tom + peter related to not clog up by aes for my main blog <3
I do feel lucky and I donât take any of it for granted. But I also believe in myself. Of course thereâs a voice in me that says, âYou canât do it; itâs too big.â But thereâs another voice which kicks into gear that goes, âWell, what are you fucking here for?â You donât run a marathon, get to the finish line, and jump back. You have to bet on yourself in this game. Everyone does. Obviously, thereâs an element of luck, but at some point, you need some fucking tenacity.Â
HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY, TARON DAVID EGERTON (November 10, 1989)
theyâre all so cute in the lab together. theyâre really cute đ like this, too:
andrew: â[curt connors etc]... this is no big deal.â
tobey, probably realising that they all excel in the science department, anyway, so why is he bothering to show off: â....great.â
tom, being v cute, following his âolder brotherâ: âyeah... great.â
summary: What the title says. Also, we have friends to lovers.
warnings: smut, also unprotected sex- donât be a loner cover your boner (sorry I donât know any cooler condom jingle - cover your peter, it will be much neater? lmao just googled that)
word count: 3.7k
-this is a repost of an old fic-
gif by heapass. masterlist in bio <3
You use Peter as a teddy bear to fall asleep. He loves it.
Youâve done it countless times before, during the countless sleepovers youâve had over the past years.
But itâs never affected him as much as tonight. With your lower leg gently hiked over his, your arm placed across his chest, pulling him into you, and your breath tickling at his neck.
Peter feels hot.
Itâs actually raining and with the window open itâs the perfect temperature to sleep. But Peter is warm, a blush spreading from where he can feel it hotly under his t-shirt crawling all the way to his face.
All because youâre so close. Itâs never bothered him in the past, when you two cuddled to go to sleep. Sure, heâs had... those type of thoughts about you before. But he never even dared to think inappropriately about you when you were innocently sleeping right next to him.
But since youâve fallen asleep, you keep making these little noises.
Theyâre probably nothing, and heâs being the one with dirty thoughts. He canât help but notice that you sound like youâre moaning though, very quietly, but itâs an unmistakable sound.
He tries to ignore you but then your hips start grinding against his slowly.
Itâs not until your lips find his neck that Peter realises youâve woken up. He leans in to kiss you and you moan into his mouth. Your hand slides down his chest and then into his pants.
You jerk him off for only a few minutes. When he gets close, you whisper, âCum for me, Peter,â and he lets go, relaxing into the feeling of you.
He closes his eyes as he releases and thatâs when he notices your hand isnât anywhere near his crotch. Youâre still sleeping peacefully next to him, hand holding onto his arm, but nothing else. Itâs not just his mind that his very realistic dream had an effect on, but his pants are now stained, a wet spot still forming on his shorts.
Fuck.
With more precision and carefulness than he uses for his Spider Man jobs, Peter climbs out of the bed, gently pulling your hand off of him. You mumble in your sleep, definitely no sex noises now, and turn around.
Peter stumbles into the bathroom, freeing himself of the restraint of his pants, taking his throbbing cock into his hand. He mightâve cum already but heâs still so hard.
He rubs himself up and down a few times, caging his cock in his fist as his breathing becomes strained. He starts jacking off faster and faster, his dream of his hand being replaced by yours playing in his mind automatically.
Peter groans louder than he intended to when he cums again, hoping you couldnât hear him from his room. He goes to pee, wash his hands and his face while heâs already in the bathroom, and tries to get the stain out of his pants, kind of disgusted with himself.
Itâs dark outside, 2:30am, he sees on his phone. When he steps into his room he can make out your form, facing the door, but still asleep.
He bends down to his drawer with underwear to get fresh boxers to swap for the stained ones that heâs still wearing.
âNice ass,â you say, voice a bit groggy from sleep.
Peter turns to the side, so you wonât be able to make out any wetness on his boxers. Itâs dark, but he wonât risk it.
âWhat you doing?â you ask.
âUh ohâ uhhh I was cold and I was gonna get long sweatpants.â
âOh okay, sorry if I was hogging the blanket.â
âNo you werenât doing anything, I just get cold in the night sometimes. Uh could you turn around while I change?â
He hears you turn around and he changes in record time, climbing back into bed, patting the mattress to make sure he didnât leak onto it earlier.
âLet me warm you up,â you cuddle into him again, your thigh sneaking between his.
âUhhhnghh-â Peter starts and you back off.
âToo hot?â
âNo uh, just donât.. donât..â his mind is still hazy from his two orgasms.
âDid I do something?â
âI just had a weird dream and Iâm just feeling a bit... weird right now,â he hopes youâll finally go back to sleep, but it seems like youâre wide awake now, leaning on your elbow to talk to him.
âA bad dream?â
âNo, donât worry about it.â
âA sex dream?â you ask, just as a joke, but his silence seems to be enough of an answer and you grin, âNo! Really? Tell me about it!â
âUh, no.â
âYou donât have to be embarrassed or anything. I wonât kink-shame you if it was weird, trust me Iâve had weird sex dreams.â
âHow about you tell me about them then?â
âHm, okay, but you first.â
âI canât,â Peter says. His eyes have gotten used to the dark enough that he can make out your lips sticking out in a pout now, âWhy not?â
Becoming a little frustrated with your continuous questions, Peter blurts out, âIt- it was about you.â
âOh,â shit, heâs ruined everything now, youâll think heâs a weirdo- âNow I want to know even more.â
âWhat- really?â He asks.
âUh-huh,â you nod, biting your lip and Peter licks his, already becoming hot and bothered again just thinking about his dream.
âWe were,â Peter gulps, âlying in bed, like we were in real life, when you fell asleep. You had your arm around me and you woke up- and then you started kissing my neckâŠâ his eyes flicker over to see if youâre disgusted by the thought of doing something like that to your best friend, but youâre listening intently. Even with a smile tugging at your lips.
âAnd then you... your hand started trailing down my stomach a-and under my pants,â he takes a shaky breath, because thinking about that dream is enough, but talking about it is getting him turned on again, very quickly.
Suddenly Peter feels your fingers at the waistband of his sweats. His hips buck up and into your hand, âLike that?â you ask.
You palm his growing hard-on and when he nods quickly you straddle him, pulling his clothes down to start jerking him off properly, using your spit to do so.
âJust like that,â Peter whispers and sits up to kiss you, your hand still going until he cums all over himself.
Peter wakes up in a sweat. He sits up immediately.
Another dream?
Heâs still wearing his shorts that he initially wore when he went to bed.
Youâre sleeping next to him. Turned away and slumbering in peace.
He repeats what he did in his dream. Goes to the bathroom. Jerks off. Goes back to his room. Changes.
This time you remain asleep. No comments about his ass. No talking about his wet dream- or better- dreams. Or was it all one dream?
He goes back to bed with as much distance as the bed allows. He doesnât let himself fall asleep. He canât have another wet dream and risk waking up with cum-stained pants next to you.
*
âMorninââ you stretch your arms when you wake up with a sleepy groan, âHow long have you been awake?â
Peter managed to stay up all night after he woke up from his double wet dream.
âJust a bit. Couldnât sleep. â
âOh no, did I take up too much space?â you worry, seeing his awkward position.
âNo! Just had a weird dream before.â
âYou wanna talk about it?â
This time he says no straight-away and you donât push him. He knows real life would never end like his dream.
âI get it, I donât like talking about my dreams either, but I like writing them down, it helps,â you smile kindly.
Peter smiles back. He mightâve had two dirty dreams about you in one night, and is tired as hell, but the way youâre sitting next to him, wrapped in the covers, giving him advice so he can feel better- itâs the cutest thing ever.
He realises heâs staring, âOh- y-yeah thanks, donât know if Iâd want that on paper though.â
He curses himself for the sexual undertone he said that with and you squint a bit, teasing him, but you leave it alone.
You get up to stretch some more, your hands reaching down to your toes as you bend over. You do this every morning after youâve slept over at his place, but Peterâs already on edge and this time he canât ignore the way youâre unwillingly presenting your ass to him.
He escapes into the bathroom, this time only doing appropriate stuff.
You seem to sense how tired Peter is, so after breakfast you go home, telling him you enjoyed yesterdayâs movie night.
Finally, time to catch up on sleep, Peter thinks. But no.
As soon as he closes his eyes, the dreams replay in his mind. He canât keep you out of his head, even when he puts on some creepy ASMR that other people use to fall asleep, but you shine through in his mind even through the distraction.
He gives up on sleeping and decides to follow your advice.
Maybe if he writes it down, by getting it on paper, heâll get it out of his head.
Itâs not that he minds the dream, he likes thinking about you in that way in theory. But youâre just friends and if you were to ever find out he thinks of you like that, heâd be damned. Youâd probably be creeped out and want to stop being his friend.
Thatâs why he doesnât want the dream replaying in his head and continue thinking about you like that.
He quickly goes into town to buy the first notebook he sees. Once heâs back home, he gets out a pen and sits on his bed.
He should probably change the sheets, he didnât get anything on them, but they still feel dirty, at least in his mind.
Peter scribbles the dream down, feeling ashamed while he does so, but itâs like a breath of fresh air when heâs finished, throwing the notebook on the bed.
Heâll be able to sleep now, having gotten it out, but not before he showers and changes his bed covers.
*
Youâre honestly glad Peter seemed so tired this morning. That gave you an excuse to get home earlier and deal with the dream you had last night.
It seemed so real at first.
You woke up in the middle of the night, to Peter groaning and moaning softly in his sleep.
You got so turned on that you started touching yourself. From the noises you were making, Peter woke up and decided to help you out a little. It was the hottest dream youâve ever had, but not the first of that kind.
Luckily, you woke up only after you came in your dream and werenât horny anymore. You were calm and satisfied and you donât think Peter noticed that you were a little off, he was so tired himself.
He probably had a bad dream, and you get why he wouldnât want to talk about it. Youâve experienced some yourself and started writing them down a while ago - itâs been really helpful.
After a while you also started writing down your dirty dreams, in a few pages at the back, where no one would look if they ever got ahold of your notebook.
You could take your dream-book with you to show Peter one day - not the wet dreams - but if he saw how you wrote down your bad dreams, maybe heâd recognise that it could be useful too.
For now, you open it, to write down your dream, to get rid of those horny thoughts about your innocent best friend.
*
The next time youâre at Peterâs place, you notice a little notebook wedged into the gap between his bed and the wall while heâs getting you two something to drink.
You take it out but canât see what it is. A diary? You probably shouldnât be reading it no matter what it is. But your curiosity gets the best of you.
On the first page, you see Peterâs followed your advice. Framed in a sloppily drawn cloud, it says âDreamsâ.
You know itâs wrong to go past the first page, but your fingers arenât listening to your brain. Heâs written down a single dream, the pages past it are all empty and you can see your name pop up multiple times in the few paragraphs.
Youâre intrigued now, you canât help but skim through the lines and you get excited when you find out what itâs about.
So Peterâs been having wet dreams about you.. Could that mean he likes you just the way you like him, or are they really just dreams? Something he canât help, and thatâs why he was so irritated that morning, because he couldnât ever willingly think about you that way?
You throw the notebook under the blanket when you hear Peter getting closer to his room, trying to act normal when he passes you your drink.
âYou remember that dream you had and I told you to write it down?â
Peter nods.
âWell I donât know if you ended up writing it down,â you lie, âbut I just wanted to show you some of my dreams, or give you some to read if you want, so you see that itâs not weird to write down your dreams and that it can be quite helpful.â
You pass him your notebook that you brought with you to show him and he thanks you with a smile, âDonât go to the back, those are my sex dreams, very recent ones,â you tell him and he tenses up.
Youâre not sure if youâre being too obvious, âIâll go to the bathroom while you can read some of my dreams, I trust you. I know theyâre safe with you,â you wink and leave the room, hoping Peter takes the hint and reads some of your dreams at the back.
If he finds out you dream about him like that too, he might find the courage to tell you he likes you - if he even likes you, which you really hope he does, otherwise youâve gotten yourself into something very awkward.
-
You wink at Peter before you leave the room and heâs not sure if he really knows what youâre implying. Do you want him to read your sex dreams? Or was it just a friendly wink and you still think he had a nightmare and just want to help him.
Whatever you want him to do, Peterâs curious. He dares to take just a quick look into the forbidden pages.
His heart beats faster when he reads the word âlickedâ. He really just feels like heâs invading your privacy now. Just as heâs about to go to the pages at the front, he sees his name next to the verb. Now itâs a positive rush again.
He doesnât know how long youâre going to take so he just skims through some of the dreams. His name over and over, words like âkissedâ âlickedâ âsuckedâ and various body parts- Peter gets the picture.
He hears you open the bathroom door and he nearly drops the book as he fumbles with the pages, pretending to read one of the non-sexual dreams.
You plop down next to him to check what pages heâs reading.
âThat, that was helpful. Thanks,â Peter gives the book back to you, trying not to make it obvious he knows that you dreamt about him.
You both drop the subject of dreams for the next hours. Itâs not until you mention the film you watched when you slept at Peterâs last week, that he remembers the date at the top of the page of your latest wet dream - it was the day you slept at his.
âIsnât it crazy that we had a sex dream at the same time while lying next to each other⊠about each other,â Peter says before realising heâs exposing himself.
His eyes go wide but you smirk, âOh, so you caught the bait?â
The gears in his head click and heâs relieved, âI wasnât sure if it was one or if i was being a total asshole and invading your privacy by reading the dreams you told me not to.â
âNo, I wanted you to read them⊠cause I kinda invaded your privacy first,â you pull out Peterâs notebook from under the blanket, âI found this and.. I read what you wrote. So yeah.. you said it- we both had a wet dream about each other.. while sleeping next to each other,â your voice quietens, less confident than before, because, what does this mean?
Peter interrupts the silence between you, âI donât know about you, but I donât just randomly have dreams like that about people that I just see as a friend.â
âMe neither,â you whisper. You look down at his lips and he leans in, only a breath away from you.
âIâve liked you for so fucking long,â he says. You move even closer to him, lips nearly touching, âMe too.â
Peter pulls your whole body against his, pressing his lips to yours. The kiss is filled with so much hunger, you can feel how long heâs wanted you.
You wrap your arms around him and donât plan on letting him go any time soon. Peterâs hands are on your face, your neck, your waist and after a while they start wandering down to your ass, stopping the kissing to see your reaction, but you pull him back in immediately.
The next time one of you interrupts the kissing is at least a few minutes later.
âI know we just kissed ten minutes ago, but Iâm really horny and weâve known each other for so long that I really trust you. So would you like to.. yâknow?â you raise your brows and smile.
His eyes are as wide as youâve ever seen, âHave⊠sex?â
You nod with a wide grin and he smiles even wider than you, starting to ramble, âYeah- yeah, Iâd love to. But only if youâre okay with it?â
âOkay with it? Iâve been waiting for this for so lonf.â
âOf course- how- how do I help you enjoy it?â
âJust uh... rub my clit a little- but I can do that myself too.â
âNo- no let me. I want to.â
You get rid of your clothes quickly and Peterâs still occupied with his belt while you sit still, waiting for him. Youâre admiring him when he notices youâre naked already.
He drops his hands to his side and just stares, stares as if heâs looking at a sky full of bright stars.
You giggle and push your chest out a little more, for good measure. Heâs still speechless a few seconds later and you pull him toward you, âCâmere and kiss me.â
He stops midway, cupping your face and smiling, finally getting some words out, âI canât believe I have such a beautiful-â his words stop again, mouth staying open mid-sentence.
âGirlfriend,â you finish for him, his lips moving into a smile, âThanks. I canât believe how handsome my boyfriend is,â he blushes at that, âI also canât believe that youâre not naked yet.â
âOh-â Peter rips his pants and boxers down in one go and finally starts kissing you again, wrapping your thighs around his waist.
âGet inside of me, Peter, I need you.â
He lifts himself off of you a bit, âI wanna give you a little head start first. Iâm not sure how long Iâm gonna last.â
Peterâs blushing and shy - afraid that he wonât be able to make you feel good. But youâre already so wet from all the kissing. Itâs even sexier that heâs so considerate about making you cum first, making you cum at all.
You relax into his touch, into him rubbing circles on your pussy. You stop him just as youâre about to cum. âI want to cum when youâre inside of me,â you say.
Peter licks his lips and positions himself between your thighs. He rubs his cock against your clit a few more times, his eyes shutting as soon as he gently slides into you.
You moan when heâs fully inside of you, and Peter can barely contain himself either.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he mumbles, face hidden in your neck.
âYou feel so good,â you kiss the side of his face. His hand is on your clit, but heâs too focussed on not cumming himself that you replace his fingers with yours.
âI wanna make you feel good-â
âItâs okay, baby, I can take care of myself. I want you to cum for me,â you say, feeling yourself close to the edge.
He pulls his hips back and goes in all the way one more time and then spills into you with a groan, your own high flowing through your body as you rub at your clit.
Youâre both out of breath by the time youâve come down from your highs, Peter telling you how beautiful you are and you can only give the compliment back.
He gives you a chaste kiss, getting up to bring you a cloth to clean up with before you go pee.
You decide to take a shower together but in the end thereâs more kissing than showering.
You canât keep your hands to each other, even after hours of intimacy, when you plan on sleeping that night.
âIâm so happy that weâre finally together. I know we just had mindblowing sex and this all came together because of a wet dream - or multiple of those, but I want you to know that the most important thing to me is that you can always come to me. It was like that when we were friends too but obviously we werenât close enough to confess that we like each other- so just know you can tell me anything. And I mean anything,â Peter says, stroking your back as you lie next to him on your stomach.
âI know that, baby. The same goes for you,â you exchange the last kiss for this night, but still stay close as ever. Finally living out your true feelings, and it feels damn good to sleep wrapped in Peterâs arms, and not just next to him.