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âUnexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and they will come forth later in uglier ways.â
â Sigmund Freud (via purplebuddhaquotes)
âUnexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and they will come forth later in uglier ways.â
â Sigmund Freud (via purplebuddhaquotes)
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this wonât get 1% of the womenâs version of this post.Â
the world we live in, and people in general donât care about men. we are pretty much robots who arenât allowed to show emotion. weâre taught from a young age that boys donât cry.Â
fact is women are sexualised, men are idealised. because men canât be raped because theyâre big and strong right? right? yea, pretty much the idiots view of living.Â
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Youâll never be good enough to someone who doesnât want you..
Theyâll find all kinds of issues with you. When truth is, theyâre just not that into you..
đżfruit & medicinal propertiesđż
đ cherries: -help calm nervous system -cancer preventing compounds -reduces inflammation -reduces risk for gout -supports healthy sleep -arthritis pain relief -reduces belly fat -reduces muscle pain -lowers risk of stroke
đ peaches: -helps maintain healthy skin & vision -helps maintain healthy bones & teeth -anti aging properties -improves digestion -calcium -potassium -packed with vital nutrients -good source of fiber
đ watermelon: -cardiovascular health -maintains bones -significant source of vitamins -combats free radicals -reduces body fat -anti inflammitory -diuretic & kidney support -alkaline forming -improves sight
đ strawberries: -potentially fight against cancer -anti aging properties -prevent heart disease, reduces risk of stroke -helps relieve constipation -can help with allergies & asthma -anti depression properties -reduces blood pressure -regulates blood sugar -folic acid
đ pineapple: -helps fight arthritis -immune system support -bone health -vision health -can reduce risk of macular degeneration (eye disease) -anti inflammitory -aids in digestion -packed with vital nutrients
đ kiwi: -increases bone mass -more vitamin c than an orange -packed with vital nutrients -aids in digestion -helps manage blood pressure -protects DNA from damage -supports weight loss -detox -prevents heart disease -protects against macular degeneration
đ grapes: -relax blood vessels -prevents/slows many types of cancer -maintains heart health -packed with nutrients -aids in digestion -weight loss -can prevent alzheimers -improves brain function -protects body from radiation
đ apples: -build immune system -fiber -reduces risk of cancer -prevents heart disease -healthy teeth -prevent alzheimers -prevents larkinsons -decreases risk of diabetes -reduces cholesterol -prevents gallstones -reduces risk of hypertension
đ oranges: -help maintain skin & vision -excellent source of vitamin B & C -fiber -prevents stroke -lowers blood pressure
đ banana: -potassium -energy booster -aids in digestion -fiber -weight loss -lowers blood pressure -prevents asthma -fights cancer -treats diarrhea -preserving memory
đł blueberries: -protect heart -lowers cholesterol -packed with antioxidants -reduce DNA damage -maintains healthy cholesterol -lower blood pressure -improve brain function & memory
đ mango: -protects against several forms of cancer -lowers cholesterol -clears skin -improves eye health -alkalizes entire body -promotes healthy sex -improves digestion -helps fight heat stroke
đ lemon: -contain high amounts of potassium -lowers risk of stroke -fights cancer -maintains healthy complexion -prevents asthma -increases iron absorption -boosts immune system
đ pear: -packed with nutrients -great source of fiber -treats diverticulosis (inflammation of the lining in large intestine) -weight loss -lowers blood pressure -lowers cholesterol -prevents diabetes -promotes digestion -detox
đ tomato: -prevents cancer -manages blood pressure -protects heart -maintains healthy complexion -reduces depression -improves vision -improves digestive system
đ grapefruit: -weight loss -prevents stroke -maintains blood pressure & heart health -prevents cancer -promotes digestion -hydration -maintaining healthy skin -prevents asthma
đżif youre taking medication, please speak with your pharmacist or doctor before trying ANY natural remedies. grapefruit, for example, can really hurt you if youre taking anti depression medication. please be cautious.đż **this post is speaking specifically of the fruit, not of the plant itself
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Poem: âJacking Offâ -Anthony Griffin
Best Poem Ever.
Had to reblog. That poem hot af
All bators should commit this to memory
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âRemedyâ
      Back in 2011, I was a senior in high school and had moved in with my older sister Deanna because our mama, our stepdad, and our little half-sister Tiara had moved out of state for our stepdadâs new job. I didnât want to move during my senior year so I moved in with Deanna and her boyfriend, Kenneth. I was always close with my big sister but our relationship became a little strained when she got with Kenneth. He had a problem with me being gay but always played like he was cool with it whenever Deanna was around. Whenever she wasnât around; however, he got on my damn nerves. One cold Tuesday in January that year, I was stuck at home because it was a teacherâs workday. It would have been great had Kenneth not been at home with the flu.
      âI already gave him his medicine, Deanna,â I told my sister over the phone. âYour raggedy ass man is doing okay.â
      âHe told me youâve been being mean to him,â she said on the other end. âCan you at least be nice to him while he has the flu?â
      âHad his dumbass gotten a flu shot like we didâŠâ
      âDarnell!â
      âWhat else do you want me to do?â
      âI bought some Vicks VapoRub for him. Rub some on his chest after you heat up the chicken noodle soup I made for him.â
      âAlright.â
      âAnd make sure heâs wearing his socks so his feet wonât get cold.â
      âOkay.â
      âAnd donât forget to refill his cups with apple juice and water because heâs gotta drink lots of fluids.â
      âDamn, sis. You want me to stick a thermometer up his ass, too?â
      âDarnell, I know heâs a big baby when he gets sick but itâs not like youâre doing anything else. You donât have school today and I know youâre not going anywhere since itâs only fifteen degrees outside. You only have to put up with him until I get off tonight at nine.â
      âYeah, I know.â I got a text message and quickly told her, âI gotta go, Deanna. Iâll call you if I need your help.â
      âAlright. See you when I get home.â
      âBye.â I ended the call and checked the text message Iâd just gotten.
      It was a message from Antwan Stringer, a boy on the football team that Iâd been messing around with for a few weeks. We hadnât gone all the way because I was still a virgin but he did rim and finger me and I sucked him every now and then. He texted me asking if he could come over and I told him he couldnât because my sisterâs boyfriend was home. He then asked me to send him a pic of my asshole so he could jackoff. Teasing him, I sent a pic of me lifting my shirt instead.
                        Me (Darnell)
      âDarnell,â Kenneth called out while coughing. âI need more water.â
      I ignored him and continued texting Antwan. When I heard a loud thump coming from my sisterâs bedroom, I quickly left my room and headed across the hall into her room. When I saw Kenneth holding onto the bed to stay up, I asked, âWhat the hell are you doing?â
      âIâm trying to get some water,â he replied angrily. âI told your gay ass I needed water!â
                        Kenneth
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Holidaze....
Continued from âLike a Boomerangâ
Months pass and Christmas holidays approach and I was excited for a break. Everyone would be out of school and back in town- a lot of catching up to do. Autumn texted me a few days before Christmas to plan to go eat and hang out. A local night club decided to throw a party for college students home for the holidays, which was cool, especially for our little town. A lot of the kids that were gonna be home planned to go. Monica was going out of town, visiting family for the holidays. I planned to go anyway, my older brother and his friends would be there.. The little place was jumping! With people from my graduating class to college graduates, people were everywhere.. We found our way to the pool tables, where my brother and his friends were shooting pool and drinking- the more laid back area of the club. A group of guys walk in- a group of football players from different classes. In the midst, I see Shane. Iâm excited to see him, being that we hadnât see each other since graduation. I smile and throw my hand up to get his attention and speak.. He literally looks at me and looks away-like he didnât see me. A few minutes later, they all come over to speak to my brother and his friends. He came over too and spoke to each of us and his demeanor was... off.. He spoke to me as if I was a stranger, like he didnât wanna speak.. I was taken aback like âDamn, did he really just do that?â As the night went on, I felt like someone was watching me-even through all the rowdiness of the party.. I look up to catch him looking away.. I think to myself- âWhat is up with this guy? This is the same guy that left me a message just two months agoâ I didnât know what I felt about him,-a crush I didnât want or need to acknowledge at the time.. He had a special hold on me that I couldnât seem to shake. The next night, Autumn asked me to come with her to a bonfire at one of her friendâs house. I had nothing planned, so I agreed. We get there and itâs a small crowd of people there- mostly basketball players and cheerleaders, definitely not my scene.. Autumn runs into her ex and they go off together. I just chill in front of the fire, texting Monica and cruising Facebook. Never missing an invite, Shane walks up with a group of guys. Judging by our last interaction, we were strangers, so I pay him no attention. I sat around the fire and enjoyed the quiet time. It began to get late and people were leaving slowly. Being that Iâd ridden with Autumn, I couldnât go anywhere.. Autumn and Chris, her ex, finally come back. She says she was gonna take me home, then go back to Chrisâs house. Chris, who is ready to get Autumn to his house, asks around for someone to take me home instead.. Being that he and Shane were friends, he asks him.. Shane hesitatingly agrees.. I say,âNo.. Iâll call my brother.â Shane speaks up- âNo, i can give you a ride. I donât mind. Its on the way home.â I hug Autumn and whisper in her ear, âYou better be lucky I love you!â She laughs and says, âHave a good night!â- kissing me on the cheek. We tell everybody bye and head towards his car. The first few minutes were awkwardly quiet. He finally broke the ice-
S- âSo, Whatâs been up? Howâs school been?â
Me-âUhm, itâs been good. Itâs different.. How about you? Howâs Tia?â
S- âItâs been good, I guess.. Iâm really not feeling the school thing. And me and Tia broke up, so itâs kinda weirdâ
Me-â Oh... Sorry to hear that.. What about football? You were tryna go pro, right?â
S-â Yeah.. but I donât love it like I used to. Iâm thinking about going into the armyâ
Me-â Oh ok.. Thatâs whatâs up.. I could see that..â
We cut off our conversation when âCanât Be Friendsâ by Trey Songz comes on the radio.. We sang along and thereâs a unexplainable âtensionâ in the air.. When the song goes off, we sit in silence.. I finally break the ice...
Me- âSo, you remember leaving me a voicemail a while back? What was that about?â
S-â Really? You sure? When? I mustâve been drunk. I donât remember.â
Me- âI figured.. You were saying some off the wall stuff.. like you missed me..â
S- âYeah... thatâs crazy..â
Me- *cutting him off* âIts ok.. I kinda missed some of my old classmates too. Starting college, with new people, was a culture shock.â
S- *chuckles* âYeah, it was.. I figured you would blend right in. Figured youâd forget about me..â
Me-â Boy, stop it... of all our classmates, youâd be the last I forget.â I almost immediately regretted it..
S- *puzzled* âHuh.. Really? What you mean?â
Me- â I mean.. Weâve been friends for a long time.. I honestly have had a light crush on you since we were younger. I donât know.. I canât explain it. When I got that voicemail, i was kinda excited.. So.. you would definitely forget me before I forget you..â
*In my head-Omg, what was I saying?? What did I just do? Did I have a stroke? *
After a few seconds of silence, he finally spoke...
S- âOh... Really??â
I thought, âIs that all you have to say?â I felt so stupid..
Me-âIâm sorry. I canât explain it, but..â
S-â No, itâs ok.. Iâm not offended or anything.. Iâm kinda surprisedâ
It was perfect timing, we were pulling up to my house. I was so relieved to get out of his car.. I was SO embarrassed.. I got out and thanked him for the ride.. He said no problem and I went into the house.. I fell onto my bed and turned on the radio, thinking why did I just do that?? I sat in my thoughts and finally my mind settled.. I felt, âOh well, I got it off my chest.. Itâll be ok, weâll probably never see each other again anyway.â I go into the kitchen for a snack and drink. When I get back, I have a message from Shane..
S-â What you doin?â
Me-âNothin... sup?â
S-â We need to talk...â
Me-â Ok... â
S-âCome outsideâ
I nervously walk out and he was sitting in his car, in my front yard.
S-â Uhm, Iâm sorry about earlier.. I just didnât know what to say.. I missed you too man. I canât explain it.. Ever since that time in eighth grade, I felt like things were different- like we were more than friends.. I just didnât know how to handle itâ
Hearing him say this made me so happy...and confused.. We both had girlfriends and he was this âmacho straightâ dude.. His behavior throughout the years was now making sense though.
Me-â Well.. me either.. Things definitely changed after our first time.. It awakened something in me.. You kinda got a lil weird on me. Itâs crazy but I donât regret any of itâ
S-*giving me the eye* âOh.. Iâm sure you donât.. youâre a lil freak, for real...â
Me- *laughing* Boy shut up... If I can recall, you tricked me into giving you head... So....â
S-*gasped in shock* âWhat?! No.... Well.. I like getting my dick sucked.. And I saw how you would look at me.. So, I went for it..â
I figured he was getting horny bc he began to rub his dick thru his pants..
Me- âWell, like I said.. It is what it is. I canât say I didnât kinda want to anyway.. So.. call it evenâ
S-*grinning* âWell, you still feel like that?? Would you still want to??â
That sneaky/cute smile just could make you melt... it could almost make you do anything.
My heart beating fast, I reply. â I donât know.. Me and Monica...â
S- âShe ainât gotta know.. Itâs just me and you..â
As he said that, he slipped his pants down, letting his dick print show... It was just what I needed.. The guilt I felt quickly dissipated..
Me-âWell, not here.. I know a better placeâ
We drove down the block, towards this dark alley. It was late and I knew no one would be walking through. We back in and turn off the lights.. He wasted no time, pulling his pants and boxers down.. I lean over to the drivers side, head down into his lap.. I immediately get a whiff of his pubes, putting me into a trance.. They smelled like Irish Springs soap, like he had just taken a shower.. I get snapped back into reality by his voice..
S-âWhatâs wrong?â
Me-â Oh, nothing.. You just smell good..â
S-â Oh.. ha ha.. Iâm clean.. I took a shower before the partyâ
He lets his seat back as I lick the head.. As Iâm sucking him, everything just felt... ârightâ.. He is talking noise as Iâm giving him head.. Iâm sucking like Iâve never before, not gagging or anything..
S-âDamn, you sucking that dick. Who else you been fucking with?â
Me-â Nobody. I just like giving head and eating pussy..â
S-â Oh really?â
He began to put his hands behind my head, thrusting his hips into the face.
After being in the car for so long, we get out and stand behind the car. He lets his pants drop to the ground and I resume sucking..
S-âStand up, I wanna see what that booty feel like..â I stand to my feet and he slides his hands into my pants and grabs my ass.
S-â Dang that booty fat! You gonna let me hit it?â
Me-â Nah.. maybe next time..â
S-âAh.. you lame..â
I get back to sucking and playing with his balls.. That mustâve been the sweet spot bc before I knew it..
S-â Iâm finna bust.. Ahh..Shit...â
He shot five or six times in my mouth and onto the ground..
Me-âDamn... You trying to kill me.. When the last time you cum?â
He laughed and replied,â a while, I told you me and Tia broke up.â We get back in the car after getting our stuff together and drive off.. On the way back to my house, we talked about future plans and how we were gonna see where our ârelationshipâ could go.. I felt... good.. I felt like a weight had been lifted.. Everything was in the open.. I get back home, where I had left my phone, to see a message from Monica.... It hit me like a ton of bricks.. What had I just done? I felt guilty for cheating but it felt so good.. I was at a crossroads.. Here we go again....
Like a Boomerang...
Continued from Senior Prom..
Though prom was over, I couldnât get my mind off me and Shaneâs last conversation. Something wasnât sitting right. I had never seen him like that before- could he have just been drunk?? I hoped to find out before we graduated. As a class, we decided to throw a big graduation party together. The morning of graduation, we planned to meet after rehearsal/walk-through to discuss final details of the party. I figured it would be a good time to talk to him and catch up on the last few weeks. Of course, he didnât come, so I put it on the back burner. Later that night, after graduation and family time, we get ready to party!! I decide to leave the Shane thing alone. I saw him at the party, along with the rest of our classmates. We spoke and mingled most of the night and had a good time- drinking, games, a fight. It was somewhat... normal.. It was probably one of the best nights Iâd ever had. Knowing it might have been the last time seeing one another made it special.
After graduating from high school, I had mixed feelings.. I was excited to be done with high school but the future seemed uncertain. Everyone pretty much went their separate ways. I knew I would miss all the friends Iâd made. It wasnât all bad- some of us planned to go to the nearby community college, so we still would see one another. Over the summer, we hung out here and there. Shane and Tia both got scholarships, so they were pretty much gone early in the summer.. Autumn got a basketball scholarship also, so she left too. Monica and me had each other though.. As summer came to a close, Monica and I made our schedules together so we could hang out around our different classes.
To be honest, as nervous as it was to be around all those new people, it was exciting. The first day of classes was crazy! Itâs like Iâd never seen so many people in my life. It was like freshman year all over again, but more âfreeâ. Everybody seemed nervous but enjoyed the little sense of adulthood that came with college. It definitely wasnât high school. Me and Monica met up on our free period to eat and hang out at the student center. After school, Iâd go to work and catch up with Monica after. That pretty much became the norm as the weeks began to pass. Seeing all those new faces everyday was becoming less unnerving and I began to make friends around campus. Even though me and Monica were dating, I found myself looking at some of the boys around campus. This one in particular caught my eye, Eric. He was a football player and we had a psychology class together. He was always late and would need notes for class. One day, after class, he stopped me to ask where I was from and if I knew a guy named Shane. I immediately froze, because he hadnât been on my mind for a while. We talked for a minute and he just wanted me to help him pass the class. As Iâm walking to my next class, I think about Shane and what he could be up to. I met up with Monica and we leave campus and hang out the rest of the night. A few days later, I notice I missed a phone call and get a voicemail.... from Shane. He called about 1am with a lot of background noise, but it went like this:
âJay....... Hey, whatâs up?.... What u been up to? Itâs been a minute.... I was just calling to see what you been up to.. I miss you man.... Holla at me sometime.. Bye..â
He mustâve been drunk because he slurred his words a bit, but I was happy to hear from him. I tried texting and calling back the next day but got no answer or reply. I was happy to hear from him but, on the other hand, I was doing good. It was like the universe knew me and Monica were going good and wanted to stir it up. I came to the realization that I had suppressed a light crush on him. I thought I had dealt with it. He never responded to my texts or calls. I chop it up to him being drunk and in his feelings.. I thought-âHe probably wonât even remember doing it.â Whichever, I didnât know if I wanted to be on that roller coaster again...
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BeyoncĂ© - Speechless Drake feat. Lloyd - A Night Off Electrik Red - Go Shawty Sevyn Streeter - Come On Over J. Holiday - Bed J. Holiday - Lights Go Out Jamie Foxx - Do What It Do Lloyd - Year of the lover Maxwell - This Womanâs Work Twista - Wetter BeyoncĂ© - Naughty Girl Miguel - Arch Nâ Point Ying Yang Twins - Pull My Hair Missy Elliott - Pussycat SWV featuring Foxy Brown - Release Some Tension Usher - Trading Places T-Pain - Say It Timbaland feat. Money - Fantasy Usher - BedTime BeyoncĂ© - Freakum Dress Usher - Do It To Me C-Ride feat. Pleasure P - Walk Different Drake - Ceceâs Interlude DâAngelo - Untitled (How Does It Feel) Tink - HML Plies feat. Pleasure P - Get You Wet Omarion - O Andre 3000 - Spread Twista feat. Trey Songz - Girl Tonite Usher - Can U Handle It Pharrell Williams - Take It Off (Dim The Lights) Robin Thicke - Sex Therapy The Dream - Sweat It Out Shlohmo & Jeremih - Dope Shlohmo & Jeremih - Let It Go Usher - Nice And Slow The Roots feat. Musiq Soulchild - Break You Off Trillville - Some Cut BeyoncĂ© - 1+1 Jeremih - Raindrops Ginuwine - Pony Drake Feat. James Fauntleroy - On My Way Montell Jordan - get it on tonight Khia - Lick Me Dry The Pack - Make Me Cum Aaliyah - Rock The Boat (jelani remix) BeyoncĂ© - Blow Kanye West - Iâm In It Lil Wayne feat. Bobby Valentino - Mrs. Officer Lady featuring K. Michelle - Scream JhenĂ© Aiko - Wait no more Foxy Brown ft. Kelis - Candy Ciara - Ciara To The Stage JS - Ice Cream Lil Jon & The EastSide Boyz - Ooh Na Na Naa Naa Lloyd - Feels So Right Marques Houston - Naked Ginuwine - So Anxious Outkast - Where Are My Panties Skit Tweet featuring Missy Elliott - Turn da Lights Off LL Cool J - Doinâ It Ciara - Bang It Up The Dream - Falsetto Pretty Ricky - Get A Little Closer Chris Brown feat. Ludacris - Wet The Bed Chris Brown feat. Teyana Taylor & Lonnie Bereal - Favor Pleasure P - Under Janet Jackson - Anytime Anyplace Sade - No Ordinary Love Pretty Ricky - Grind With Me Ne-yo - Sexy Love Janet Jackson - Would You Mind Maxwell - Til The Cops Come Knockinâ TLC - Red Light Special Usher feat. BeyoncĂ© & Lil Wayne - Love In This Club (part 2) Tyrese - Signs Of Love Making En Vogue - Donât Let Go (Love) Earth, Wind & Fire - Reasons Ready For The World - Love You Down Chris Brown - Glow In The Dark The Weekend - What You Need (i hate him but this song goes awf) Sade - The Sweetest Taboo Pretty Ricky - On The Hotline 112 feat. Lil Zane - Anywhere Ludacris Feat Raphael Saadiq - Splash Waterfalls (Whatever you want) Remix Chris Brown - Take U Down 504 Boyz - I Can Tell
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So my high schoolâs drama club did The Bad Seed, a play about a child who brutally murders people. Later, the girl who played the part of the murderer was cast as a gay character and she refused to play the part because it âwent against her moralsâ
People calling themselves hetero when they canât even keep their morals straight
This is The Whole thing!! âMoralsâ