divine

A poet speaking for those who can’t let go of the past, make bad choices, and above all else, fantasize about a life that’s not our own

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the idea of you

was always better than the reality

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

A fear of death

is a fear of life

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

the sweetness of friendship

is an unexplainable refreshment

Ive craved it deeply for so long and

I’ve finally found it in you

you showed me what it’s like to love again

- divine

[ancientsstudies]

The sun at home warms better than the sun elsewhere.

ig credit: ken_ichi1999.

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I claimed I didn’t like you

I was afraid of the vulnerability

afraid of letting my emotions be worn on my sleeve

that’s how they get torn apart

and I’ll always wonder

what might of been if I decided to open up

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

I speak without thinking

and when the venom has already fell from my lips

it’s too late to suck it back in

and all I’m left with is the taste of regret on my tongue

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

as I dive into the pages of a book

it encompasses my heart and soul

taking me to a far away land

one that brings adventure

laughter

and danger

one where I feel alive

where I find purpose

In magic, love, and culture

one that can only be found in between pages

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

in quietness, I think about us

our five years

the laughs

the jokes

the upset days

the mistakes

the growth

my heart yearned to keep us alive

but my soul told me a long time ago to let go and move on

I just choose to ignore it to the point, it hurt us both for me to leave

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

I dive off into my fantasy land

A land that cherishes me

if only it wasn’t a fantasy

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

“nobody dies a virgin

life fucks us all”

- Kurt Cobain

[davyspoetryjournal]

who would of thought

that life would bring us together

at the right place

at the right time

exactly when I needed you

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

resting my eyes while laying on clean cut grass

I feel the sun beating on my face

I lay flat and refuse to think

about all the bad things I want to avoid

it’s peaceful. finally peaceful

how I wish someone was here to share this beautiful grass and gorgeous sky with me

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

I wish I could describe my feelings

and explain the complicated organ that is my brain

but at times, not even I understand

why I act the way I do

all I know is how I feel

hatred, anger, sadness, happiness

these emotions, I can’t verbally explain them

because I’ve silenced myself for so long I forgot how to speak

but I’m tired of explaining anyway.

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

“Gather my tears” - Seo Ji Won

[davyspoetryjournal]

… I realized I’m an outsider again

I worked so hard to avoid this feeling

But it seems I always isolate myself with my mistakes

I put to much pressure on myself

and my relationships

leaving me to start over and once again,

be alone

- Divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

I’m tired

I’m tired of living inside my mind

A place where everything is against me

Where I can never be loved and happy

Where I always make the wrong choices

Where I live for others and don’t speak up for myself

If I keep living inside my mind any longer,

I’m afraid I’ll go insane

- divine

[davyspoetryjournal]

As I look back on my years of adolescence

I’ve never truly lived

I was always engulfed in others

What they wanted

Is what I wanted

What they desired

Is what I desired

I never took the time to think

what do I want?

what do I desire?

I’m tired of not living

- divine