elysia

'04 BTP embarrassed by existing

[daydrinking75]

im running off 3 (maybe 4) hours of sleep, a timhortons farmers wrap, five cigarettes, im covered in clay, and i have a uti

[daydrinking75]

"The good fortune of some often births the ill fate of others, and a dead end for someone may hide an opportunity for another." - yao guang, hsr

[daydrinking75]

does anyone else's blood pressure spike when answering a question in class or is it the cigarettes and redbull

[daydrinking75]

id bang my head against a wall but these glasses are like 200$

[daydrinking75]

"its okay to be angry, its not okay to be cruel" jfc will campos

[daydrinking75]

"Beauty...Love...All our feelings stem from the "flaws" we were born with, and that's what makes each of us unique." -- hsr, firefly

[daydrinking75]

"the more eternal a thing, the more it stirs the desire to destroy it." - hsr, the dahlia

[daydrinking75]

"curiosity....the cherished children of the erudition, geniuses lauded by all---is curiosity the only thing we can feel even at moments like this?"

-- hsr, herta

[daydrinking75]

i think im addicted to failure. i think thats kind of normal. i think its called being flawed and human. nonethless ion rly like it. i never have. i just pretended i was over that part to some degree. i never was, im not now either.

[daydrinking75]

before realization: ive always bern like this

after realization: oh god ive always been like this.

[1rakus]

an angel would fuck a streetlamp and it would be nothing. it would be like a dog thoughtlessly rutting against a couch: pure instinctual pleasure chasing with something that may elicit but not share in your libido. but if an angel fucked a cell tower then viable offspring could very well result

[1rakus]

this isn't an arbitrary fact nor am i saying it in a fit of tryhard i'm-so-quirky-weird-internet-man pretense ok im saying that metaphysically speaking, if we were talking about the pure intent and function of angels and cell towers, they are absolutely in the same family of creature

[1rakus]

people are asking "are you okay" and "what the fuck does this mean". you are not contributing to divine phylogeny

[daydrinking75]

the dead fly on my bathroom for feels more human than i do

[daydrinking75]

authority is a fetish and laws are organized threats

[daydrinking75]

i will be approaching this school year with two distinct moods:

1. like i am a love island contestant in it for the money

2. screaming and crying at the unseen horrors

[daydrinking75]

damn am i a tree cuz im feeling fucking schizophrenic

[daydrinking75]

if you do not know the shape of my soul, you dont get to know the shape of my hole. thank you.

[daydrinking75]

"Quite generally, the familiar, just because it is familiar, is not cognitively understood."

- Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel, The Phenomenology of Spirit