dead dove: do not eat

you're the one habit i just can't kick  mature/dark indie rp blog  CY | 25+ | SHE/THEY

[dcaddove]

cy (25+; she/they) - independent nsfw roleplay blog with a focus on whump, smut, hurt/comfort, taboo and kink. MINORS DNI

themes you may see: graphic smut, heavy kink, rape/noncon, dubcon, incest/stepcest, stalking/kidnapping/stockholm syndrome, toxic/taboo relationships (including but not limited to age gaps, cheating, and power imbalances). just because i write about it doesn't mean i condone real life versions of these acts

guidelines — muses — themes & kinks — wanted plots — wanted fcs — open starters

[subtlebunny-deactivated20240905]

imagine your kidnapper tying you up in the most vulnerable positions immediately after they take you. spending allllll day long playing with you, fucking you, hurting you. you’re a brand new toy after all, why waste any time?

imagine the fear, the confusion you would feel. they didn’t waste a second, as soon as they dragged you into what would be your new forever home, you were immediately tied up and spread open. and you would spend the next few hours being sexually tortured in ways you couldn’t of possibly imaged. with a gag shoved in your mouth and thoroughly duct taped over to ensure all of your begging and pleading would be absolutely useless.

and as soon as they were done with you, you were left in darkness and silence, tears streaming from your eyes. unable to stop shaking. terrified of the fact that this was day one, and you were just about shattered from the inside out. they were going to break you far beyond repair.

[ftmtoyboy]

correct responses to “please stop”:

“Why should I?”

“I haven’t even started”

“Well, if you say so” then do something worse

“Maybe if you beg prettily enough”

“I stop when I’m done”

Choke me

“Toys don’t talk”

“If you still have the ability to talk, I haven’t done enough”

“Keep begging like that and I stop holding back”

Hit me

“You sound so cute when you cry”

“Please, you haven’t done nearly enough to deserve a break”

“The sooner you satisfy me, the sooner it stops. Get to work, darling.”

Shove something down my throat

“Baby, this is me being nice”

[in-de-cent-deactivated20240805]

There was something thrilling about it, about Alex hovering over her, the hint of danger in her eyes, knowing that a small part of her wanted to try something she'd never tried with anyone else. Knowing that Wyatt could give her that. It made her feel important. It made her chest swell with pride and all of that only served to bolster the growing warmth in her body, the fuzzy neediness that clouded her head already. She grinned, when Alex pressed her wrists into the mattress, staying there underneath her with her own lip hooked under her teeth. And when Alex pulled away, Wyatt didn't move. She was sure there were probably people who liked this part for the rule breaking, and if Alex asked her for that, she'd do it. But Wyatt's whole instinct, for now, was to do everything Alex asked. "I think I can handle that."

[dcaddove]

There was a pleased smile on her face when Wyatt stayed still as she ordered, and Alex leaned down to press a quick kiss against her lips as a reward. "Good girl," she murmured, giggling a little at the end but trying to commit to the bit all the same. She hadn't thought too much ahead past this point if she was being honest, had used up most of her courage to just ask Wyatt to even think about it in the first place. Every time she had tried to research about it, Alex was paranoid that someone was secretly reading through her browser history, and most of it sounded kind of fake anyways. She didn't want to control Wyatt like she was some kind of sex robot. It was the trust and want that she could see reciprocated in her girlfriend's eyes that warmed her all over. "Keep your hands up there. If you touch me, I'll stop." Once she laid out the rules, Alex began to press a trail of kisses down Wyatt's front until she was settled between her thighs. She leaned in before pausing, remembering the most important thing, and she looked back up at Wyatt. "What's your safeword?"

[wickedlvst]

chuckling, the dark-haired shook her head slowly once more at the obvious provocation, knowing that there was a pretty good chance terra would come to regret goading her like this. "be careful what you wish for, sweetheart", lola cooed as she ran her index finger through the other's folds teasingly, "or you might come to regret your boldness." at this point, terra had a pretty good idea of how merciless lola could be when she felt like it. without giving the other any sort of additional warning, she thrust two fingers inside of her, not bothering to ease them in. this was what she'd asked for, after all.

[dcaddove]

She opened her mouth to reply with some smartass and witty comment, but Lola's fingers pushed inside her without warning and the words disappeared from Terra's brain. "Fuck," she gasped out, and her hand wrapped around the other's wrist, half-torn between wanting to pull them out and also wanting to grind uselessly against them. "God, you're such a bitch," Terra ground out through her teeth, but it's not much of a complaint when she is clenching down on Lola's fingers to keep her from pulling out. "Are you going to make me do all the work?"

[pigeonsplayground]

your kidnapper forces you to cum before bedtime so often that it’s become part of your routine. then they stop for a while and it affects your ability to fall asleep. imagine your shame when you have to go beg them to help you cum so you can go to bed

[pigeonsplayground]

yes @cnc-pet you get it

[fauxpunks]

"Well, that all depends on which one I've got on the go." Though, for all intents and purposes, Brodie knew her ego was bigger than anything she could find at the store. And she sure didn't care what bridges she burned when it came to bedding pretty women. "Is it that easy? Or have you just been unbelievably horny since your guy can't make you cum more than once?"

[dcaddove]

"Which one have you got right now?" It's cute of Brodie to think that Callie needs to worry about any consequences. Even if she didn't have plenty of examples of him cheating on her, it was still her name that carried weight, not his. "It is that easy, but I prefer the term efficient. Or do you need a handwritten invitation?"

[scarletsxnss]

vincent wasn't ignorant to the ways his friend had raised her. all his life he was surrounded by the joys of hedonistic sex. when he told isabela's father that he'd give her work, he promised to keep the sex away from her. but how could he lose the opportunity to ruin such a pretty girl? just knowing that she belonged to him was the only thing that mattered now. her virgin body was going to be his to explore.

"i'll teach you everything... you're already doing so good." his hand doesn't slow. dark eyes undress her as he continues jacking off. "come touch me, beautiful... it's your first day, after all... consider this a little training." 

[dcaddove]

She told herself to trust him, that she had no reason not to. This was the same man who had come to their house for summer barbecues and holiday parties, and that it was hard to forget that feeling of comfort he'd always brought. When he invited her to touch him, the thought that it was wrong didn't cross her mind. She should have reminded him that it was a sin, but instead Isabela shuffles closer on her knees.

At first, her fingers just grazed against his length tentatively, touching him and exploring the ridges and veins. Then her hand wrapped loosely around him, and slowly began to stroke up and down, copying what Vincent had been doing earlier. He felt hot and heavy against her palm and her eyes flicked between staring at his cock and up at his face. "Like this?"

[carefuldosage]

she felt nearly incoherent as logan's cock filled her pussy. his fingers played with her clit, puling a thrum of desire from her with every beat and causing her to clench around the thick length inside of her each time. and yet he expected her to be able to stay still and silent, let him work. she wanted to, she desperately wanted to be good for him. but it was so difficult. "i'm so-sorry sir. i'm trying," she moaned. "n-no. i don't, i want you to be able to work. i'm sorry, please, i'll be good." she would try.

[dcaddove]

He knows that it must be maddening, to be seated on his cock with little else. She might be full, but she was getting no satisfaction out of this. But she still so desperately wanted to please him, doing whatever he asked and allowing him to put her in the most humiliating of positions for the chance that he might be generous enough to let her come apart beneath him. The power of it all was exhilarating. "You're not trying hard enough obviously," he says, making his disappointment audible, though it's more mocking than actually being upset about it. "The longer I take, the longer you'll be here when I could be bending you over this desk."

[pckbunnies]

"nah, it's too rowdy out there." he said with a frown and he slowly shook his head. "thought i'd come here to crash." jasper put his beer down and he shut the door behind him, making the loud music that was playing downstairs sound muffled. he sighed, rolling out his shoulders and he dropped himself down on her bed. "you good?"

[dcaddove]

"Yeah, well it is a party," she teased back, but she understood what he meant. It was why she had snuck away herself, even if she had a good excuse for it. "Yeah, some meathead spilled half his red solo cup on the shirt I was wearing so I came in here to change. Shame too, because my boobs definitely look best in that top." She sighs and shrugs dramatically. "Maybe it'll give that neanderthal incentive to not overfill his cup with shitty keg beer."

[cruelangcls]

"There is. Show me the way," Chord has barely whispered those words out before she's following Terra towards said bathroom. Their eyes feast on the rear end on the other and they already know that this bit of bathroom sex is going to be raw and owning. After all, that was the scene that had just played out. Once inside, Chord wasted no time in spinning Terra back around and crashing her lips into her girlfriend's.

[dcaddove]

Chord seems just as game as she is, and she catches the glimpse of her own sly smile in the reflection in the mirror before her partner is pulling her in by the hips and pressing a fervent kiss against her lips. She lets out a moan near instantaneously and her arms wrap around Chord's neck to keep her close. Her hips grind down without caring how needy it makes her look. "Are you ready or do you want my mouth first?"

[dcaddove]

swear i'm gonna get to drafts tonight, but if you want to drop something / start something new, lmk

[dcaddove]

sorry i haven't been around the last couple days, it's been a meh week. hoping to be around tonight

[cruelangcls]

There was hesitation right outside the door. Not from unsure thoughts. No, if anything Kennedy wanted to shove themselves through the door. But all the thoughts in his head were running rampant about the party and what this could mean for the family dynamic and...-no, no, no. Just enjoy yourself, Ken. With a deep, but quick breath, the blonde pushed inside and let out a shaky laugh that turned into a smile. "H-Hello?" God, she was awkward. "Glad I found the right room."

[dcaddove]

There was a slight pause and for a second, Erica thought Kennedy would leave, not bold enough to take what she was dangling in front of him. But to her pleasant surprise, the door creaks open and she returns the other's smile. "Glad my instructions were clear enough," she teased back. Standing from where she had taken a seat, Erica crossed the room, leaning purposely into Kennedy's personal space as she closed the door behind him and clicked the lock into place. "Thought it was about time we get to know each other a little better, you know?"

[in-de-cent-deactivated20240805]

"Pretty sure you.. do want to hurt me. At least a little bit," Wyatt grinned. "Isn't that how this whole bdsm thing works? Whips and chains excite me and all that?" She had no idea what she was talking about. What Wyatt did know, is that since she'd gotten over herself and started dating Alex instead of boring boys, everything had felt better. Safer. Like the world spun the right way. So anything her girlfriend wanted to do, she was open to trying. Even if it meant this slightly torturous teasing that had her a little more than hot and bothered. "Maybe you'd.. feel better if you actually tied me up. So you don't have to try to hold me there."

[dcaddove]

Okay... so maybe Wyatt had a point, and Alex wrinkled her nose slightly. "You know what I mean," she mumbled, cheeks coloring a little red. Chains and whips were fun and good in a video or a picture, but now that she could feel her girlfriend underneath her, it felt all too real. It was hard to reconcile the way she wanted to see Wyatt cry from teasing or overstimulation, with not ever wanting to actually hurt the other girl. But it felt like something slid into place when she suggested actually tying her down. Not quite the thought she had, but it gave her some ideas. Taking Wyatt's wrists, she lifted them and pressed them into the mattress above her head. "I don't think I need to tie them down if you behave for me." Carefully releasing her, Alex sat back and watched like a hawk to see if Wyatt moved.

[carefuldosage]

she could barely understand the feel of brock's hands on her, moving her across his lap and against the growing bulge in his pants, let alone the feel of everyone else's eyes on them. sulli obediently lifted her arms up as the fabric of her shirt was pulled over her head. goosebumps raised on her sensitive, exposed skin and still she sat dutifully on brock's lap, pliant and happy. she was so high that her mind wandered before any of her thoughts could fully form. blown pupils looked up as he asked her a question. hands automatically traveled from her collarbones, across the fabric of her bra, down her stomach. the movement felt somehow simultaneously fast and slow to the tiny brunette. her left hand moved back up and pinched her nipple between her fingers. "i usually start here. and... then, well, i'm usually naked," sulli said with a giggle, voice quietening to a whisper.

[dcaddove]

Part of the game was seeing how far he could get Sulli to go on her own. He nudges her in the right direction with a soft voice and sweet words, watching intently as she follows his lead. The drugs were fully in her system by now and he wraps a sure arm around her waist to keep her steady. There was still no resistance, and he smiled at her as she pinched at her nipple, like they weren't in a crowded room. "Oh, you are?" he matched her, whispering back to her like they were sharing a secret just for the two of them. "If that's how you usually are, I think it makes sense for you to take the rest of your clothes off." He said the words calmly, like it was a normal suggestion for the circumstances, but he didn't move, letting her make the decision.

[in-de-cent-deactivated20240805]

As Terra turns, Colton gets himself situated, taking himself out of his pants so he can present his heavy erection to the girl on his knees in front of him. "I might suggest you don't make suggestions," he growled, suddenly more unpleasant, more direct and less teasing as he took the chain still around her neck at a short distance and pulled her toward him by it, holding it up so she might struggle a little. "You're the plaything. So play. I'm going to say bye to my friends here, and you're going to suck me off until I cum. Then you're going to get me hard again and if you do a good enough job, I might just give you your tips in orgasms when everyone leaves. And if you don't, I'll take that cock out of your ass, fuck that instead, and wait to see how many times I can come before you start begging. Clear?"

[dcaddove]

The mood shifts on a dime and Terra chokes slightly as Colton yanks on the lead around her neck, forcing her head up towards him. He's finally taken his pants off, and she doesn't have much else left to say after he makes his expectations clear. There's a casualness to his degradation and cruelty that should feel terrible to any normal girl, but normal girls also didn't sign up to be the literal entertainment for a party. Terra strains a little against the way Colton pulls at the chain but she nods her understanding. She sits back on her knees, reaching out to palm his erection and giving it a few slow strokes before she lowers her head down to suck lightly at the tip, forcing her throat to open deeper with each bob of her head.