My future, my dreams

I am dreamer who have absolutely no idea about her future.

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Just random stuff I captured on my iPhone...

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Weird, weird and weird... School is cool, I am really enjoying new classes and this learning proces, it really makes me inteligent but my classmetes are really... not weird but strange. I don't really understands them? I am trying though! I have friends there... but I want to have little bit more friends there and it's just really hard to... for me. I am not good at it, really. So I will carry on and hoping it will be ok. 

Also my bloc education just started, yesterday I had this AMAZING lesson about old architecture and begining of relique protection? I dont know the therm in English... When you have really old building, castl or something and you want to protect it from destroing or bad reconstruction or whatever. This just reminded me my old studies of Architecture... The good memories. And well... tommorow are two more lessons... I have 8 from 10 lessons in our uni stag and after finishing I will get a certificate from scholl with signitures, stamps and EU something and it will be lookinf really profesional so... I will put it into my CV! I am really happy about this.

Also I have some workshop next week about How to popularize science... I am really exited!!! So wish me luck... :) I will report... other day... 

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I saw sunset, I saw airplains burning like meteors falling down to Earth and colors so bright, so beautiful... In that moment I want to stop myself and look for enternity just on this view. Have a feeling I am doing something right, the life has a meaning and this world outside have a chance and it's good inside. Just stop the time and see this, feel this... Sometimes it's just better see the world from behing the glasses.

Me, one evening on my way from school

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Some photos from my trip to the mountains. I love that view and nature and fresh air! 

Did I mentioned I have a new phone? YAY! Finally I can hear what people want when they call me. :D

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Sorry

I am terrible person, I know... I have two blogs (on iny czech and one here in english) and I am sucking in posing new stuff. BUT for the record my shool started and its pretty awesome but also really tiring! I have a lot of subjects (yes, lot of them is not main but they are cool!) and Tuesdays are just awful (understand, I get up 6AM and come back home 8PM - with luck) so I am already looking for an apartment in my uni city.

But I want to talk about school. Well like I said my subjects are just amazing. Finally I am learning dots? Like in music when you want to type it. I dont know dots are dots? But my vocabulary says so you know... But finally I am starting to know them and maybe even I will finally play an instrument! Also I have lot of music classes... Like history of music and another where we listen music or my FAVOURITE History of rock class.

Also I have lot of classes about films (history and techniqually) and about art, theater and also I have Europian romantism... Great professor (its Literature class)... So With this I am really happy but... my classmates!!! Agrh.

I dont know, I started to hang out with three girls but after three weeks I am realizing I dont lie them that much. And I dont know how to start talks with classmates which look like fun people. Understand boys. Because I dont get girls, I dont know what to talk with them and they think I am weird thanks to my singing and dancing and jumpind and weird words just coming out from my mouth (mostly about sci fi and stuff like that) because my brain is weird and I do this stuff a lot. But... Its only three weeks! I have three years to get to know better people right? 

So thats probably it. Tommorow I will start essey about classic music and hopefully that will be my first done task. Next on list is Friedrich Nietzsche (Never know how to type his surename.. :D ). 

So have fun people. 

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The story of my awkwardness

I dont know how I can still going out from my house when I know there is something waiting for me and make me embarrass myself. So I will tell you few stories and every each one of them happend to me in ONE  f-day! Enjoy. 

1) I was heading to see my friend before she went live to England (lucky bitch :D) and I need to went for a bus BUT unfortunately I forgot something she have in my place for over a year. Quick view on phone. 5 MINUTES TILL BUS! I start panic but in a second I made my choice and start running back home for this thing. Let me tell you... I wore dress, great make up, red lipstick and my awesome shoes on platforms. Really not good shoes for running!!! Still I ran into our house, grab a thing and run out again, hearing my grandpa talking to me: Yeah, like I have time to talk when I have to be on bus station in 2 minutes and quick walk I am there in 8! I start running again, but what a suprise I am not an athlete, my breathing is bad and those shoes were really awfull for a run. But still I really want to catch the bus. My goal was run into turn so bus driver can see me and wait. AND I GET THERE! Still he has to wait for me but I catch it. Worse part was my looking. It was raining that day (and every day since) so my haire looked like a wet cat, my face was red, my coat was wierdly haning on my body, my hands were full and I cant talk because of my missing ability to cath my breath. AND THE BUS WAS F-FULL!!!! Everyone was staring at me. If I could be any more red I probably be but no. I sat on epty seat and trying to recover from this incident. 

2) So I was in the city, finally breathing little bit normaly but still my good look was ruind, what ever. But like I said, my shoes was on platforms and these platforms are from really wierd material (I bought them in New Yorker so, you can imagine) and when its raining they start to slide on tile floore which was in train statione were I was heading waiting for a friend. So you probably can guess what happend! Between doors I started to sliping so I performed beautivol acrobation to all people there. 

3) If you think this couldn't be worse you are mistaken. This was light coffe against the thing I had in the evening. Well... I was in cafe with my friend and I was drinking some limonade, cappucino and in the end we had some wine. And I am girl, wine is alcohol and my blader is f-small and fucked. So I went to the wc in cafe, like 15 min later on train stationa nd in train I started to need to go there again so much so when the train stoped on my station I get out and went streight to the supermarket where I know is a WC. BUT there was a reconstruction in summer which I didnt know (it cause me one awkward moment before) and there was a new system to geting there (because homeless and these kind of people) so you need to pay first. From the start I pushed the coin through a different whole wondering why is this not working. Lot of people saw it and they get me these: What is she doing? look... ok. Finally I realise what stupid mistake I am doing and the coin hole is right there smiling at my face and get to the toilet, done mu buisness and yes I can go shop some stuff and then go for a bus BUT!!! I went out from toilet and want to go through the glass gate, hehe... Didnt work. Gate was there none moving so I push a little bit and it START bleeping aroung. My face turned bright red again so I run into toilet again! THIS HAPPEND THREE TIMES UNTILL THE F-GATE OPENED. WHOLE STORE WAS LOOKING AT ME. I was red, sweaty and trying to hide but. :D There was only one opened payment gate so had to go there and the guy was looking at me like: Girl, you dont know how to use a public toilet? - Well, obviously I dont! 

So this is my story of the most awkward day of this year. Really proud of myself :D 

Hope you Enjoyd reading, if you read this. 

xo

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Ups

Ups. I forgott to write. BUT! I am HOME!!! So good and have my sign up for college and I have my schedule so my life is good and my sleep is amazing in my own bed and my own blanket. So... just for you... ITS AMAZING!!! 

And I want to paint my room so, this will be up pretty soon. 

I have lots of stuff on my mind but I leave it for tommorow because I am tired and its raining so... this is like lullaby for me. 

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Just chillin' in epty flat! YAY. It is soo goog have a proper sleep without Ear plugs which made my ears so grosy and itchy. 

And finally tommorow I am going home, have one night in my own room, then only three nights in this hell and flew away to see my dear dear friend and then go home! YES. 

And in work they try me to talk me into work in September :D SO naive. Like I have nerves to live here month longer. Even for money.

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As you can see I am diyng here. Luckily its only 5 days of work and THEN I am going hoooome! Well only for two days... BUT 26ofAugust is my first college day... Well sign up for college. *YAY* 

I am sooo looking foward to this... Studying again, college life and everything! Its my freshman year again (again because I study architecture for two years but it was not for me - architecture part thumbs up but technical part BIG thumbs down) and it will be really great. I will be much closer to my home so I will be living with my mum again and I will have my own room again. It will be big change again because in past two years I have always roomates (dorms 2 and flat 1)... It will be really good have my own space again... 

Space is really importent. I lived past two months in Prague (I have part time job here) and I am in room with 12yo girl. And she is HORRIBLE. Like really. She is messy and disgusting and... so on. Today she came to kitchen and said she was hungry, my answer was obvious: Grab something to eat... And guess what she took. CAKE! This cake was for her brother and mother ang she ate it like pizza! And then she came to me saying she is fat. Like really? 

The other day I bought leek for myself, the boy open a fridhe took the leek, looked at me and ask: This is food? Someone is eating this shit?! I just stare at him if he's serious. 

And I just can't... You have no idea how exited I am for my comeback home. :D 

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I am bored and I am really loolikng foward to see my home, my family and get out from this freak house where I am living in Prague. I really dont get a lot of stuff they do. Just... agrh. 

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New book, couldnt resist. 

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I have to get used to write on this blog? site? what ever? I know there is like 0 people reading this and I dont care, this is just for me. I had to stay on english wave and practice. I didnt speak with someone in english like 3 months and I am starting to feel little worse in it. And yes... sometimes I speak english with myself but... that is not it. 

But! I read whole book in english for very first time! And it was not like page in english and page in czech, it was whole englis book. Yeah! BTW. It was Jinx by Meg Cabot. I didnt understend a lot of words and some sentences just didnt make sence even I read them like 4th time but in the end I have google translator right? :D 

So this is it for today... I think. We will see. 

Its HOT here in Prague and I wanna go home (for very first time when I am in Prague and I feel like crap. )

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I just love levander, all pics are mine so far... (heh, I know, two photos but...)

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This is my little money box where I am saving money for my new goal. Go to USA work as au pair. Wish me luck.

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I hate when I have to think about title.

I dont know why I decided to have this new blog here because I almost never write anything on another one here. I have one blog on blogspot but its in Czech and I think here is better write english so I will be practicing. 

I can talk english pretty well I think, but writing is something differetn so please dont have high expectation. 

This is end for now. Although I will uploud some of my photos.