decompose

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so many figures of temptation in my life...

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I'm already so much happier after breaking up with him

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We're over. And now I see other boys...

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Honestly, I didn't want to see him today because he always prevents me from being comfortable with my friends.

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I definitely don't love him anymore. This relationship is coming to an end but I don't know how to tell him... I don't want to hurt him.

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Do you not understand what a break means? Stop texting me random messages as if everything's okay. 귀엽게 안봐줄거야 진짜, 짜증나니까 그만 보내

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올거면 온다고하고 와야지, 이 병신아

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Everything he says either pisses me off or angers me.

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He keeps apologizing but I can't bring myself to forgive him. I think I kept too many things inside for too long, that it began eating away at me. He can't make me feel better. I'm guessing this is the end.

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But wow, my ex has some balls trying to add me on Facebook again lol

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So my ex friended me on facebook last night and I have half a mind to accept it because I'm bored with my life and I want to piss my boyfriend off for being an asshole.

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We're fighting and it's not going to end tonight because it's 5AM and I just gave up and texted him, "I'm going to sleep." He's too stubborn and proud. I also feel like he was only apologizing for being rude because I told him I was mad. Fuck him

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I don't want to leave him, but I also don't want to stay with him. I'm such a bitch.

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I'm honestly starting to believe that the only reason why I'm still dating you is for sex. I don't enjoy the time we spend together unless we're touching each other. This is something I never wanted to be.

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how is your boyfriend bad for you?

i isolated myself from my friends to be with him and because my social anxiety made him my safe haven. I didn't have to try when I was with him so I'd always go straight to him. that's just one reason but you get the idea.

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He gets mad so easily that it makes me mad, too. I feel like we may end up breaking up like this.

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Maybe I never was a family person: even though my parents basically told me that they'd like to abandon me, I feel nothing.