jude-or-eden

I STICK MY DICK IN THE SUN AND OUCHIES

[dawnfucker]

about me

name: i use both jude-or-eden and reese-rené, and thus jude, eden, reese, or rené are all fine (as are nicknames). you can call me edelweiss as well.

pronouns: a lot.

i read tarot! dm me for information on a reading if you'd like.

my fandoms are: twisted wonderland, obey me! swd, the lost boys (1987), honkai star rail, homestuck (+ au’s), iron widow, jojos bizarre adventure, d20 fantasy high, d20 nsbu, all mxtx works (mainly svsss, followed by a solid second-place tgcf and a dead last mdzs), baldur's gate 3, demon slayer, blue lock, and jujustu kaisen.

my non-fandom interests are: psychology, etymology, imperial chinese history (specifically the early and high tang dynasty), dnd, c-drama's, non-fiction books (specifically memoirs), vlogs about living in nyc, and writing (specifically worldbuilding).

(italic means long-term interests, colored means intense interests, bolded means current interests, updated sporadically).

currently watching: blue lock, jujutsu kaisen, and cloudward ho! (the story of yanxi palace, yellowjackets, my hero academia, demon slayer, twst anime adaptation, and apothecary diaries are on the backburner)

[princessmo]

[koiagain]

I guess you could say he’s ve… he’s a very h…

[sm64mario]

Hey! Mario was just wondering. Could you'a put a vending machine here? In the middle of this crowded intersection?

[l1fe1sp0ppli0]

i get very #insufferable when I get comfortable with people

[hairscare]

are we rocking with the hot yaoi base miis

[erumelde]

[angstyastro]

These miis getting diagnosed today

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[smadsel]

would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

[smadsel]

that’s not the whole flag, now is it

[manuciruja]

hey staff what the fuck

[villainessbian]

hey staff don't you think you're being too on-the-nose

[shrodingers-catgirl]

HEY STAFF DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE BEING TOO ON-THE-NOSE

[skweebs]

Made this guy from my favorite Gerard Donelan comic

[lone-pylon]

Gave my Miis a proper hangout spot

[darkcomedies]

reading a “there was only one bed fic” and the characters have decided to share the bed as long as they stay on their sides. i’m really glad they figured that whole mess out and am excited to read about them staying on their sides of the bed until morning^-^

[patricia-taxxon]

the thing is, if your younger self was a bigot or an abuser, u can't make people forgive you. but you still gotta forgive yourself, like that's non-negotiable, dude. that happens before u can even ask the question of earning forgiveness from anyone lese

[patricia-taxxon]

oops, in your attempt to martyr yourself out of respect for your victims you accidentally sabotaged your own ability to conceptualize yourself as anything but a perpetual evildoer who is always one bad day away from hurting everyone you love, all but guaranteeing history to repeat itself. rookie mistake

[patricia-taxxon]

im gonna try explaining myself, cus im a gambling addict and im waiting for the day that it actually works.

"forgiveness" is personal, that's why I said in the post that you might inflict harm on people for which they can never forgive you, but that's their quest. if you abuse someone, you can't go no-contact with yourself. you actually keep living in your own head indefinitely, and ultimately you need to learn to live with yourself in order to continue living a full life without further harm. this is not necessarily an anti-carceral thought, although i am generally anti-carceral myself. I simply want people to like, fix their heart and atone for real with measured accountability & self love instead of dissociating, self-marking themselves forever and guaranteeing their recidivism.

You and a remorseful abuser would both think I'm giving the easy, coddling path. It's actually the tough pragmatic path in disguise.

[ship-of-fools]

[gondorrevealparty]

putting a "mutuals fucked" tally in bio was already really dorky but look at this. she didn't even follow them back.

[tau1tvec]

Food for some of my non-human Miis.

[corruptimles]

theres no spider pet in the game so this is what i gave my annabelle mii

[cookies-super-secret-blog]

great things are happening