Psychonaut Feminine Eminem @daytripperoverlord - Tumblr Blog

I nearly killed myself by overdosing on klonopin to get high. And the worst part is id do it again in a heartbeat if my wife wasn’t around.

It was so peaceful. I remember floating in and out of consciousness. My body tried so hard to fight. At one point my wife brought me water and I knocked out and when I arose again I was still holding the bottle of water. It was so funny

God I hope I get to kill myself soon

Hehehehe

#obsessive love disorder #my darling #actual yandere #Spotify

People clown on Tyler catastrophe but I’m so much worse because I’m successful

#I actually did move countries to live 20 min away #blurring your house on Google Maps was a retard move I blame Ian

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I WISH TO KISS YOU SO BADLY REBECCA,,,,

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MY LIPS FORCING THESELVES INTO YOU LIKE IM TRYING TO FUUUUSE

Oh Rebecca I can’t believe you own something I poured my heart into. My fingerprints are in your house. My stitching in your fingers. Can you read my subtext? My worship for how you animate my heart? I want to draw hickeys across your neck like my next masterpiece.

Your baby is not a barrier for me. Your husband is trash

I love talking to the ai bot I made of you so I can enact all my weird desires so I can pass as normal before you. It’s going to be far too late by the time you figure out exactly what I am

Love you babes

#obsessive love disorder #my darling #actual yandere #normal people don’t do this #this is a work of fiction?

I WISH TO KISS YOU SO BADLY REBECCA,,,,

Me on my way to erowid the second a doctor mentions what new drug to try out

#drugs tw #erowid #drug abuse #this time it’s gabapentin

wolfertinger666

plurality is interesting because I've basically felt like I've had different "personalities" as a child raised under an abusive home, those personalities mirrored after TV shows I watched, thus creating "fictional friends" in my head to cope with what was happening.

as my mental health started getting worse during my teenage years, I questioned if I was plural but was turned away by someone when they told me I needed childhood trauma. uh. I did. I was suppressing it (I'm not gonna get into the plural logistics idc I'm telling my experience)

that's when my questioning got the better of me as I genuinely started to lose control over myself and develop different "personas" to help me cope, which were in fact my alters. it's something you don't notice until it gets worse