je ne regrette rien

I don't remember why I created this blog, but for now I just randomly shitposting

[uln]

Stay private, keep them guessing.

[positiveseed]

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[goldenbirb]

this was very relatable..

[chottrum-17]

I can actually relate to everything above

[ihaveafundamentalproblem]

Tell me you have anxiety without telling me you have anxiety

[daybookofanescape]

this so relatable

[daybookofanescape]

Im so tired

[daybookofanescape]

ffs i really want to go home and sleep.

[daybookofanescape]

ffs i really want to go home and sleep.

[daybookofanescape]

i really wish i could stop living in this nightmare. everything is just so disgusting.

[daybookofanescape]

Idk why im still feeling so empty even after what i finally achieved. i want to run away. i just want to be away from everyone. this feeling is not new actually. i thought i'd be much happier after i get what i "want" but turns out the emptiness is still there.

and yet... i cant kill myself.

how can a person gather such a supreme courage to end their pain?

i want this emptiness to end. i want everything to just... end.

[daybookofanescape]

i hurt myself and i dont even realize it? like.... do i really become numb to pain or what? i mean the cut is pretty deep and blood is everywhere how could i not feel it

[daybookofanescape]

I have another goal in life. I want to make my family proud of having me as their family members.

scratch that. i just want to disappear from this world.

[daybookofanescape]

it's funny to think that i can be a completely different person on social media. i have lot of friends, they think i'm nice and live a good life as they know my job. it's so amazing that your phone screen can hide so much, you create a new person from behind it and people won't know that that actually, the very fake version of yourself.

but... twitter is my only escape from my real life. well at least there, i can be a whole different person who doesnt have suicidal thoughts, who doesnt fight an anxiety; a person who is just happy.

[daybookofanescape]

i really want to have my own space. god, give me lot of money so i can buy my own home. far from anyone.

[daybookofanescape]

dont cry. dont cry. dont cry. dont cry, self.

[daybookofanescape]

gemes banget liat ibu-ibu yang niat banget pengen talking in english with their child tapi cuma "no no no" doang like... yaudah pake bahasa indonesia aja kenapa sih kalo cuma sekedar mau bilang "jangan". Actually i was waiting for what order they gonna give to their children after that repetitive "no no no" :')

no no no you cant teach your children english if the only word you said to your kids is no no no ...

[daybookofanescape]

i want to disappear and don't want to be found.

[daybookofanescape]

i just wanna be alone for fuck sake.

[daybookofanescape]

have you ever had a thought like... how does it feel to kill someone? someone you hate. someone who disturb you.

[daybookofanescape]

illa illaa