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[dazeyelf]

I literally have not been to tumblr for like 4 months

[dazeyelf]

😪

[dazeyelf]

Destroy what destroys you

[dankmemeuniversity]

[user110101]

No babe it’s so hot when U show symptoms of pure insanity

[dazeyelf]

:p :3

[sumrot]

[pillars-of-archive]

'bear in mind' well yes there are bears in my mind. hibernating and eating berries and hunting for salmon and such, etc etc

[dazeyelf]

1st day ov new year

it is going well. i got approved for centerlink so that is relaxing. im thinking of studying an advanced diploma or digital web design for 6 months. i need to contact tafe about it.

i look forward to:

- having more fun with the camcorder and editing stuff on the laptop

- being more in reality. ie. not on social media etc

- bein more creative and less money focussed this year. but still aiming for a profitable outcome of my actions

- being healthy and VEGAN no cheating even while  stressed because its not that  great and more destruction will only lead to you feeling sick and you dont need that

- excersising once a day and drinking more water

- quit smoking and drinking (including cutting back on weed smoke )

- being alone and not giving a fuck because its not boring when i can entertain myself with productive shit i need to do

- less time online = more time outside and more time to have peaceful moments

- becoming more serious and being a good student of life

[dazeyelf]

9:24PM

LAST DAY OF THE YEAR

This year I am going to be more creative

 I will surrender my phone 

and undergo a creative process of living without it 

i will begin journalling 

and will organise my shit more 

once centerlink comes through it’ll be relaxed

umm yeahh basically going to cut out toxic habits and be better off

internet being one of them

so if i can lock myself out of phone and find a way to lock myself out of  certain websites on my laptop i will have the well needed break and get less sensory deprivation/overload and 

[dazeyelf]

BIG DEEP DARK BREATH

FILLING UP THE ATMOSPHERE

WHY ARE YOU HERE 

WHY WILL YOU NEVER LEAVE

LIKE A PARASITE ATTATCHED TO ME

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SPACE

GIVE ME ROOM TO BREATHE 

[dazeyelf]

[dazeyelf]

𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚣 𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚣 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝

𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐

𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑. 𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑.

𝚒𝚏 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚠 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛.

[msscorpiomooon-deactivated20230]

Reading candle flames and soot!

tall/strong flame: lots of energy; barriers coming down; quick, happy results are likely. small/steady flame: less energy (still good!); positive results likely/may be delayed. stay focused on your goals! small/weak flame: flickering and bending is generally a sign something is not working; timing may be off; asking for something unfavorable; if flame falters and dies, it's a sign your spell won't be granted at this time. high/dancing flame: possible chaotic energy; successful spell, possibly with some complications/other wills may be working against you. rapidly flickering: dims and brightens; spirits are present; usually indicates success and that your message was heard. blue flame: a sign of spiritual presence; higher spiritual beings have taken an interest in your spell; power added to the spell. popping and stuttering: noisy candles indicate that outside forces are present; communication w/spirits; can mean interference or sending a message to you/increase concentration on the spell. flame suddenly goes out: spell has been extinguished by outside forces; usually means spell did not work; sit and rethink/meditate longer. candle won't light: possible wick issue or this spell won't work for your purposes; the outcome is outside your control; try again after reconsidering your intention and cleansing/smudging your space. -- black pieces in wax: (unintentional) black debris signifies unintended consequences; more spell work may be required; karmic baggage/guilt. Try some cleaning up. black soot on glass: signals negative energy/interference. black soot on top of the jar only: negative opposition has likely been overcome. black soot entire/majority of jar: spell unsuccessful; may need to cleanse and repeat work another time. white soot on glass: rare, represents spiritual communication and assistance. candle forms tunnel/crater in middle: incomplete candle burns w/lots of leftover wax isn't a good sign; will/focus too weak; ineffective energy to complete the task; spell blocked. candle explodes/container breaks/cracks: dramatic endings in candle magick are a sign your spell has been stopped by a higher power and you shouldn't be doing that spell work; reconsider intention/spell.

wax left in the container: lots of wax left on the bottom or sides of the candle container can indicate blockages to the success of your spell; might need to cleanse space and try again.

[emailmore]

oh hey youre finally awake u hit your head on a brick ouch.!! glad youre ok ^_^.... (holding a second brick behind my back!)

[dazeyelf]

Commanderrrr

[dazeyelf]

You have either one of two desires in life: more cursed or less cursed vibes