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Sw: 165

Cw: 150.9

Gw: 130

Ugw: 117

5’7 ft

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Any 18+ 4n🦖 lets be moots 🫶😼

I loose weight so weirdly

Like im still very much noticeably fat (5’7 150lbs), but my collarbones and top of my ribs are visible

Meanwhile i cant wear shorts bc of how much my thighs rub together (painful chafing) and im a size L/10

Its like from my boobs up im skinny but my arms, back, stomach, and legs are very chubby 😭

Literally horrifying please help idk what do do its like im losing weight (20 lbs so far) but from the top down like some kind of freak

kosmogrl

Confession

I haven’t been active on tumblr lately, because I’ve been embarrassed.

I didn’t have any self control for most of February. I was a pig. I stopped limiting my cal intake, i stopped exercising as much, i let myself get fat.

I gained eight pounds, but not like bloating/i just ate pounds.

Permanent pounds of fat from weeks of being a fucking slob with no self respect and no self control.

I’m ashamed. I feel so insecure and i am SO disappointed with myself.

My boyfriend even admitted he prefers skinny girls, and I’m not really physically his type.

My boyfriend doesn’t deserve a fat girlfriend.

I dont deserve to be fat. I deserve better. So i need to do better.

I am loosing at least 20 pounds by easter.

Game plan

as of last night, I am fasting.

I am hoping to fast for a MINIMUM of three days.

Once i literally cannot fast anymore, I am transitioning to a liquid fast.

I will maintain my liquid fast for at least three weeks (till easter break), or until I loose 20 pounds.

I know this sounds extreme, but I need to do this. I will achieve this. It is getting warmer out- its almost time for shorts and tank tops.

I refuse to look like an obese hippo in public.

My boyfriend does not deserve to be humiliated like that. I will not let him have a fucking inflated pig for a girlfriend.

I lost twenty pounds already, gained back five, but now its time to get a fucking grip and loose the next twenty.

Safe foods for fast:

- WATERRRRR

- black coffee

- smoothies (fiber! And protein if i choose protein powder)

- oatmeal (i know its not fully liquid- this will only be before workouts or if I get that nauseous hunger. Plus its an incredible source of fiber and the ones i use are very low cal)

- juice (fresh pressed only- none of that orange and apple juice w a million grams of sugar 🙄)

- fruit+veggies (ONLY when im fainting or my fast is making me incapable of doing things I really need to do, and ONLY in EXTREMELY SMALL amounts)

- greek yogurt (same restrictions as oatmeal, and only in very small amounts)

Other:

- vitamins and supplements!!!! Always!!!!

- MINIMUM of 10k steps a day!!!

- gym at LEAST 4x a week!

- forcing myself to open tumblr, tt, and twt Every. Single. Day. So i cant hide from my motivation, thinspo, meanspo, and guilt tripping.

- my boyfriend agreed to fat shame me for motivation, and he always congratulates me when I see positive progress! This combo works really well for me, meanspo makes me very motivated to not eat, and being praised when I do loose weight makes me even more motivated to keep going.

- post on tumblr at least once a day. Be public with everything I eat and exactly how much I weigh.

If you read all of this, thank you! I always follow back bc I love having mutuals in the community 🩷

Also, if you have any meanspo, tag or dm me! It would really really really help.

Thank you angels! Love y’all 🫶🪽

mynorthernattitude

they should make a sleep that feels like you’ve slept

My bf has been making me fat- but im locking in starting now

cidham

amir khusrow (1253–1325 CE)

weirdpinkgirl

Went up to 152 in a week so i locked in and 2 days later im 147 😛

Im such a fat fucking chud

How tf does my boyfriend even like me

We got ice cream today and we each tried a bite of the others and when i got a piece of his he asked if it would fit in my calorie allowance 😔 he was right i shouldn’t have even gotten ice cream (or dinner) in the first place

I know i gain weight on my period but this is fucking disgusting

Ive been so lazy anf gross all week

Im eating way too much and it shows

Fuck i have a formal on Friday i NEED to look good

Im going to starve myself until then. When im about to faint ill allow myself something low cal and healthy i guess

Fuck im so disgusting

How can he even bear to look at me

I cant fucking stand the sight of myself

I gained 7 pounds in a week.

Im starving myself for the next week.

Fuck.

Lowkenuineley might be getting lovebombed rn but idc i love him

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

147?!

AS OF TODAY I LOST TWO POUND SINCE YESTERDAY IM 147 THIS IS INSANE IM SO EXCITED OMGOMGOKGOMG AAAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAA

I GENUINELY CANT REMEMBER WEIGHING THIS LITTLE IVE BEEN OVERWEIGHT SO LONG

MY BMI IS OFFICIALLY NORMAL AT 23.0

PROGRESS ‼️‼️‼️🙏🤭

149.3‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

YESSSSSSSSSSSS

I HAVENT WEIGHED UNDER 150 SINCE LIKE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL (i hit puberty early- i was 5’5 by the end of 4th grade and chubby, so by the time i got to middle school i was 150 and over)

BUT HOLY SHIT

THIS TIME LAST YEAR I WAS 170

I LOCKED IN TWO MONTHS AGO AND AS OF THIS MORNING IM 149‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

IM SO HYPE AND EUPHORIC

MY GOAL IS TO GET TO 133 BY FEB 21

AND MY UGW IS 120 (might change when i reach it but im an athlete so i unfortunately cant loose too much or ill get weak)

BUT YALLLLL IM ALMOST HALFWAY THERE 😋🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

I LOST MORE WEIGHT YAYYYY

officially 150 lbs!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳💕💕💕💕💕💕💕‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😛😛😛😛😛😛🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂😋😋😋😋😋😋😋✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

I can not stress this enough-

Disordered eating is not aesthetic.

It is not cute.

It is not pretty.

It will NEVER

and i mean NEVER

make you happy or satisfied in any way.

If you start down this path you will NEVER be beautiful, content, proud, or happy.

You will not survive.

do NOT start down this path.

RUN. not physically- i mean you NEED to get off tumblr, twitter, tiktok, WHATEVER

leave, get help, and never look back.

Attempting to romanticize this or make it seem aesthetic is our only way of distracting ourselves from the fucking horror shitshow of our lives, mind, and body.

To anyone just starting out- you will NEVER be skinny and beautiful.

You will look in the mirror and see a creature you don’t recognize. You will look at food and feel the most gripping grief of your life, whether you eat it or not.

run away. Recover. See a therapist. Anything. PLEASE.

if you’re unsure or new or anything besides completely consumed by this TERMINAL ILLNESS, block my page and delete the app.

Trust me when I say I am trying to SAVE YOU.

Get out. Get away. You will not learn to love yourself through this.

I hope this helps someone.

I love you 🫶 even if you can’t love yourself, please understand you can not stoop to this level.

Take care of yourself everyone.

💕💕💕

Wiat

breakfast/lunch:

Apple instant oatmeal: 130 cals

Snack:

1/2 of protein bar (only bc i was abt to pass out in public): 70

Dinner:

Avocado cucumber sushi: 290

Miso soup: 60

Diet coke: 0

Totals: 550

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