[Soulmate Demons AU old arts / part 2]
..I'm starting to doubt this was a good idea.. but I'd rather finish what I started..
You know, Corrupt is a rather dangerous creature by default. He's easy to piss off, but it turns out he has a weakness that turns him into a big purring cat.. figuratively.
I didn't draw this for a specific purpose, I just wanted to get away from the darker ideas that I usually draw.
Corrupt could become wedged and become the former sadistic version of himself, but only to some extent. He didn't hurt Soul, but at the same time, he was obsessed with the idea of completely taking possession of him.. his love for Soul seemed to be distorted, becoming something frightening.
...However, his true feelings were stronger than his former self, so Soul's pleas reached his mind and he came to his senses. Corrupt really regretted what he had done after that, he didn't understand how he could allow something like this to happen. He was afraid that Soul would lose trust in him, that he would see him as the old monster that he was trying not to be anymore.
His own doubts began to consume him again, but this time, Soul was able to prevent it. He is the only one who can reach him at such moments and calm him down, since he is the only one whom Corrupt trusts.
(Corrupt can really hurt himself by scratching his ears with his claws so as not to hear these voices..)
Since my former friend always added these earrings to their appearance, this was one of the triggers for me to come up with the idea of this very AU, precisely as our personal AU more than just have alternatively dressed Soul and Corrupt. I came up with this name for this AU too. They're like kindred souls who don't yet fully understand how much they need each other, sometimes they can even quarrel, but are no longer able to live without each other. Most of the time they just call their relationship friendship, ignoring the fact that they clearly feel something more than just that. For the most part, Soul denies this and wants to see this relationship as friendship, while Corrupt is essentially already hopelessly in love, patiently waiting and hoping that Soul would finally accept these feelings.
About the drawing.. Corrupt doesn’t particularly like any jewelry, but he agreed to it only because Soul wore the similiar one. Corrupt liked the idea of sharing something in common, although they were united by something much more than just paired earrings.
So, this drawing is the official beginning of the Soulmate Demons AU.
..I don’t remember when they got their nicknames aka Hason Shita and Tamashī (it was his idea this time), it was sometime later and we discussed this in private messages. I think I'll definitely clarify this later..
They're just having the most ordinary moment in their lives, and like an ordinary couple (of friends haha) they are just watching videos on YouTube together, discussing what they are watching. It’s nice to have simple moments in life, without any incidents or adventures..
I think this is one of those moments when Corrupt was just happy.
Yes, this is just essentially a drawing outside of story and, besides, I again showed my disgusting face... mhh.. but, even here there was some behind the scenes. Corrupt doesn't like suits, AT ALL, he had to be persuaded to wear it for such an occasion. It wasn't that difficult tho, because it was dedicated to Soul, so Corrupt agreed to it, heh..
I still think it suits them.
Bad days or moments happen to everyone, and the main thing is that those who are dear to you are nearby at this moment, so as not to let you wallow in the abyss of despair and sorrow..
Just small random moments. ..sometimes I want to say that they flirt like idiots. I also started trying to draw backgrounds for the drawings to make them more complete.
Also me and my ex friend just wanted to draw them as nekos I guess. They were pretty shy about it..
Oh, that was quite a story. In general, according to BF's idea (or did they bet him and lost?..) they were supposed to hang around handcuffed together all day. Oddly enough, Corrupt reacted to this normally, and I won’t hide the fact that the prospect of spending the whole day close to Soul even made him happy. But Soul, in turn, reacted strangely to this.. he didn't say why exactly he was acting so tense. But the point is that he was too embarrassed to be so close to Corrupt, because he is also not indifferent to him, which he either doesn’t show. However, Corrupt himself began to think that he was simply scaring him again and this made him worry about it all.
I don’t know why Soul wore this mask, apparently to hide excessive emotions..
It's no secret that some moments from irl and our relationship with my former friend were reflected in our AU sometimes. This is one of those drawings that was dedicated to support. And Corrupt is always ready to support Soul, no matter what..
Aaaand this is still not all I have left frot the past.. but we are getting closer to the end! I'm going through these memories, and to be honest, I still remembering this all with warmth.. that's all I had. This AU is all I have left.