he'll have to close an eye… are we scheming, in the wilderness

helaena targaryen, andarna, jennie taylor

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private, dependent multi-muse blog for emberfallsrpg

muse list:

helaena targaryen || HOTD || drafts 7 andarna || fourth wing || drafts 4 jennie taylor || yellowjackets oc || drafts 3

[enduringmystery]

OOC: thought i’d share a quick update on why i’ve been so absent and silent on both dash and dm

mental health tw below

firstly, i’m really sorry about being so absent and quiet everyone, but the winter months really gets to me. The winter depression hits me hard (on top of my regular depression), and for some reason i always struggle more with my epilepsy in the cold. i’m pretty much just sleeping or in bed, not really being up for doing anything. — let alone opening my laptop.

i’m still here though and lurking, just not going to be as active/vocal as i usually am.

so if I also get a dm and don’t answer for a long while, know that’s probably why, i’m not intentionally ignoring anyone, my energy levels are just at a –110%

in conclusion, my activity is just on and off, maybe just a one reply in a week or two sometimes, but know that i do have everything in draft and ready for when i get a spur moment of energy.

my battery is just drained, so i ask for some patience

thanks for reading this far, and hopefully for your understanding!

love you all! <3

[enduringmystery]

OOC: sorry everyone, haven’t even touched my laptop since writing this— winter depression is a bitch.

i’m still here lurking though!

[fcrcenturies]

"I never said you didn't," Klaus replied, simply shrugging. He raised an eyebrow, "Is that supposed to impress me? I'm over a millennium old. I don't know what a dragon year is but I can't imagine it's equivalent," he continued. He did find this slightly amusing and he saw some of his daughter in her when she was younger, the need to prove her ability and capability, "A vampire is an ancient creature. Immortal beings with a... unique diet, shall we say. The eyes are just a side effect when we retract our fangs or are hungry," he paused, "So this is not your natural form then?"

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"you acted like it." andarna pointed out, stubborn in her opinions, regardless of what they might be. "dragons ages faster than humans." her nose scrunched upon the mention of his age "you're ancient. even older than tairn, no wonder you're grumpy." she hoped he at least wouldn't be telling her what to do, but she also wondered if he'd be just as fun to annoy. "soooo.... you're not venin at least. that's good, then you don't need to die. what kind of diet?" perking up, she wondered if it had anything to do with the odd smell that followed him. groaning loudly, she looked at him as if he had said something foolish. "duuuh!" she spoke, dragging out the word "i just told you i'm a dragon. of course this isn't how im supposed to look, this place turned me into a human. i could totally take you in a fight, if i was a dragon, you're being stupid."

[dailyoliviacooke]

OLIVIA COOKE Bates Motel (2013 - 2017) The Girlfriend (2025)

[enduringmystery]

OOC: was at my first comic con, or really any con in general, yesterday and it was so much fun! HOWEVER, i’m broke now. artist alley and the funko pop department got me. — and my sister left me unsupervised with my adult money.

the haul was ridiculous (not to mention what i paid for the tickets and photo tickets, food and transport to the con 🫣)

ALSO, i cosplayed as wednesday addams, so of course one of the funko pops had to be of her!

[fcrcenturies]

Liam was expecting the protest. She definitely reminded him of Violet when he tried to help and when he was her shadow. He wondered if she was here. She would feel so guilty about his death but maybe he could find out about Sloane. Maybe he would see Sloane. He was distracted from these thoughts when the woman basically attacked him but... with a hug? He does hug her back, almost instinctively ot make sure neither of them fell, but was very confused, "Yes...?" he said the word as a question, "Not being bigger than me?" he repeated, even more confused and pulled back slightly to look at her, "Who are you?" he asked.

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in her excitement, andarna hadn't thought much of how liam wouldn't recognize her, even though she'd easily recognize him. — but at least he didn't drop her. "oh, yeah, i look very different here... its no fun being this small." releasing herself from the hug, she stepped back in order to be able to fully present herself properly. "it's me, andarna." it was an overly dramatic introduction, but she felt it very warranted. "i don't blame you for not recognizing me, i look pretty different. i just woke up and i was no longer a dragon, but a human like you and violet." now that there was someone from her home, that she somewhat knew and who would understand everything she spoke of. "i dont know if i like it, it's so inconvenient. i'm not big enough to reach things, i can't breathe fire and i don't have real claws or my real teeth. i'm learning to fight too, but no one wants to teach me how to kill people properly." now that she started talking, she kept on rambling. "but apparently, thats not an acceptable thing to practice. — let alone if you're technically a beginner."

[deathfools]

"Yes, something like that." Theo nods -- interlacing his fingers together as he looks at her. She was protective of him, he knew, and he appreciated it. Though, he was fully capable of protecting himself, given the fact that he was a vampire. "You didn't say it exactly, but you implied it." He teases. "You might be right, you may very well be the best book ever." Theo sits beside her, shaking his head again. "You're not killing anyone." He replies sternly. "He's just... an old flame. Nothing to be concerned about. I ran into him at one of the bars here," He shrugs, "I'm sure nothing will come of it."

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andarna pouted, attempting to appear as innocent as possible. "mayyyyybe—" she said, drawing out the word. "but you can another two dragons, a big grumpy one who'll never let the littlest one have any fun and a beautiful scary blue one, that everyone fears, because she's ruthless." tairn and saegyl, but theo didn't know that. yet at least, she'd be telling him more about her family, when the topic came up. "and an old, but not grumpy vampire, who will go on fun adventures with the youngest dragon." if it was a book about andarna, then obviously theo should be in it. frowning, her good mood soured. "you're no fun..." if she couldn't kill this other guy, then what was she supposed to do to him. "but something came of it, theo. you can't write your stories." and of course she'd worry. she'd always worry for those she care about. "i still think i should set him aflame though..."

[deathfools]

"I haven't, either." Mari replies, not recognizing the other's voice, right away. She pauses, then frowns slightly. "Jennie? What are you doing here?" She hadn't seen Jennie since -- well, since they were in the wilderness together. Since the last hunt.

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upon recognizing the woman next to her, jennie froze. standing face to face with mari, was something she thought that she'd never do again. her friend, once upon a time, as she couldn't imagine that her fellow yellowjacket would ever forgive the rest of the girls for what happened to her. "mari...." her words were a whisper, due to pure disbelief and shock. last she'd seen her was the hunt. the one that shauna pressured everyone to participate in. jennie had been afraid of the girl then— the same girl who'd spend time braiding her hair alongside her sister, jackie. "i-i'm sorry... i didn't want to— shauna, she was terrifying... i was terrified... i'm so sorry, i'm really, really sorry" the two were in public, yet jennie was spiraling already.

[fcrcenturies]

Liam smiled as he spotted the little blue dragon... statue? Was it a statue? He wasn't sure but it was a dragon and it made him smile. It was a somewhat sad smile, reminiscent of Deigh and wondering how on earth he was alive without him. The dragon looked more like Sgaeyl though, he though. He gestured to it, "That's cute," he commented to the blonde holding it, "Where did you get it?"

@dcnteatourallies ( Helaena )

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it wasn't unusual for helaena to flinch away from unexpected touch and voices, especially from strangers, but as she sat studying the little dragon in her hand, she found a peace that kept her mind occupied. "i found her at a store, not far from here." saying that she 'bought the dragon' felt wrong. "i couldn't leave her there... a dragon is not a slave, even if its not a live one." the words she spoke was strange, but felt right. "her name is dreamfyre. she wouldn't enjoy being called cute. especially by men— she hates men." tilting her head, she finally looked towards the source of the voice. "there was another. — a red one. i thought him to be named caraxes, but i think i was mistaken... his name is deigh." once again she spoke without knowledge of what her words fully mean,t and without intent. however there was still a certainty to her voice, that implied there was more that lay behind her words. carefuly, placing down the blue figurine next to her, helaena reached into her bag and took out a similar, yet different looking dragon figurine. this one red and four legged, lacking the identifiable long neck, she strangely believed should be there, had this one been caraxes. "here—" reaching over, she handed the little red dragon figurine to him. "a dragon is not a slave, they're more clever than men. they know better. they choose their bonded and care for them. we should care for them as well." her attention was back upon dreamfyre and she'd hardly noticed herself speaking after having handed over the figurine. "who are you?" helaena asked and looked back up at him, curious about the other.

[fcrcenturies]

Liam watched from a distance as the woman struggled to retrieve the item out of her reach. There was something oddly familiar about her. Maybe she reminded him of Violet a little, small but stubborn. After a few minutes, he decided to step into her view, "Do you need some help with that?" he asked.

@dcnteatourallies ( Andarna )

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one thing andarna hated most about her new body, was the height of her. even as a feathertail, she'd been taller than she currently was. nevertheless, the stubborn dragon-girl refused to give up, knowing that her beloved violet never did so either. she'd always admired that. — even if that meant standing on her tippy toes and jumping to reach what she wanted, but then there was suddenly a hand coming out of nowhere and picked up her treasure, just as her fingertips had reached it. "hey!—" an indignant yell escaped her and immediately, she turned "i almost di—" now facing the man behind her, andarna had to tilt her head back to look up at the other, and immediately her eyes widened, followed by a happy screech as she jumped into his arms "LIAM!!!" of course, andarna was never able to speak with liam, but deigh was nice enough and she liked liam well enough from their meetings. — and, she'd aided in his rescue before as well. most importantly, if violet showed up, she'd be so happy to see him. even the shadow one, and mayne then sgaeyl wouldn't be so irritable and she'd be able to get away with things for a while. "you're alive! and here! AND BIG... i don't like not being bigger than you and everyone else anymore."

[fcrcenturies]

"Me too," Finnick admitted, "Reminds me of home," he explained, "And... someone. Someone I miss a lot that I'm not sure I'll ever see again," he paused, "But don't let me disturb your time. I was just going to sit here."

[dcnteatourallies]

home... that's the last place she was reminded of, when looking out at the water. it did, however, remind her of the time spend in the wilderness, and the first time she'd felt any semblance of hope after the crash. when tai had found the lake, and suddenly there was a slight semblance of hope for their survival. — but that was before everything spiralled out of control, and the girls all descended into the madness, before the spirit of the wilderness took hold. "i can't explain why the water has become my refuge." it was complicated. she felt a deep sense of dread and hatred for the place where the lake had been located by, in the wilderness. for what happened there specifically. for what they— no, she did. a self-loathing and hatred for another, so deep she didn't know what to do with it. jennie glanced over upon his mention of missing someone, he thought he'd never see again. "i had that... my sister. she died... but then i came here, to this town. i was leaving work, and jackie was just there. as if nothing had ever happened.— whatever this place is... i don't think anything can be ruled out as impossible." whilst speaking, she'd sat down on the sand not far from him, her gaze remaining on the sight before her.

[aviscranio]

Alice: Madness Returns (2011)

[deathfools]

"Definitely go for the kneecaps," Jordan smiles softly, at Andarna. They had become friends at their self defense training, and Jordan had more than enough experience in fighting -- given their powers and the training they received at Godolkin University. "The eyes might be a little bit riskier, I don't think we're supposed to blind people at training." They laugh. "I wouldn't want you to get in trouble, Andarna."

[dcnteatourallies]

andarna nodded, pleased that jordan agreed with her plan of action in a fight. she wanted to be the best. now that she was in a human body, she wanted to be just like violet. able to protect those she cared about. "well, that's boring. we need to do some real fighting." at least thats how they did it at basgiath and it seemed to work well. "how else will we learn to fight properly, if we can't spar with each other?"

[dcnteatourallies]

"it's true though." her nose scrunched up and she stepped closer, wanting to get a better look at the much taller man. studying the veins that appeared under his eyes, only to disappear moments later andarna grew more confused than frightened. "no you're not. if you were like them those wouldn't be black or go away." her tone was very matter of fact, sure of her words and found no need of correction. "i don't know what those are..." perhaps it would do well to keep in mind that she might stumble into similar situations. "i'm a dragon" andarna spoke proudly, ignoring the fact that she was very much not a dragon whilst in this world. "i can breathe fire and have claws now too!"

[fcrcenturies]

"That would be correct. Well done, love," Klaus replied with a slight hint of sarcasm. He, of course, was intrigued by anything unknown and potentially powerful so he waited for her to say what she was. He raised an eyebrow, "You're small for a dragon," he commented. It was not an insult or a compliment, just an observation he didn't mind stating out loud, "You don't look like any dragons I've heard of. Not that I've ever met one but I expected... a tail, scales, perhaps some wings."

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"i know sarcasm, you know. I'm very good at it." andarna made sure to let him know. she knew it for sure, because tairn was very annoyed by it and violet very exasperated, but it was so much fun. frowning, a righteous anger grew in her at his description of her. "i'm not small, i'm 3 in dragon years!" stomping her foot to enhance enhance the importance of her words. "i'm basuically an. adult! — and it's not my fault. it's this stupid city, it made me human. i had it before. but im still super strong and I can smell things better, my teeth are slightly sharper too." andarna stated, indignant at his description of her current state when she was already well aware of her lackings. her wings she missed especially. "and what even is a vampire? your eyes aren't even scary! the shadow one is scarier than you!" not that andarna was scared of him either, but sgaeyl chose him for a reason and she'd seen him fight with both signet and without. everyone was scared of him.

[dcnteatourallies]

jasper hale || @deathfools

wanting to learn how to fight as quickly as possible, andarna had signed up for several different classes. this one she'd been attending several times already and yet they still hadn't gotten to the part she most looked forward to. — the part where she learned to kill and not just defend.

with the class finished and the last few fellow students having left, she stood alone with only the instructor. scrunching up her nose; still not used to the smell of death and blood that followed him. "when do we get to learning how to kill people." she bluntly asked, approaching jasper as she did. "i want to learn how to use daggers too." just like violet.

[satlun]

OLIVIA COOKE as CHERRY LAINE | The Girlfriend.

[lucifersresources]

conan gray // wishbone rp meme.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

actor.

nobody saw us.

nobody saw us leaving with bruises on our necks.

nobody wondered where you went all april.

my friends discovered when you left me in july.

i didn't cry, i kept the lie alive.

i kept the lie alive.

church bells won't stop ringing for an undead wedding day.

you've spent the summer drinking.

i spent the summer being erased.

you've spent the summer drinking, while i spent it being erased.

i tried to hide the feeling, but it just won't go away.

let's pretend nothing happened.

you're a much better actor than me.

i barely even fucking know him.

you're saving face, but you take it out on your nose.

if you ever cared, well, i wouldn't know.

blame it on a bad manic episode.

there's a side of you that she'll never know.

tell all your friends that she's the one.

you can say it's love.

you've spent your whole life drinking, oh, drinking me away.

i tried to hide the feeling, but i just can't lie that way.

you pretend nothing happened.

this song.

you know that i love you.

i have a feeling that you love me back.

your eyes are like heaven.

11:11s, they all hear your name.

i'm too shy to tell you the words on my mind.

i hope you can see if you read through these lines.

i wrote this song about you.

something i wish you knew.

something i've tried to say, but now i'll say it straight.

the smell of your perfume is all over me.

is it dumb believing you might love me too?

vodka cranberry.

you say we're fine.

you say we're fine, but your brown eyes are green this time, so you've been crying.

you've been crying.

so strange to be back at your place pretending like nothing has changed.

speak up, i know you hate me.

i know you hate me.

looked at your picture & cried like a baby.

speak up, don't leave me waiting.

don't leave me waiting.

got way too drunk off a vodka cranberry.

called you up in the middle of the night wailing like an imbecile.

if you won't end things, then i will.

now i look dumb & you look mean.

i notice everything you do.

everybody knows you don't love me the same.

so cruel to be lying to my face.

i know what you're too scared to say.

don't make me do this to you.

don't make me do this, but i will.

romeo.

i was out waiting for you but now you've gotta wait for me.

even on my worst days i was never treating you the selfish way that you treated me.

even in my worst pain, i was never dragging you around.

you'll carry my shame for free.

you don't wanna know all i did.

i drank your poison from your lips.

i took that blade into my ribs.

you took away my will to live.

i hope you know i'm never gonna want you back.

i'm never gonna want you back.

you put me in a grave of stone.

you put me in a grave of stone, but now it only makes me laugh.

spending my summer in love, then i went and got dumped.

i did it all, damn, for what?

you're no romeo.

never liked sitting around your egoist actor friends.

never liked kissing your mouth with cigarettes on your breath.

looking back i don't know why i got so up in arms about losing you by my side.

looking back i wish i listened to my friends who said i could get a much better guy.

i don't wanna know what you did with all the girls you swapped me with.

i guess i was just your experiment.

where art thou? i'm all alone now.

where art thou? i'm back in your hometown.

where art thou? fuck if i care now.

you've gotta figure out your shit with someone else.

i can't fix you.

my world.

i've given up on being anything.

we're just a summer fling.

i found approval as a remedy.

i got that from you.

it's my world & it's my life.

it's my girl & it's my guy, i'll kiss em if i might like.

i'll kiss em if i might like.

i don't have you in mind.

it's my time, i'll waste it how i might like.

there was a time when you were everything.

couldn't tell you who i was before.

when you shut the door & shut the world of me, how was i supposed to know who i should be if i was no longer yours?

how was i supposed to know who i should be if i was no longer yours?

i was no longer yours.

you say you're sorry for treating me like trash.

you got your revenge by being stuck with your life.

you can keep drinking and living a lie.

it won't affect my life, coz i don't care anymore.

class clown.

growing up didn't go how i'd liked.

it twists & turns like the limbs of a pine, trying to grow on earth that writhes.

half my friends barely know who i am.

there's none at fault.

it's a heavy topic.

everything comes back around.

i still feel like the class clown.

take your pick, be laughed at or laughed with.

i learned early on either way, it's a shit stick.

my father was barrelling fists.

while my father was barrelling fists, i was laughing all the way through it.

now the blondies are clutching their ribs from my latest joke from my old bag of tricks.

there's this beautiful moment in it where i can sorta just vanish.

everything is over now.

everything is over now, i still feel like the class clown.

if i get older now, i'll let my younger version down.

if is top laughing, all the blood will just start pouring out.

we joke a million jokes through the phone.

nothing funny about that home, but her & i, we already know.

nauseous.

you just wanna dance, it feels like our final act.

you're holding my hand, my mind sees a grizzly trap.

i know you.

everyone trusts you.

everyone trusts you, they love you out loud.

you won't hurt a fly, but we're flying up now & all that goes up, well, it's got to come down.

your love is a threat.

your love is a threat & i'm nauseous.

scares me to death, how i want it.

your love is a threat & i'm nauseous; scares me to death, how i want it.

not common sense, but i'm haunted.

i'm haunted by people who've left.

i'm haunted by people who've left me, so you scare me to death.

with people before, they left like a falling floor.

there as i soared, i vowed to be never more.

i vowed to be never more, too trusting and loving.

behind every kiss is a jaw that could bite.

maybe that's why i feel safe with bad guys.

that's why i feel safe with bad guys.

maybe that's why i feel safe with bad guys, because when they hurt me, i won't be surprised.

when they hurt me, i won't be surprised.

maybe i'm here waiting for someone to get through my years of trying to trust them.

maybe i'm here waiting for someone.

i know that it's in me to really love someone.

i know that it's in me to really love someone, but that's not a thing i learned from my loved ones.

caramel.

in that moment, you weren't all that kind.

promises spoken, all coming back as lies.

you with your soft sweet kiss is all i miss in the back of my mind.

did me wrong in the past & i know it was bad.

did me wrong in the past & i know it was bad, but you burn inside my memory so well.

you burn inside my memory so well.

you burn inside my memory so well, you caramel.

ignoring me so they won't find out.

you can act real cool coz it's over now but man, i cried when it all went down.

you can act real cool coz it's over now.

i cried when it all went down.

no one believed me.

no one believed me, you gaslighted feelings.

you gaslighted feelings till you had me thinking that i was the reason that i was fucking losing my mind

i was fucking losing my mind.

it was love at the worst, it was what we deserved.

the longer you burn, the sweeter that you smell.

sweet taste in my mouth, i can't get it out.

i want you back now.

i heard you're in town, i want you back now.

come over to my house, there's space on my couch.

connell.

i almost hurled when i saw your hand down the small of her back.

you were never outside with me, spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets.

spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets.

i know its dumb that i'd ever think that i'd meet your mom and dad.

kissing your ghost was my own damn fucking fault.

deep in my bones i know pain is what i earned.

you remind me of how good it feels to hurt.

you remind me of how little i deserve.

i knew we weren't meant to be.

i'm not your type, but you're trying things.

that's everything i need to break apart my own heart again.

validate the worst thoughts inside my head, that i'm not worth shit & i'm better dead.

i'm not worth shit.

who's the victim in the end?

you remind me of my father slurring words.

sunset tower.

heard your in the city, i felt like total shit.

it's horrible getting all your news through a friend.

been tryna hide that i'm still here stuck in your hell.

i'm still here stuck in your hell.

if you're out here doing well, don't tell me.

spare me all the stories of how you're moving on.

i'm lying to myself when i say that's what i want.

part of me just wanted some proof it's hurting you in the way it's hurting me too.

you've got a messed up head & you need some space.

go get some help.

if you're working on yourself don't tell me.

i wish you the best but hope that you die inside.

if there is someone new that you're out here fucking, don't tell me.

it's easier to never know.

it's easier to never know than face it that you're letting go.

sometimes there's just so much to say.

i've still got a little hope that you might want me back one day.

i've still got a little hope that you might want me back one day & i can be the one to walk away.

eleven eleven.

if i blink, you'll be missed.

in my mind you & i still exist. it's a thought that is dangerous.

i'll wait forever, i won't look for better.

i'll wait forever.

i'll find sighs for you & i.

as much as i act like i want to forget it, i still wish for you at 11:11

i still wish for you.

heard you're seeing some girl in new york, so what am i reading horoscopes for?

maybe you're superstitious like me.

i'll wait for nothing, pretending we're something.

my mind lies for you & i.

why don't you come back?

i just can't accept that it's too late to save us.

care.

now all that i want is just to move on.

life's so much better now that we don't speak.

we felt like strangers.

there will always be parts of me that are yours.

i don't cry coz it's over.

i just don't feel like i could love again.

i told myself that i'm over you, but i care.

my fault for making believe, mistook who you are for who you could be.

pretend to hate you instead.

i won't miss being your lover.

though i won't miss being your lover, i'm still losing a friend.

i'm not trying to say that i want you back.

i'm not trying to say that i want you back, but it's nice to linger in the past.

it's nice to linger in the past.

it's good to know that you're not attached, but why does it trigger me so bad to see you with somebody who is not me & you're happy.