#original poems

[lonelyheartpoetry]

I hate the way people speak to me

As if theres always a simple solution

It makes me feel small

And unimportant

I don't need you to fix my problems

I just need a little understanding

I just need kindness, caring and patience

[granite-onthemountain]

This is an old one

There's a lot of things I can say

But really they're all the same

You're stuck in my head, you and your name

Maybe you'll never go away.

I don't think it's fair, to me or to you

To be around you when I feel how I do

It's made you uncomfortable and made me suffer,

I'll never be your muse, but I'll always think of you when I hear "and I love her".

Sorry, I saw the postcard you gave me for my birthday years ago. Thanks for existing.

[reversespectaclepen]

Stream of Consciousness: 08/15/2026

Is it rude to laugh @ others making the same mistakes you already have? I rubbed garlic all over both sides of my toast this morning even though it loses its crunch. I’ve considered voice acting for audio books. I am proud of you. You’ve done it before. DO IT AGAIN. fumble fall fail, try, try again. fumble fall fail, try, try again. Lingering because it feels good & it’s productive for your creative process. It’s hypocritical. The accused root of repeated old patterns, & THIS is one. It is the same with every clique, it’s not unexpected, besides to my wishful thinking. (Redacted) - but you don’t like facts. You love love, love joy, love new, love trying, love effort, love options, love chances, love people. & that’s okay, I love you for that.

[bishopknight0517]

Monster

How do I tell someone that I love them

Do I carve it into my skin like a pumpkin

Wear it like a brand, like she’s my favorite band

A shameless fan who has a playlist, jammed

Full of every breath she ever fucking took

And I’m so fucking hooked

Album after album, platinum is the outcome

Until my balls are flat (numb)

And the walls are coated in fresh paint

Sprayed unevenly all over the goddamn place

The paste I use whenever I see her face

Copying the routine on every inch of space

Until I’m in a well-cummed home

Gel, foam, from the laptop to the telephone

I’m truly never left alone

I just want us to be one

To give her my lung so we can breathe the same fucking air

How do I confess that (that I love you)

When I’ve seen you undress (because I love you)

From a stuffed toy on your bed (because I love you)

That I snuck in while you slept (because I love you)

She’s the cocaine to my abuser

I’d choose her to be fused with

Even if she remains clueless

She remains ruthless, teasing me

By speaking to me with that sweetly speech

She’s keeping me glued to any screen

As if every pixel is a fucking miracle

That needs to be burned into my reticles

Churned testicles, making nutted butter

Cumming out like milk from an udder

Milking the shit for all its worth

Ante, Christ, I bet I can give birth

To the Anti Christ with a panty slide

A Benzy high and a fancy knife

She can’t hide, she can’t fucking hide

If she fucking tries, I’ll find because she’s fucking mine

How do I confess that (that I love you)

When I’ve seen you undress (because I love you)

From a stuffed toy on your bed (because I love you)

That I snuck in while you slept (because I love you)

And I’m never gonna stop watching, stalking, haunting

The ghost who tip toes around her house

Without knocking, searching through her laundry like I won the lottery

Before I stand in the corner to watch her sleep

Fatherly, cuz it’s what my father did to me

In a tournament, I was fucking third seed

Meaning I was bottom bitch to Hercules

Mercilessly, until my insides were bursting

Like a Hershey cherry, yet he was so care free

Kissed me on my split lip like “thanks for sharing”

Leaving with a power trip like he stuck his dick

Into the electric socket

But if that’s what love is, then fuck it

Even if I have to force the glove to fit

I’m going to make sure you fucking love it (love you)

How do I confess that (that I love you)

When I’ve seen you undress (because I love you)

From a stuffed toy on your bed (because I love you)

That I snuck in while you slept (because I love you)

[bloomingcereus]

Is it possible to miss someone that stands beside you

The cries you hope to ease the pain but make it only bearable

The hurt you try to tuck away

For your heart just to remind you

I'll dress the wounds when no ones around

Embrace the pain where it can't be found

To hide the hurt that finds no home

From the numbness the bottle brings me

I'll try to drink away the pain when all it does is hurt me

Yet, to no compare the pain it brings

to stand beside someone that can't love you.

[bloomingcereus]

If Love was as easy as choosing forever

Maybe we would have never gotten lost or

At least stayed by each other

A perfect love only Fate could sew together

Maybe If love was a choice I'd be happier

Better

Whole

Fortunately unfortunate that Love isn't a choice

Fortunate you can move on and find someone better

Unfortunate that I wont be the one you find

Yet, just maybe if love was a choice

Your heart that's written for another would be written for me too. 

[bloomingcereus]

In your arms for the first time I realized I just wanted to be held

To have the pain soak away and the added ache to dissipate

Arms that would have protected the young and now the old me

To feed my soul and make me elevate

A love that can melt much more than just past heartache

A love that fights for me to be in their eternity

A love that is just.