DAWG_STARZ

"Holy S, I wanna bust an N on your chest." I post here when I want to. VERY fixated on NSP/Ninja Sex Party and Starbomb. Main is @skullivan-the-dawg ⚠️MINOR⚠️

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[ur-local-pair-of-binoculars-dea]

Check the notes, some people have added hotlines that aren’t listed here.

[shoey-box]

the world is yours miss miku!!!!

[skullivan-the-dawg]

Should I make some stuff like this 👀

[dawg-starz]

… Dag nabbit … :3

[dawg-starz]

So … I have a specific request for y’all since this account is getting traction a bit …

I’ve been going over MLP grimdarks because I want to step out of my comfort zone. I WON’T do the games because I don’t want my computer to be in danger … just to be safe XDDDD Here’s what I’ve already covered … (the fan songs in my opinion DO count)

Smile HD (it’s been years but I don’t want to revisit it XD), I haven’t seen the alternate ending.

Cupcakes (the most popular one, another version that I can’t remember, and the remake by AcidFangs on YouTube)

The Apple Sleep Experiment (the fan song)

Lil’ Miss Rarity (the comic is discontinued but I did find some screenshots, TREAD CAREFULLY Y’ALL)

Rocket To Insanity (the most current PMV, I forgot the creator unfortunately :(]

Rainbow Factory (the most current map, the song GOES HARD DUDE)

Just letting you know, I’m not afraid to admit I’m a bit of a pussy, so PLEASE be patient with me if I don’t cover one of them. Recommend me some new or old ones !!

[pxstarru-deactivated20241020]

I probably already posted this but look at my bugs again

[dawg-starz]

Peep the new username 👀

[sleipliir]

Sorry for this being late but I’ve been told it was supposed to be “Lunar New Year” from my other post. My sincerest apologies for the misunderstanding!🐲🎇

Like it was called “Chinese New Year” on our calendar and even in our malls’ decor it was called that. That’s why I got confused. Sorry again for the mixup!😅

[koasku]

the funny

[dawg-starz]

Whoopsies :3

[dawg-starz]

Y’ALL WHAT THE FUCK-

(Go follow my main @skullivan-the-dawg)

[dawg-starz]

YOKUNE RUKO APPRECIATION ‼️‼️

[dawg-starz]

WHAT’S GINGERPALE DOING HERE-

[revalefan]

Been a while

[dawg-starz]

Whoopsies :3

[dawg-starz]

WHY DID THIS POST BLOW UP-

[dawg-starz]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 250 likes!

WHAT THE HELL Y’ALL-

[the-starry-cove-of-an]

I just realised (after hours of researching how to cope with the current situation at hand, because I am that person) that very bad abuse can lead to yourself thinking you don't deserve the right to exist/ that you should've never been born. I remembered: We were told we were a mistake & that we ruined my mother's life.

I...

What?

I also discovered now why we exist.

And. I. AHEM. Where is the bat from the past video again?

I am not writing this because I want compassion, not at all. I am stating this because we will need to re-read that. An needs to see this if they show up again. (right now we're not letting them see anything due to reasons).

I am shocked.

I was aware of many things (the research did support my thought process & my planned way of handling the situation with our abusive parent), but I wasn't aware of the severity OR the truth of it existing. I suppose there is always that doubt.

An. Please. Listen to reason.

You are not to blame. You are not responsible for her emotions nor the way she behaves. You are not her servant. You cannot save her or change her.

You are important. You have the right to live.

You are independent from her.

You do not need to keep contact. She will try to guilt-trip you (she has, she posted about it, remember? Very mature /sarcastic.

If she attacks you:

Leave the situation, you have every right to do so.

Stay calm, breathe, do not show her fear. She has no control over you.

Logic (as in me) is your BEST FRIEND

You do not owe her an explanation.

She will guilt-trip you using "Remember what I did for you/ Without me you would be nothing" - Yes, but you also didn't ask to be born - SHE decided to keep you. (Not mean) YOU OWE HER NOTHING.

She will try to stay above you by trying to get you to be submissive. You are equal to her. In every way. Her motherhood does not gain her the right to own you.

Your personal safety, peace and health are the most important. She will try to manipulate you.

"If that's what you think." - PERFECT response to any accusation of her.

There are people who love you. People who do not abuse you. People that take you the way you are & appreciate you.

Do not try to run after a love that is not returned.

It's not worth it.

Remember: When you almost died, she made it about herself, wanting pity for being a bad mom, that she was the reason you developed that eating disorder (not wrong, just very twisted because she wanted you to praise her). As a response, you tried to reassure her that she's not to blame because you were scared to lose her as a mother. Which is so very wrong. You are an adult now. Do you really need someone like this?

Remember: She manipulated you into crying in front of her because you didn't share an information with her (just with your dad), that lead to you running after her like a five year old with your plushie, screaming her name & all she did was "Why are you crying now?" & letting you sob for 20 minutes before she dared to give you a hug.

Remember: She wanted to throw you out twice as a kid. I don't remember the age, but it was below the age of 10. That's when she also told you that you were a mistake & should've never been born.

Remember: She emotionally abused you when you had a grade below C & let you wait for your dad to arrive to sign the grade.

Remember: She literally told you that you can't feel depressed & that you're just begging for attention as she read your dairy (She shouldn't even have done that). You never asked for attention. You WERE suffering.

That is not all, of course, but evidence ENOUGH.

Please, An. Please. I am begging you. Me & 🤙🏾 are begging you. Listen to your favourite nerd & your grumpy emo.

Get. Away.

[dawg-starz]

Whoopsies :3