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the lost boys original broadway cast recording rp meme. | ACT TWO.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  ACT ONE HERE.

my brother is a...

i think my brother is a vampire.

this explains a lot.

he's been acting like a freak.

it's worse than i thought.

it's turning out to be a real shit week.

he may never be the same.

oh great, my fate is up.

he's a goddamn vampire!

what do i do?

i am not killing my brother!

we totally respect that.

we'll do it for ya!

we're gonna kill your bro.

he's a goner.

we're gonna need some stakes.

we'll make it quick.

wild.

i remember how it used to be.

i remember how it used to be, times were innocent & love was free.

i was gonna change the world.

i was a fearless girl.

somehow it turn out to be that the world changed me.

the years weren't kind.

i miss that flower child.

oh, to be wild again.

funny how it all turns out when you're too young to know what love's about.

i gave away a part of me.

i gave away a part of me & i'm paying for it now.

i'm paying for it now.

you should have seen me in my glory days.

you should have seen me in my glory days, before i learned to be afraid.

i'd be that alive again if i could only remember how.

maybe it's not too late for you now.

what if i could be braver than i've ever been before?

what if i could blame myself less, follow my heart more?

what if the mother in me could be messy & free, and hold it together at the same time?

what if my boys can mean the world to me & i can matter too?

what if that fearless girl in me can live in everything i do?

what if it all could be up to me?

wouldn't that be wild?

come on & be wild again.

i wanna be wild again.

belong to someone (reprise).

i know what it's like to lose.

i know what it's like when love turns into the deepest kind of bruise.

i know what it's like when the father who made you's the one who betrayed you.

you got no one to trust.

i walked alone.

i walked alone for a long century till i found my brothers & my brothers found me.

no one can hurt you ever again.

was it always out there? i missed it somehow.

i see it so clear in front of me now.

i'm ready for something more, something worth living for.

now i belong to someone.

now you belong to someone.

now you belong to someone who is always near you, someone who really hears you.

your life has just begun.

now, you belong.

i belong.

you belong to me.

all you have to do now, is take the last step. and then you'll be free.

and then you'll be free.

and then you'll be free; from your past, from all of it. forever.

do you know who you are?

isn't this what you wanted? belonging to somebody else?

now forever you're haunted.

you've gone & truly lost yourself.

thought that you could be free, but you belong to me.

you belong to me.

i'm never far behind.

thou shall not die, but you belong to me.

war.

i'm always in between a match & gasoline.

no matter what i choose, everything will burn.

everything will burn.

the truth is, i never had a choice, a say in this, a voice.

i never had a choice.

i thought i stood a chance.

when will i ever learn?

all of the light is gone, it's hard to see what's left of me to save.

i'm cornered, surrounded, no hope to be found.

i'm start to think this isn't a life.

this is war.

every day is war.

can't escape it, can't ignore & it's always at my door.

i fear i'll be fighting forevermore.

now i'm here, counting the dead

now i'm here, counting the dead & all the blood that's shed.

all the blood that's shed amounts to nothing.

it's a heavy price to pay.

the violence of men is what rules us in the end.

in this world, you're either predator or prey.

it's a matter of when, what's the use in pretending?

you're damned if you do & you're damned if you don't.

so you run into battle & you swear you won't ever give in.

you'll never win.

oh, to lay down all my weapons...

oh, to lay down all my weapons & believe that there could be another way.

i wish i could surrender.

these are not my rules.

this is not my war.

all we know is war.

what are we dying for?

there is no winning when we're living a never ending war.

there is no winning.

mom's boyfriend is a...

he's gotta be the head vampire.

immortality is a hell of a late fee.

this dude is overdue to be a dead vampire.

everyone will wanna know us.

we cannot just kill someone.

we cannot just kill someone without confirming they're actually a vampire.

it's always better to ask for forgiveness than for permission.

there are still laws against murder!

we're gonna nail the head vampire!

lose yourself (reprise).

we need to talk.

what is going on?

what's going on is this town is crawling with vampires!

trust me, they do not joke.

i know this sounds crazy.

now you've pushed me too far.

i thought it was crazy too.

who do you think you are?

but it's real!

now everything's wrecked.

you make things so hard.

all the shit i allow backfires on me somehow.

i've been too blind to see the problem is me.

i don't wanna disappear.

i'm waiting for the smoke to clear.

i'm running out of answers.

i've gotta make this right.

i gotta find what's real & hold on tight before i lose myself.

this was your plan?

we aren't like them!

how could you do this to me?

i didn't want this to happen.

i didn't want this to happen, especially not to you.

oh, because you like me so much?

i tried to warn you.

i begged you not to go in there.

you told me to drink!

they weren't gonna let you just leave.

i could've gotten away.

i've taken hits way worse than this.

don't be naïve.

he'll find you. his blood is in your veins.

what am i?

you were supposed to be my first.

it's getting harder & harder to resist.

i'm sorry... i wish we had never met.

don't say that.

you were a bolt of lightning, i had to know you.

i had to know you.

you made me feel & it was frightening.

but my god, you burn so bright.

you see something in me, the dreamer i used to be.

lately all i can do is survive.

with you, i feel alive.

maybe we can disappear.

as long as i can keep you near.

i know we might run out of light.

we may never be alright.

but we can lose ourselves...

michael.

when you were a boy & i'd call for you, that was all that i ever had to do; you'd run right into my arms, were safe from harm.

i can't seem to reach your heart anymore.

i can't seem to reach your heart anymore, i wish that i knew what it was beating for.

now i call your name & it's not the same.

you just shut me out.

i know you're hurt.

i wish you would scream, but you won't say a word.

how can i get through to you?

i would keep you safe if i knew what to do.

if i could go back, i'd change everything.

i'd take on the burden you're carrying.

all those years frozen in place, all the memories i tried to erase...

i stayed when we should've run.

have i lost you?

have i lost you, my beautiful son?

i may not have the chance to make it right.

i may not have the chance to make it right, but i can watch over you tonight.

i can watch over you tonight.

sleep tight.

superpower.

what is this feeling? my nervous system's reeling.

i cracked some kind of code.

i don't know what hit me, it's like a spider bit me.

maybe i'm more than a zero.

just not your typical hero.

every mutant is just a kid in doubt.

every mutant is just a kid in doubt until their inner super freak comes out.

what if the irony's that the weird in me just might be my superpower?

the weird in me just might be my superpower.

i kinda feel like i can fly right now.

i bet you'll never guess who is coming to the rescue.

it's me!

i'm gonna smash like the incredible hulk, with a little more wit & a little less bulk.

because my wiring's a bit askew, no one sees things quite the way i do.

no one sees things quite the way i do.

maybe i'm not just a nervous dweeb.

it's me they need.

is it my destiny?

would a secret identity end up being the best of me?

mom smiles, but doesn't get me.

*name* can't protect me.

but maybe i could be a hero here.

maybe i could be a hero here & make it cool to be queer.

maybe i could be a hero here & make it cool to be queer; maybe that's my superpower.

the world will see the way i shine.

that'll be my superpower.

no more monsters (reprise).

finally, we've got some volunteers.

this teenage horror show ends right here.

it's the shining moment of our careers.

now's the moment we risk it all.

i know the high will be worth the fall.

won't be afraid if i'm next to you.

no more monsters to hurt my family.

no more monsters telling me who to be.

no more monsters sucking this town dry.

no more monsters, kiss those wastoids goodbye.

sacrifice all of your earthly desires: fears begone.

come the dawn we will stand in the sun & the war will be won.

when it's all said & done there'll be no more monsters.

we'll fight to the end till there's no more monsters.

the reckoning.

he just wouldn't listen.

the only thing was missing was you.

you belong by my side.

it was all going to be so perfect.

never invite a vampire into your home, it renders you powerless.

we didn't invite you this time.

don't try anything foolish.

you son of a bitch.

my blood's in your veins.

stop fighting a war you can't win, it's time to give in.

i made a promise to you.

i can raise my kids on my own, asshole.

home (prelude).

it's like i'm finally home.

i never thought i'd ever get to feel this way.

there's no going back for me.

i'm where i wanna be & here i'll stay.

i'm where i wanna be.

here i'll stay.

time will always bring another war to fight.

time will always bring another moment to choose to step into the light.

if we make it through the night.

if we make it through the night, if we get another day...

all is not yet lost.

there's something to be saved.

may we not forget how close we came to saying goodbye; remember what matters now, if we make it through the night.

if we get a chance to change, if we can forgive ourselves & make up for our mistakes.

i'll do better.

i'll do better, my brother, coz forever we're tied.

forever we're tied.

we'll never be broken.

we'll never be broken, if we make it through the night.

everything i've gotten wrong, i may not ever get right.

everything i've gotten wrong, i may not ever get right, but i will die trying.

i'll be wild again.

i will belong to someone, someone who can take my heart home.

i'll know my superpower.

of all the truths i'll build my life upon, i will know the treasure in my hands before it's gone.

if we make it through the night, i will learn to love.

i will learn to love.

i will learn to love all of the broken & beautiful pieces that we are made of.

when struggle comes our way again, i will not leave your side.

i'll stay by you always.

i'll stay by you always for all of my days.

brother (bonus track).

we are cut from the same steel.

we are cut from the same steel; the same frame, the same raw deal.

no matter where you are, i feel you.

when the world's pushing you around, it gets hard to stand your ground.

i'll fight for you.

i won't let you down.

i won't let you down, my brother.

no one can tear us apart.

the same blood— that brave blood, it runs through our hearts.

it's what we're made of.

it's who we are.

side by side, we are two trees, growing up fast in times like these.

we forget how much we need each other.

what a view, looking up to you.

i couldn't see that you were hurt too.

tell me what to do to make it right.

i'll never let you go if we make it through the night.

i don't want to lose you.

nothing is thicker than blood.

all we have is each other.

brother, you run through my heart.

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the lost boys original broadway cast recording rp meme. | ACT ONE.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  ACT TWO HERE.

no more monsters.

we got a lot of baggage.

i know you're full of mixed emotion.

just wait till you see the pacific ocean.

can't get any worse than what we're leaving behind.

let's make some new memories.

keep an open mind.

any last words?

it's been a pleasure to have known ya.

i've been dreaming of this day for years.

i've been dreaming of this.

i'm starting over.

no regrets, no more tears.

it's the death of me.

i hope this new town will cut me some slack.

i've been through hell.

i've been through hell & i'm not going back.

it's sucking the life out of me.

it's sucking the life out of me, being trapped in this family.

how'd i fall so far?

how'd i fall so far from the tree?

after everything we've been through...

after everything we've been through, i will make this promise to you, if it's the very last thing i do, from now on, no more monsters.

i will make this promise to you.

from now on, no more monsters.

no more nightmares.

things are looking up.

nothing's gonna slow us down.

what could go wrong?

maybe i'll make it through freshman year.

maybe a change will do me some good.

i got nothing to lose.

no more boogeyman sleeping in my bed.

no more demons getting in my head.

no more big bad wolves chasing me.

i can finally let my guard down.

i'll be the best of me.

i'm gonna wreck this scene.

from now on, fears begone.

lose yourself.

there's no space for me here.

if i don't get out, i'm gonna lose myself here.

get me into the crowd.

drown out the voices with the noise.

there's a war inside of me.

i'm my own worst enemy.

i just wanna disappear.

i just wanna disappear; forget about this shitty year.

i've had it up to here.

i wanna run till i run out of light.

i like the danger here.

strangers are stranger here.

i can be anyone.

what's your poison?

we got everything you need.

how can i resist?

forget that i exist.

look at what i missed.

it's a never-ending party here.

i could get used to this.

this big black hole with neon lights; there's a million ways to feel alright.

have to have you.

i need a quick hit.

give me it.

don't give me counterfeit, give me the good shit.

your pulse is racing.

you drive me crazy.

you're so beautiful, baby.

in the dead of the night, i have to have you.

i have to have you.

i'll make you work for it, you're gonna sweat a bit.

the crimes we could commit, when we come together, baby.

let me inside.

don't let me be denied.

on my breath, on my tongue, i have to have you.

who is that bolt of lightning?

i have to know her.

she's all fire.

she burns so bright.

there's mystery in her eyes.

one look & i'm hypnotised.

look at this little lamb, he thinks he knows who i am.

he thinks he knows who i am.

he's got no clue what he's getting into.

i'm trouble through & through.

i'm afraid of what i wanna do.

we can take it all the way.

stay up all night & sleep all day.

let it carry you away.

baby, come on out & play.

we were made to disobey.

if you wanna find yourself, you gotta lose yourself.

murder capital of the world.

it's the most beautiful sky.

when the moon comes out, it's a beautiful place to die.

cops don't care.

what do you say to fighting back; being the hero?

join us!

the situation is dire.

this town is gonna expire.

none of these suckers will ever retire.

sacrifice all of your earthly desires, summon the courage the moment requires.

be one of us & kill vampires.

you're joking, right?

we don't joke about vampires.

we don't joke about anything.

i think i'll pass.

if you're not one of us, you could wind up one of them.

you're a dead man walking.

you signed your death warrant when you came to this town.

you're dead meat, kid.

we got the most people per capita kickin' the bucket.

this town can suck it.

bloodshed in the murder capital of the world.

the undead run the murder capital of the world.

welcome to the murder capital of the world.

did we come on too strong?

hurt a little.

i see through what you're trying to do.

you're out here chasing sparks in the dark.

you're looking for something new.

what you really need is to check your speed.

better take it slow.

you might find the wrong kind of fun.

don't do something that can't be undone.

it might change everything.

if i know anything at all, when there's a high there's a fall.

just coz it makes you feel, doesn't make it real.

be sure it's what you want.

it might hurt a little.

you seem to run off right on cue.

you've got those soulful eyes.

somehow, you miss the view.

playing it safe won't do you no good.

if you're afraid to stay, you probably should.

if it makes you feel, it's gotta be real.

i still want what i want, even if it hurts a little.

sometimes you gotta go with your heart, not your brain.

my heart's in overdrive just keeping me alive.

haven't you heard of 'no pain, no gain'?

i bet you've never had to fight to survive.

i've taken a hit, maybe you have too.

i'm not afraid of it & i'm not afraid of you.

it's a risk to feel something that's real.

is this really what you want?

time to kill.

if it takes all night, if i have to fight, if i lose the light, it's alright, i've got time to kill.

i've got time to kill.

you were never mine.

you're the running kind.

it was in my mind.

as long as you live, i can't live without you.

i've got all the time in the world.

if i have to wait, if that's what it takes, if that's my fate, it's okay, i've got time to kill.

the good part.

different town, same mess.

i don't need reminding.

what's the point?

it's in the past.

why can't we just be happy at last?

life only plays in one direction.

fast forward through this broken heart & skip to the good part.

that's how ordinary people survive.

i need a new script, a second chance.

i can't wait for a brand new start.

i'm gonna skip to the good part.

we could have a hollywood ending.

it might take a little pretending.

there's so much joy we've missed.

it's time for a plot twist.

i'm moving forward; got a little hope left in this heart.

here comes the good part.

the future is mine.

now, forever.

there's something different in the stars tonight, something bout the way they're shining.

it's brighter than it's ever been tonight.

somehow, everything's aligning.

time & space seem like they're starting to blend.

what is this feeling?

i don't want this feeling to end.

the world can wait, maybe it's not too late.

maybe it's not too late to stop it from spinning.

maybe it's not too late to capture this moment together.

gotta make it last, coz the good goes fast.

say that we can stay here now, forever.

there's something different in the air tonight, makes me wanna stop running.

i'm not moving a muscle, i wanna take it all in.

i don't know if a night like this will ever come again.

tell me it's not too late.

tell me it's not too late to be fools, to be bold, to hold onto this moment together.

i won't let go.

i won't let go if you don't let go.

my skin's on fire, can't get higher.

don't stop now.

nothing matters more than this.

i just wanna stay here now.

lost boy.

do you ride?

let's see what you got.

let out the rebel inside.

are you in or are you out?

it's time to decide.

are you ready for the ride of your life?

hang on.

this is the thrill of the chase.

tell me, how do you feel?

i feel alive.

for the first time, i feel alive.

my heart with you.

this world's a cold place, isn't it?

this world's a cold place, isn't it? it chills you to the bone.

no one around you has truly found you.

you're always on your own.

you need someone to cry for, someone to die for, who'd do the same for you.

in brotherhood be bound.

come, you will be made anew.

should your fire turn dark, take my heart with you.

take my heart with you.

to thy nature, be true.

thou shall not...

thou shall not fall.

thou shall not die.

thou shall not fear.

thou shall not kill.

hurt a little (reprise).

this changes everything.

when you let yourself feel, things get too real.

things get too real.

belong to someone.

i was young & fearless, i thought that i could fly.

my dad would throw me in the air & i'd touch the sky.

i'd fall & he'd catch me.

cigarettes & whiskey smelled safe & warm.

i want to belong to someone.

i want to belong to someone; someone who can take my heart home.

a home where i don't always feel alone; i wanna belong to someone.

someone who is always near me, someone who really hears me, someone who can save me from me; i wanna belong to someone.

i want to be part of something real, to be half of a whole.

i want to be truly connected, to surrender control.

i need a family that's gonna stand up for me.

for so long i've been lost & looking for the light.

is there someone out there, waiting to be found?

come & reach out for me, i'm tired of wandering around.

been searching for something more, something worth living for.

come on, bring me back to life.

i wanna belong to someone, someone make me feel like that, give me what i never had.

be the place that i belong.

i want a love that can slow down time.

i want a love that can slow down time; that lasts forever, that never dies.

i can make you feel like that.

you belong.

i belong.

someone be my everything, keep me from unravelling.

someone be my everything.

keep me from unravelling.

secret comes out.

you got things you don't understand, but soon you will.

don't know how things got so out of hand.

truth will rise up eventually.

you'll be who you were meant to be.

when the secret comes out.

i promise you, everything will become clear.

when the secret comes out, i promise you everything will become clear.

the questions that haunt you will all disappear.

the daylight will fade, but be not afraid.

you've been a prisoner for so long with no way out.

at the mercy of a hand so strong, with no way out.

your faith has been shaken, your power's been taken; it's time that you take it back.

take it back.

it's a game of survival.

stop fighting a war you can't win.

it's time to give in.

you'll feel the power like you've never known.

you'll never have to be on your own.

you'll know who you are.

do you know who you are?

part of you has always been on the run.

it's tearing you apart, the push & the pull.

this hunger inside is inevitable.

it's a hard reality.

is the monster in me what i'm meant to be?

any kind of truth can set you free.

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ethel cain // preachers daughter rp meme.

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family tree (intro).

these crosses all over my body remind me of who i used to be.

forgive these bones i'm hiding.

jesus can always reject his father but he cannot escape his mother's blood.

he'll scream & try to wash it off of his fingers.

he'll never escape what he's made up of.

the fates already fucked me sideways.

i'm swinging by my neck from the family tree.

you know i raised you better than this.

they can all laugh at me.

american teenager.

grew up under the yellow light on the street putting too much faith in the make-believe.

the neighbour's brother came home in a box.

he wanted to go.

maybe it was his fault.

i feel it there in the middle of the night.

i feel it there in the middle of the night when the lights go out & i'm all alone again.

i'm all alone again.

say what you want.

say it like you mean it.

say what you want, but say it like you mean it.

say what you want, but say it like you mean it; with your fists for once.

just give it one more day.

i do what i want.

i do what i want, crying in the bleachers & i said it was fun.

i said it was fun.

i don't need anything from anyone.

it's just not my year.

i'm all good out here.

it's just not my year, but i'm all good out here.

i'm sorry if i seemed off.

i'm sorry if i seemed off, but i was probably wasted.

i was probably wasted.

i didn't feel so good.

a life full of whiskey, but i always deliver.

jesus, if you're listening, let me handle my liquor.

jesus, if you're there, why do i feel alone in this room?

if you're there, why do i feel alone in this room?

why do i feel alone?

i feel alone.

i'm still standing here.

i'm doing what i want & damn i'm doing it well.

i'm doing what i want & damn i'm doing it well for me.

a house in nebraska.

the aching sound of silence used to be our favourite song.

you & me, against the world.

you & me against the world, you were my man & i your girl.

we had nothing, except each other.

you were my whole world.

you were my whole world, but then the day came & you were up & gone.

i still call home that house in nebraska.

we found each other.

the world was empty.

the world was empty, save you & i.

you came & i laughed; and you left & i cried.

you left & i cried.

you told me even if we died tonight, that i'd die yours.

i'd die yours.

your mama calls me sometimes to see if i'm doing well.

i lie to her & say that i'm doing fine.

i'd kill myself to hold you one more time.

it hurts to miss you.

it hurts to miss you but it's worse to know that i'm the reason you won't come home.

i'm the reason you won't come home.

i still wait.

i still wait at the edge of town, praying to god that maybe you'll come back around.

you'll come back around.

i cry every day.

i cry every day & the bottles make it worse.

you were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt.

i found photographs of our school, on the day we met.

i found photographs of our school, on the day we met; i thought that you were so beautiful.

you were so beautiful.

it was love.

it was love, i guess.

you might never come back home & i may never sleep at night.

you might never come back home.

i may never sleep at night.

i just hope you're doing fine out there.

i just pray that you're all right.

i feel so alone.

i feel so alone out here.

i feel so alone out here without you.

i'm alone.

western nights.

he's never looked more beautiful.

i watched him show his love through shades of black & blue.

show me how much i mean to you.

i'd hold the gun if you asked me to.

if you love me like you say you do, would you ask me to?

ask me to.

trouble's always gonna find you baby.

trouble's always gonna find you baby, but so will i.

i'm never gonna leave you baby.

i'm never gonna leave you, baby. even if you lose what's left of your mind.

you know i'll be right there beside you.

i'll be right there beside you.

i haven't spoken to my daddy in a long, long time.

i don't want him to worry.

the neighbourhood keeps getting smaller.

you'll die there.

i should have known that there's no getting in.

i'll still be alright.

i'll still be alright, clinging onto you like some love blind addict.

i'll be screaming your name.

please don't love how i need you.

one day, you and i could be ok.

family tree.

these crosses all over my body remind me of who i used to be.

i give myself up to him in offering.

i'm just a child but i'm not above violence.

i'm not above violence.

my mamma raised me better than that.

that man demands his silence.

don't look back.

shoot first, then run & don't look back.

take me down to the river & bathe me clean.

i'll let you wash all over me.

i've killed before & i'll kill again.

take the noose off, wrap it tight around my hand.

heaven hath no fury like a woman scored.

hell don't scare me.

hell don't scare me, i've been times before.

let christ forgive these bones i've been hiding.

hard times.

nine, going on eighteen.

tell me a story.

you're still the good guy.

i'll make pretend.

i hate this story.

happiness ends & dies with you.

i thought good guys get to be happy.

i'm not happy.

i thought good guys get to be happy— i'm not happy.

i am poison in the water.

little girl who needs her daddy real bad.

you watched me.

i was too young.

i was too young to notice that some types of love could be bad.

some types of love could be bad.

i was praying i'd be like you.

that scares me.

i'm tired of you, still tied to me.

too tired to move, too tired to leave.

i just wanna sleep.

it's just the way that you are.

please, can i sleep?

thoroughfare.

you fell in love.

i met you there.

i didn't trust no one, but you.

i'll take you anywhere.

do you wanna see the west with me?

love's out there and i can't leave it be.

love's never meant much to me.

i'll come with you if you're sure it's what you need.

i'll come with you.

i started to see you differently.

for the first time since i was a child, i could see a man who wasn't angry.

no one left to leave & no one left to love.

now that i met you, i finally know just where i'm heading.

we found heaven in time.

you got lost in it & yet you found yourself.

i didn't find my love, but i still made it this far without it.

look at what i've got.

you might not be my love, but baby, i doubt it.

gibson girl.

you wanna love me right now.

you wanna get alone with me.

you wanna get my clothes off.

you wanna get my clothes off & hurt me.

you came alone.

you're all the same.

he's cold-blooded so it takes more time to bleed.

obsession with the money & addicted to drugs.

says he's in love with my body, that's why he's fucking it up.

baby, if it feels good then it can't be bad.

i can be immoral in a stranger's lap.

they all want that only you can have.

you wanna fuck me right now.

you wanna see me on my knees.

if you hate me, please don't tell me.

ptolemaea.

i was with you there.

you love blood too much.

you love blood too much, but not like i do.

heard you, saw you, felt you, gave you, need you, love you.

you'd do well to say yes to me.

suffer does the wolf, crawling to thee.

i'm the one.

he's gonna take me.

i'm on fire.

i'm the white light; beautiful, finite.

even the iron still fears the rot.

i'm hiding from something i cannot stop.

i can't lead him back.

daddy's left & mama won't come home.

you poor thing.

you poor thing, sweet mourning lamb.

there's nothing you can do, it's already been done.

what fear a man like you brings.

please don't look at me.

i can see it in your eyes.

he keeps looking at me.

tell me, what have you done?

make it stop.

make it stop, i've had enough.

i am the face of love's rage.

blessed be the daughters.

bound to suffering eternal through the sins of their fathers.

blessed be their whore mothers; tired & angry, waiting with bated breath.

blessed be the children, each & every one come to know their god through some senseless act of violence.

blessed be you, girl, promised to me by a man who can only feel hatred & contempt towards you.

i am no good nor evil, simply i am.

i have come to take what is mine.

i was there in the dark.

i was there in the dark when you spilled your first blood.

i am here now.

i am here now as you run from me still.

run then, child.

you can't hide from me forever.

sun bleached flies.

sun bleached flies sitting in the windowsill, waiting for the day they escape.

they're waiting for the day they escape.

they talk about that money & how their babies are always changing.

what i wouldn't give to be in church this sunday.

god loves you, but not enough to save you.

good luck taking care of yourself.

if they strike once then you just hit 'em twice as hard.

in the end, if i bend under the weight that they gave me, then this heart would break & fall twice as hard.

this heart would break & fall twice as hard.

we all know how it goes.

the more it hurts, the less it shows.

i still feel lke they all know.

that's why i can never go back home.

i can never go back home.

i spend my life watching it go by from the sidelines.

god, i've tried.

i think it's about time i put up a fight.

i always knew that in the end no one was coming to save me.

no one was coming to save me.

i keep praying.

if it's meant to be then it will be.

i met him there & told him i believe.

i forgive it all as it comes back to me.

i can't let go.

i can't let go when something's broken.

i can't let go when something's broken, it's all i know & it's all i want now.

it's all i know.

it's all i want now.

strangers.

there is death for all of us.

there is a better place for those who believe.

in your basement, i grow cold.

don't talk to strangers or you might fall in love.

freezer bride, your sweet divine.

you devour like smoke bovine hide.

i never considered myself tough.

you're so handsome walking over to me now.

i tried to be good.

i tried to be good, am i no good?

am i no good?

my memory restricted to a polaroid in evidence.

i just wanted to be yours.

can i be yours?

just tell me i'm yours.

i'm turning in your stomach and i'm making you feel sick.

she'll cry & wait up for me.

we'll make love in your attic all night.

euphoric in some strange delight.

i'm happier here.

i'm happier here coz he told me i should be.

you're so handsome when i'm all over your mouth.

am i making you feel sick?

found you just to tell you that i made it real far.

i never blamed you.

i never blamed you for loving me the way that you did.

you were torn apart.

i would still wait with you there.

don't think about it too hard.

you'll never sleep a wink at night again.

don't worry about me.

just know that i love you.

i'll see you when you get here.

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do i dare.

they say a clean cut heals the quickest.

when some cynical thing happens to me, you're still the very first name i'd like to reach to tell.

you're still the very first name i'd like to reach to tell.

only you'd find it funny.

do i dare?

do i dare, repair?

do i dare reach out & ask you how you've been?

if i befriend you, will i crash in magnificent blur?

rotting alone, like when you left me first.

it took a year to repair what i lost.

it took a year to repair what i lost, might take another if i call.

do you want to hear from me?

do you want to hear from me, holding back the words that we never say?

do i wait by the phone every day, lonely?

house that always rains.

grew up swift & strange.

you're born city slick, with both sharp-shoulders chipped.

always more to prove to boys in private school.

i saw you in the doorframe of the house that always rains.

come & find me.

come & find me, coz they're shouting in the house that always shakes.

they're always shouting.

don't that explain why we're afraid of love?

we're afraid of love.

overwhelmed, terrified, we fell.

the rest of the world went quiet for the first time.

if i could do one thing over again, i would be less of a lover to you & more of a friend.

i wanna count it in my head that it's not about me.

it's not about me.

while i was scared of being left, you were scared of being seen.

while i was scared of being left, you were scared of being seen; truly seen.

i was scared of being left.

you were scared of being seen.

don't that explain why we're afraid of us?

we're afraid of us.

door.

i found myself.

i found myself today taking your stop on the train.

one word from you, baby, i'll go away.

i'll go away.

i'll sing the same songs for you.

one kiss from you, baby, i'll turn the page.

i'll turn the page.

i just need to close this door.

i just need to close this door, wipe the wine that we spilled off the floor.

i just need to close this door; who do i keep it open for?

only you, my love.

i'm savouring cigarette butts that you left on the porch.

a rosary bead of the headphones we shared.

we slept on the floor.

i've tried to find somebody else.

it just makes me lonelier.

i've tried to find somebody else but it just makes me lonelier.

falling for the person you could be, but he doesn't exist.

you're calling a cab from the sheets of my bed.

when i opened my eyes, you were halfway to london.

i'm calling your phone & you're not picking up.

i still don't know how, when you left me.

you left me.

you just went & closed this door.

moths.

the door is closed, but the window's open.

i'll leave the light on.

i'll let the moths in.

i'll keep your secrets.

i'll keep your secrets & i'll watch them follow you home.

so keep on walking, just keep on walking.

& i won't beg.

i won't beg, but if you need me, just turn around.

if you need me, just turn around.

you sure do look like a movie star.

i loved a version of you that you're washing away.

i've been drowning myself, trying to cover the drain.

i've been drowning myself.

i loved a version of you.

if you wanted, you could meet me on the other side of the street.

no touch, no kissing, let's just talk it out.

let's just talk it out.

i'll meet you in the middle.

i will always be your friend.

i'll meet you in the middle, i will always be your friend.

might be missing you forever.

you're every song i sing.

you're every song i sing & every letter, every word that we don't speak.

hold us together.

hold us together, i will always be your friend.

the best.

it was a bad time.

it was a bad time, wouldn't go back.

i wouldn't go back.

memories of good times, they really last.

i know it's so low to hate you for leaving without me.

why leave so quickly?

why leave so quickly? do you miss me?

do you miss me?

did all of this past year mean anything?

maybe it's all in my mind.

swear if i saw you tonight, we could make peace with it.

we could make peace with it.

we could make peace with it, not have to sleep with it haunting me all of the time.

haunting me all of the time.

you're haunting me all of the time.

it's haunting me all of the time.

i'd take back the shit that i said when i was so pissed that you left.

i was so pissed that you left.

finally wish you the best.

i could finally wish you the best.

grew out your buzzcut, now my hair is short, nothing like it once was when i was yours.

i was yours.

i still remember that night you left.

you stood by the window waiting, like you were gonna say something.

you just walked away.

sometimes i wonder, were we ever even friends?

were we ever even friends?

sometimes i wonder if it really is the end.

i wanna watch you.

i wanna watch you while the words come out your mouth, that you don't miss me like i know you miss me now.

i know you miss me now.

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amy winehouse // back to black rp meme.

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rehab.

they tried to make me go to rehab.

when i come back, you'll know.

my daddy thinks i'm fine.

i ain't got the time.

i won't go.

i'd rather be at home.

there's nothing you can teach me.

why do you think you're here?

i'm gonna lose my baby.

i always keep a bottle near.

i just think you're depressed.

i don't ever wanna drink again.

i just need a friend.

i'm on the mend.

you know i'm no good.

meet you downstairs.

what did you do with him?

you tear men down.

i cheated myself like i knew i would.

i told you i was trouble.

you know that i'm no good.

i can't get joy.

you're not bitter.

i cried for you on the kitchen floor.

we're like how we were again.

who truly stuck the knife in first?

me & mr jones.

nobody stands between me & my man.

what kind of fuckery is this?

i thought i didn't love you when i did.

i didn't love you.

can't believe you played me out like that.

you ain't worth guest list.

you can't keep lying to yourself like this.

can't believe you played yourself out like this.

nowadays you don't mean dick to me.

i might let you make it up to me.

i could swear that we were through.

i still wonder bout the things you do.

just friends.

will we ever get the time to be just friends?

it's never safe for us.

it's always dangerous.

can we be alone?

i'm not ashamed of you.

i'm not ashamed of you, but the guilt will kill you.

the guilt will kill you.

the guilt will kill you if she don't first.

i'll never love you like her.

we need time.

we need to find the time to just do this shit together.

i wanna touch you.

i wanna touch you, but that just hurts.

back to black.

he left no time to regret.

he kept his dick wet with the same old safe bet.

you went back to what you knew.

you went back to what you knew, so far removed from all that we went through.

my odds are stacked.

i'll go back to black.

we only said goodbye with words.

i died a hundred times.

you go back to her & i go back to us.

i love you so much, it's not enough.

you go back to her & i go back to black.

love is a losing game.

for you, i was a flame.

love is a losing game.

love is a losing game, one i wished i never played.

what a mess we made.

love is a losing hand, more than i could stand.

love is a fate resigned.

memories mar my mind.

love is a fate resigned over futile odds & laughed at by the gods.

and now the final frame, love is a losing game.

tear dry on their own.

all i can ever be to you is the darkness that we knew.

once it was so right, when we were at our height.

i knew i hadn't met my match.

i don't know why i got so attached.

you don't owe nothing to me.

you don't owe nothing to me, but to walk away.

he walks away, the sun goes down.

he takes the day.

my tears dry on their own.

we could've never had it all. we had to hit a wall.

this is inevitable withdrawal.

even if i stop wanting you & perspective pushes through, i'll be some other next man's other woman soon.

i cannot play myself again.

i should just be my own best friend.

i should just be my own best friend, not fuck myself in the head with stupid men.

we are history.

your shadow covers me.

i wish i could say no regrets & no emotional debts.

as we kiss goodbye, the sun sets, so we are history.

wake up alone.

i'm staying busy.

where is he?

got so sick of crying.

at least i'm not drinking.

that silent sense of content that everyone gets just disappears soon as the sun sets.

he's fierce in my dreams.

he floods me with dread.

i wake up alone.

as far as my heart, i'd rather be restless.

second i stop, the sleep catches up & i'm breathless.

i'm breathless coz this ache in my chest.

the dark covers me & i cannot run now.

it's all i can do to reassure him.

some unholy war.

if my man was fighting some unholy war, i would be behind him.

it's you i'm fighting for.

he can't lose with me in tow.

i refuse to let him go.

who you writing for?

he still stands in spite of what his scars say.

i'll battle till this bitter finale.

who you dying for?

i would have died too.

he can only hold her.

he can only hold her for so long.

the lights are on but no one's home.

she's so vacant, her soul is taken.

what's she running from?

how can he have her heart when it got stole?

what's inside her never dies.

even if she's content in his warmth, she is plagued with urgency.

she's content in his warmth.

addicted.

don't wear my shit down.

id rather him leave you.

i can get mine & you get yours.

once is enough to make me attack.

i'm tighter than airport security teams.

i'm my own man.

when will you learn?

don't make no difference if i end up alone.

it's got me addicted: does more than any dick did.

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creeper // sanguivore II: mistress of death rp meme.

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a shadow stirs.

a rock 'n' roll nightmare is coming true.

a nightmare is coming true.

a dark cloud is creeping across the world.

rock music is a horny vampire & tonight it is feasting upon you.

a new force rises.

a new force rises through the mist, ready to hunt the hunter.

in a world of excess & violence, sometimes going all the way is just the start.

the battle between good & evil has begun.

may god have mercy on their souls.

mistress of death.

some nights the blood is warmer, some nights are cold as ice.

some nights, love can come back to life.

love can come back to life.

some nights, your heart's in bondage.

your heart's in bondage.

some nights, you're dreaming of me.

you're dreaming of me.

some nights, you'd die to stay alive.

rain down upon me.

rain down upon me, your sweet malevolence.

lay down upon me.

lay down upon me, the sharpest kiss of death.

some nights i'd run forever.

i'd run forever.

we're bound together.

the dark calls out your name.

some nights you're scared of me, some nights you feel the rush.

your skin sears at the touch.

blood magick (it's a ritual).

the time has come to give your life for love.

she wants to feel him in her soul.

'name' wants to witness death.

will you bleed for me?

swallow it, darling.

drink the blood.

'name' wants a violent love to disgrace the lord above.

'name' wants to live forever.

she wants to see the darkness come, to watch him come.

headstones.

spat out of heaven, now we are all hell bound.

we are all hell bound.

the church of your love is still burning itself to the ground.

you're a stake in my chest.

you're flaccid for life as i lust for your death.

let our bones turn to dust.

the temptations of evil have buried themselves in your flesh.

surrender your soul.

surrender your soul to the sins of the devil's caress.

offer yourself to him.

prey for the night.

been waiting for a girl like you.

she dominates & she takes complete control.

i dream about the way her skin felt.

she dreams of death & demands a human sacrifice.

i'm cast out of heaven.

i'm praying for a night with you.

your body's a temple.

some boys want to be consumed.

some just want to be abused.

some serve at the altar & her throne.

the moon eats the sun, the night swallows day.

an evil is hunting.

you are its prey.

an evil is hunting & you are its prey.

daydreaming in the dark.

you murder me gently.

i see your face in visions.

i see your face in visions, calling out her name to me.

can you corrupt a heart?

can you corrupt a heart, by daydreaming in the dark?

bow your filthy head now, pay your last respects.

transverse the space in between your world & the next.

parasite.

every pretty girl just wants a boy to slay.

the king of death will now be hunted by its queen.

baptised in unholy water, chastised in the devil's eyes.

so enchanted by her slaughter...

she will have her way with you tonight.

be my parasite, be mine.

be mine.

she had an evil in her eye.

she's turned on at the sight of the bloodstain.

shot down in the eyes of god.

razor wire.

i'm out hunting for a devil tonight.

i'm out hunting for a devil tonight to take me back to his place.

he'll submit to memory my secret name.

i want him to get down on his knees.

i want him to serve & not pray.

decapitation is a lifestyle, baby.

decapitation is a lifestyle, baby, come on & give me your head.

to crave my kiss implies sadistic desire to touch razorwire.

i'm staying out.

i'm sleeping with a devil tonight.

stay underneath me.

stay underneath me, i will reign down on top.

i see you get down on your knees.

i hear you beg me not to stop.

i'm a bed of nails.

just a pretty face in love with the fire's of death's embrace.

collect the heads of all the boys & put them on my wall.

the black house.

in the daylight, i drown in her.

were you ever to think you could welcome evil?

come nightfall, i wanna hold you.

i wanna nail you on the cross at your command.

withni the black house lies a secret.

the devil's got dark plans for you.

how would the neighbours know of a lust once shared from the depths below?

the crimson bride.

acid tears will fall to the depths below.

she will scorch the earth.

will she hear us mourning?

baby, can you hear them calling?

can you hear them calling?

how will you survive?

how will you survive the feast of flesh on your wedding night?

a love to stop the earth, a vow to consummate.

a spell to break the curse, a kiss to seal her fate.

pavor nocturnus.

i was in love.

i was in love with death herself.

death herself, she loved me back.

sex & drugs & heads that roll.

her touch, a tactical attack.

i committed sins i can't take back.

i know it's only rock 'n' roll.

i know it's only rock 'n' roll, but tonight it could take your life.

tonight, it could take your life.

death lays her kiss like snow, a pale ghost on my pillow.

deliver me one last elegy.

innocence lost in decadence.

the blood trails up & down the aisles.

i thought i saw you in a dream.

i thought i saw you pray to god.

black holes that made up her eyes were where her armageddon starts.

something inside of her had died.

the rapture flames could not ignite the cold wall between our hearts.

the final curtain falls.

our story is complete.

the final curtain falls, our story is complete.

our story is complete, further than forever, locked away inside a dream.

further than forever, locked away inside a dream.

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janie.

hold me.

i wanna die in this room.

i'm easy to hate, easy to blame.

come on, hurt me.

come on, hurt me. i'm wide open & deserving.

please don't leave me.

please don't leave me, i'll always need more.

i know she's your girl now, but she was my girl first.

she was my girl first.

i can see the end in the beginning of everything.

you don't want me.

i still play pretend like i won't watch you leaving.

i will always love you.

it's not looking good, but did it ever?

i will wait.

you'll keep changing, i will stay the same.

i know you love her.

i know you love her, but she was my sister first.

fuck me eyes.

she really gets around town.

she's gonna get what she wants.

her nails are heartbreak red.

she's a bad motherfucker.

all the boys wanna love her.

all the boys wanna love her when she bats her fuck me eyes.

they say she looks just like her momma before the drugs.

she really taught me well.

she's no good at raising children, but she's good at raising hell.

she's just along for the ride.

she's just tryna feel good right now.

they all wanna take her out but no one ever wants to take her home.

what ya do with all that mouth?

if you're not scared of jesus, fuck around and come find out.

fuck around and come find out.

when she leaves, they never see her wiping her fuck me eyes.

no one ever wants to take her home.

i'll never blame her.

i kinda hate her.

i'll never blame her, i kinda hate her.

i'll never be that kind of angel.

i'll never be kind enough to me.

i'll never blame her for trying to make it.

i'll never be the kind of angel he would see.

nettles.

we were in a race to grow up.

the doctors gave you till the end of the night, but not till daylight.

time passes slower in the flicker of the hospital light.

i pray the race is worth the fight.

i made a fool of myself.

it wasn't pretty like the movies.

it wasn't pretty like the movies, it was ugly like what they all did to me.

they did to me what i wouldn't do to anyone.

tell me all the time not to worry & think of all the time i'll have with you.

i won't wake up on my own.

held close all the time, knowing i'm half of you.

to love me is to suffer me.

you'll go fight a war, i'll go missing.

i warned you.

for me, it's not that hard.

i wanna bleed, i wanna hurt the way that boys do.

maybe you're right & we should stop watching the news.

i've never seen brown eyes look so blue.

think of us inside.

this was all for you.

gardenias on the tile, where it made no difference who held back from who.

dust bowl.

he's watching me.

all of alabama laid out in front of your eyes, but all you could see was me.

all you could see was me.

you were kind.

you were dying to tell me you'll wait if i have to make sure.

i can keep you.

i can keep you a moment.

grew up hard, fell off harder.

grew up hard, fell off harder, cooking our brains smoking that shit your daddy smoked.

you'd be a writer if he didn't leave all his hell for you.

if you could, you'd leave it all.

i knew it was love.

i knew it was love when i rode home crying thinking of you fucking other girls.

but when you said that you're in love, i never wondered if you're sure.

you said that you're in love.

pretty boy, consumed by death.

a knock at the door.

you're not scared.

everything i've loved, i've loved it straight to death.

i'm still scared.

no one should ever see their friend they've known since they were kids foam up and bite it on the floor.

you never need to call my name.

i love it all the same.

i know you by your knock on the door.

i know you by your footsteps on the floor.

tempest.

can you hear them?

you're too late.

i'll hurt myself if i want.

i don't care.

do you swing from your neck with the hope someone cares?

please, just go easy on me.

i am young and naïve, i don't know what i need.

i don't know what i need.

i can lead you to bed, but i can't make you sleep.

i've heard it before.

i've heard it before from someone who leaves.

i stil dream of violence.

don't ask me why i hate myself.

death, it takes too long.

don't ask me why i hate myself as i'm circling the drain.

waiting on my own, always on my own.

always on my own.

you come around here just to watch me writhe.

am i what you think about all late at night?

someone take me home.

i wanna go home.

take me out of the dark.

it's no good.

it's no good, i'm gonna regret this.

i'm gonna regret this forever.

waco, texas.

my honey's heart is blue.

he's running out of daylight.

my baby acts cool.

my baby acts cool, but they all know something ain't right.

something ain't right.

i keep the pictures hanging where the world can see 'em.

i hope we die today.

save me.

you were there, looking for me.

i was gone, turned my back for a moment and you had fallen apart.

you had fallen apart.

they've been promising the lights as we beg for our lives.

now the weight's too much.

i can't hold you anymore.

how much of a cruel year can you call my fault?

not even the memories are immortal.

i'm terrified on this side of a conversation we'll never come back from.

i'll never live it down.

goddamnit, i did it to myself.

i liked him coz his rule was 'do whatever you like'.

i tried, alright.

now i'll wear these scars for life.

i loved you when it hurt.

i loved you when it hurt inside to.

you know i'd do anything for you.

you know it's true.

i swore i'd be good to you.

i swore i'd be good to you, then sat & watched as you walked away from me.

you walked away from me.

you've changed, but did i ever know you?

did i ever know you? or did i hold you facing away from me?

do you hate me?

when this is over, maybe then we'll get some sleep.

i've been picking names for our children, you've been wondering how you're gonna feed them.

love is not enough.

love is not enough in this world.

but i still believe in nebraska dreaming.

i'd rather die than be anything but your girl.

i never meant to hurt you.

i never meant to hurt you, but somehow i knew i would.

will it be like this forever?

i'd reach into your body & fix you if i could.

will i feel like this forever?

are you angry? do you hate me?

darling, time may forgive me, but i won't.

to be known the way you should is to put yourself through hell.

i waited and tried till it killed me.

it killed me.

i can wait if i want, but it'll never be good enough.

it'll never be good enough like i want to believe it is.

it is you.

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conan gray // wishbone rp meme.

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actor.

nobody saw us.

nobody saw us leaving with bruises on our necks.

nobody wondered where you went all april.

my friends discovered when you left me in july.

i didn't cry, i kept the lie alive.

i kept the lie alive.

church bells won't stop ringing for an undead wedding day.

you've spent the summer drinking.

i spent the summer being erased.

you've spent the summer drinking, while i spent it being erased.

i tried to hide the feeling, but it just won't go away.

let's pretend nothing happened.

you're a much better actor than me.

i barely even fucking know him.

you're saving face, but you take it out on your nose.

if you ever cared, well, i wouldn't know.

blame it on a bad manic episode.

there's a side of you that she'll never know.

tell all your friends that she's the one.

you can say it's love.

you've spent your whole life drinking, oh, drinking me away.

i tried to hide the feeling, but i just can't lie that way.

you pretend nothing happened.

this song.

you know that i love you.

i have a feeling that you love me back.

your eyes are like heaven.

11:11s, they all hear your name.

i'm too shy to tell you the words on my mind.

i hope you can see if you read through these lines.

i wrote this song about you.

something i wish you knew.

something i've tried to say, but now i'll say it straight.

the smell of your perfume is all over me.

is it dumb believing you might love me too?

vodka cranberry.

you say we're fine.

you say we're fine, but your brown eyes are green this time, so you've been crying.

you've been crying.

so strange to be back at your place pretending like nothing has changed.

speak up, i know you hate me.

i know you hate me.

looked at your picture & cried like a baby.

speak up, don't leave me waiting.

don't leave me waiting.

got way too drunk off a vodka cranberry.

called you up in the middle of the night wailing like an imbecile.

if you won't end things, then i will.

now i look dumb & you look mean.

i notice everything you do.

everybody knows you don't love me the same.

so cruel to be lying to my face.

i know what you're too scared to say.

don't make me do this to you.

don't make me do this, but i will.

romeo.

i was out waiting for you but now you've gotta wait for me.

even on my worst days i was never treating you the selfish way that you treated me.

even in my worst pain, i was never dragging you around.

you'll carry my shame for free.

you don't wanna know all i did.

i drank your poison from your lips.

i took that blade into my ribs.

you took away my will to live.

i hope you know i'm never gonna want you back.

i'm never gonna want you back.

you put me in a grave of stone.

you put me in a grave of stone, but now it only makes me laugh.

spending my summer in love, then i went and got dumped.

i did it all, damn, for what?

you're no romeo.

never liked sitting around your egoist actor friends.

never liked kissing your mouth with cigarettes on your breath.

looking back i don't know why i got so up in arms about losing you by my side.

looking back i wish i listened to my friends who said i could get a much better guy.

i don't wanna know what you did with all the girls you swapped me with.

i guess i was just your experiment.

where art thou? i'm all alone now.

where art thou? i'm back in your hometown.

where art thou? fuck if i care now.

you've gotta figure out your shit with someone else.

i can't fix you.

my world.

i've given up on being anything.

we're just a summer fling.

i found approval as a remedy.

i got that from you.

it's my world & it's my life.

it's my girl & it's my guy, i'll kiss em if i might like.

i'll kiss em if i might like.

i don't have you in mind.

it's my time, i'll waste it how i might like.

there was a time when you were everything.

couldn't tell you who i was before.

when you shut the door & shut the world of me, how was i supposed to know who i should be if i was no longer yours?

how was i supposed to know who i should be if i was no longer yours?

i was no longer yours.

you say you're sorry for treating me like trash.

you got your revenge by being stuck with your life.

you can keep drinking and living a lie.

it won't affect my life, coz i don't care anymore.

class clown.

growing up didn't go how i'd liked.

it twists & turns like the limbs of a pine, trying to grow on earth that writhes.

half my friends barely know who i am.

there's none at fault.

it's a heavy topic.

everything comes back around.

i still feel like the class clown.

take your pick, be laughed at or laughed with.

i learned early on either way, it's a shit stick.

my father was barrelling fists.

while my father was barrelling fists, i was laughing all the way through it.

now the blondies are clutching their ribs from my latest joke from my old bag of tricks.

there's this beautiful moment in it where i can sorta just vanish.

everything is over now.

everything is over now, i still feel like the class clown.

if i get older now, i'll let my younger version down.

if i stop laughing, all the blood will just start pouring out.

we joke a million jokes through the phone.

nothing funny about that home, but her & i, we already know.

nauseous.

you just wanna dance, it feels like our final act.

you're holding my hand, my mind sees a grizzly trap.

i know you.

everyone trusts you.

everyone trusts you, they love you out loud.

you won't hurt a fly, but we're flying up now & all that goes up, well, it's got to come down.

your love is a threat.

your love is a threat & i'm nauseous.

scares me to death, how i want it.

your love is a threat & i'm nauseous; scares me to death, how i want it.

not common sense, but i'm haunted.

i'm haunted by people who've left.

i'm haunted by people who've left me, so you scare me to death.

with people before, they left like a falling floor.

there as i soared, i vowed to be never more.

i vowed to be never more, too trusting and loving.

behind every kiss is a jaw that could bite.

maybe that's why i feel safe with bad guys.

that's why i feel safe with bad guys.

maybe that's why i feel safe with bad guys, because when they hurt me, i won't be surprised.

when they hurt me, i won't be surprised.

maybe i'm here waiting for someone to get through my years of trying to trust them.

maybe i'm here waiting for someone.

i know that it's in me to really love someone.

i know that it's in me to really love someone, but that's not a thing i learned from my loved ones.

caramel.

in that moment, you weren't all that kind.

promises spoken, all coming back as lies.

you with your soft sweet kiss is all i miss in the back of my mind.

did me wrong in the past & i know it was bad.

did me wrong in the past & i know it was bad, but you burn inside my memory so well.

you burn inside my memory so well.

you burn inside my memory so well, you caramel.

ignoring me so they won't find out.

you can act real cool coz it's over now but man, you cried when it all went down.

you can act real cool coz it's over now.

you cried when it all went down.

no one believed me.

no one believed me, you gaslighted feelings.

you gaslighted feelings till you had me thinking that i was the reason that i was fucking losing my mind

i was fucking losing my mind.

it was love at the worst, it was what we deserved.

the longer you burn, the sweeter that you smell.

sweet taste in my mouth, i can't get it out.

i want you back now.

i heard you're in town, i want you back now.

come over to my house, there's space on my couch.

connell.

i almost hurled when i saw your hand down the small of her back.

you were never outside with me, spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets.

spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets.

i know its dumb that i'd ever think that i'd meet your mom and dad.

kissing your ghost was my own damn fucking fault.

deep in my bones i know pain is what i earned.

you remind me of how good it feels to hurt.

you remind me of how little i deserve.

i knew we weren't meant to be.

i'm not your type, but you're trying things.

that's everything i need to break apart my own heart again.

validate the worst thoughts inside my head, that i'm not worth shit & i'm better dead.

i'm not worth shit.

who's the victim in the end?

you remind me of my father slurring words.

sunset tower.

heard your in the city, i felt like total shit.

it's horrible getting all your news through a friend.

been tryna hide that i'm still here stuck in your hell.

i'm still here stuck in your hell.

if you're out here doing well, don't tell me.

spare me all the stories of how you're moving on.

i'm lying to myself when i say that's what i want.

part of me just wanted some proof it's hurting you in the way it's hurting me too.

you've got a messed up head & you need some space.

go get some help.

if you're working on yourself don't tell me.

i wish you the best but hope that you die inside.

if there is someone new that you're out here fucking, don't tell me.

it's easier to never know.

it's easier to never know than face it that you're letting go.

sometimes there's just so much to say.

i've still got a little hope that you might want me back one day.

i've still got a little hope that you might want me back one day & i can be the one to walk away.

eleven eleven.

if i blink, you'll be missed.

in my mind you & i still exist. it's a thought that is dangerous.

i'll wait forever, i won't look for better.

i'll wait forever.

i'll find sighs for you & i.

as much as i act like i want to forget it, i still wish for you at 11:11

i still wish for you.

heard you're seeing some girl in new york, so what am i reading horoscopes for?

maybe you're superstitious like me.

i'll wait for nothing, pretending we're something.

my mind lies for you & i.

why don't you come back?

i just can't accept that it's too late to save us.

care.

now all that i want is just to move on.

life's so much better now that we don't speak.

we felt like strangers.

there will always be parts of me that are yours.

i don't cry coz it's over.

i just don't feel like i could love again.

i told myself that i'm over you, but i care.

my fault for making believe, mistook who you are for who you could be.

pretend to hate you instead.

i won't miss being your lover.

though i won't miss being your lover, i'm still losing a friend.

i'm not trying to say that i want you back.

i'm not trying to say that i want you back, but it's nice to linger in the past.

it's nice to linger in the past.

it's good to know that you're not attached, but why does it trigger me so bad to see you with somebody who is not me & you're happy.

[lucifersresources]

kpop demon hunters lyrics rp meme. edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

so sweet, so easy on the eyes, but hideous on the inside.

you can't hide.

i finally opened my eyes, it's time to kick you straight back.

i see your real face.

i see your real face, it's ugly as sin.

it's ugly as sin.

time to put you in your place.

you're rotten within.

i don't think you're ready.

you're the master of illusion.

they'll turn on you soon.

how can you sleep or live with yourself?

you're a broken soul.

you came at a bad time.

you just crossed the line.

i'll show you wild.

bleeding isn't in my blood.

i was born for this.

i'm gonna show you how it's done.

i don't talk, but i bite, full of venom.

don't want you, need you.

i need you to fill me up.

you could be everything that i need.

every sip makes me want more.

want another bite.

i need you to need me.

i waited so long for a taste.

i was a ghost, i was alone.

i didn't know how to believe.

i lived two lives, tried to play both sides.

i couldn't find my own place.

called a problem child, coz i got too wild.

i'm done hiding.

i'm done hiding, now i'm shining.

we came so far.

it's our moment.

you know together, we're glowing.

we're gonna be golden.

our time, no fears, no lies, that's who we're born to be.

that's who we're born to be.

i waited so long to break these walls down.

i waited so long to wake up & feel like me.

no more hiding, i'll be shining like i'm born to be.

i'm feeling all your attention on me.

no reason to be so shy with me.

you'll never wanna leave.

play me on repeat in your head.

i can be your sanctuary.

i'm the only one right now.

i will love you more when it all burns down.

you gave me your heart, now i'm here for your soul.

i'm the only one who'll love your sins.

gimme your desire.

i can be the star you rely on.

don't you know i'm here to save you?

thank you for the pain.

don't let it show, keep it all inside.

the pain & the shame, keep it outta sight.

your obsession feeds our connection.

too late, coz you're mine now.

you're mine now.

you're mine.

i will make you free when you're all part of me.

i tried to hide but something broke.

i was suffocating.

here with you, i can finally breathe.

you say you're no good, but you're good for me.

i've been hoping to change.

i know we can change.

i know we can change, but i won't if you're not by my side.

why does it feel right every time i let you in?

why does it feel like i can tell you anything?

why does it feel like i can tell you anything, all the secrets that keep me in chains and all that might make me dangerous?

that might make me dangerous.

you got a dark side.

you got a dark side, guess you're not the only one.

what if we both tried fighting what we're running from?

we can't fix it if we never face it.

what if we find a way to escape it?

we could be free.

let the past be the past till it's weightless.

hope only hurts, so i just forget it.

you're breaking through all the dark in me.

you're breaking through all the dark in me when i thought that nobody could.

you're waking up all these parts of me that i thought were buried for good.

between imposter & this monster, i've been lost inside my head.

i've been lost inside my head.

it's just easy when i'm with you.

no one sees me the way you do.

i don't trust it, but i want to.

what if we heal what's broken?

nothing but the truth now.

nothing but the proof of what i am: the worst of what i came from.

i tried to fix it, i tried to fight it.

my lies all collided.

i don't know why i didn't trust you to be on my side.

i broke into a million pieces.

i broke into a million pieces & i can't go back.

i broke into a million pieces & i can't go back, but now i'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass.

i'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass.

the scars are part of me.

the scars are part of me, darkness & harmony.

my voice without the lies.

my voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like.

why did i cover up the colours stuck inside my head? i should've let the jagged edges meet the light inside.

show me what's underneath.

show me what's underneath, i'll find your harmony.

the song we couldn't write, this is what it sounds like.

we're shattering the silence, we're rising, defiant.

you're not alone.

none of us are out here on our own.

we listened to the demons, we let them get between us, but none of us are out here on our own.

we're not heroes, we're still survivors.

dive in the fire & i'll be right here by your side.

fearless & undefined, this is what it sounds like.

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stupid shit said in discord servers part five meme. ft special guests from my dnd party!

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am I stale cheese

relating to him kinda makes you a partial bottom at least

i've accepted my partial bottom status, i've grown

while i love you all, my nipples are for imagination only

im a grown up. i can make my own bad decisions

AITA for being so dyslexic that my dad tried kill me?

land lighthouse (help??)

dick rocks or not

i have been colonised

when ur domsona is miss trunchbull,,, weird vibes tbh

the ghosts need their peace too

i've never known someone to get so passionate about a chocolate bar

my short body is stout and full of chivalrous strength like a hobbit

dONT MAKE ME EMOTIONAL IM RRYING TO USE MT BRAIN

can voice to text understand you are not a hot beverage

it's ok, I can be a hot beverage

i feel like you just gave me an std

Omg *name* I have something you should look into further. Yeah it’s called a therapist

i graduated from therapy, i'm fine

it's icing... icing? .....rain with ice..... HAIL! HAILING! all of you shut the fuck up.

you're adopted and you get your period every two weeks

you enjoy pathetic men and say "wot red flag"

also you go "EW" when people say they love you

i don't know the anatomy of a seal

I don't think *name* is physically capable of being anyone's rival or frenemy, unless he's put under extreme duress

nah spread em go for it

also, if this is yet another psychosexual freak fight between you and *name*, I do not want to get involved

that's true, combining you two does yield one singular idiot, yes

yes, that's right, I'm running away from home to become a pilot

she has socially inconvenient rabies

if there's another god that can rival the dice gods it's the dyslexia gods

you’re already homophobic and bisexual pick a struggle

i’m not homophobic, I love you and you’re gay

it’s not gay if it’s teeth though

but i will say im a terribly programmed bot

my spine has been a bad girl and needs to be Whipped into shape

LEAVE THE AMISH OUT OF THIS

spongebob quack noise of realisation

wait, not you you twink

i am not accepting emotional terrorism today.

what you have is beyond friendship and bordering on domestic altercation but in a good way

look at that pillow princess, he can take it but hes not carrying that baby, thats way too much for his highness

oh no, my only weakness: affection

omg the two of you being dramatic…what a surprise (said no one ever)

I mean, what is a squirrel if not a vampire lunchable

i will nail you to the door rose used in the titanic and send you facing the water so you drown

technically i guess vampires could soak

I’m a faggot I can’t count

i don’t want to be an emoji

[lucifersresources]

yungblud // idols rp meme.

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hello heaven, hello.

are you out there?

are you with me?

do you still remember?

are you still scared of dying?

i don't know what's in my head, but i know what's in my chest.

i don't know if i can make it.

don't know if i can change it.

i wanna feel alive.

do you wanna feel alive?

that's the price you pay.

are you gonna die with the lies that they force inside your head?

are you gonna live?

are you gonna die?

one step into heaven, but first, you'll go to hell and back.

are you gonna die in the pain that they all inflict on you?

are you gonna swim through the storm of what you have to do?

there's a chance i won't see you tomorrow.

all the hopes & dreams i may have borrowed, just know, my friend, i leave them all to you.

idols pt. 1

looks like you made them believe.

whatever happened to you and me?

we're living like idols.

everyone knows i need you.

i can't breathe.

all of the lovers trap me.

living like idols, just you and me.

lovesick lullaby.

i'm not going through a break up, but it feels like that today.

let's keep it professional.

i got things on my mind that my mind don't like.

i wanna feel good.

i wanna feel good emotions.

i always pick the wrong people.

they make me feel like i'm sick in the head.

i know that i'm wrong.

zombie.

if i was to talk about the words, they would hurt.

if you were to ask about the pain, i would lie.

to fix my mind, i need time.

i need time, but it's running out.

i know that i can't live without you.

would you even want me looking like a zombie?

would you even want me?

it wouldn't last.

the world is just a figment of the fools.

they don't care.

you're almost there.

i don't know what i'll turn out to be.

you'll love every moment, believe me.

the greatest parade.

you can dance on my coffin while i sleep.

you can tell me you love me.

all i do is believe you.

i need your praise.

i won't let you down.

i think i've forgotten who i am.

can you remind me?

what's a life without meaning, if there's a meaning at all?

are we just common believers in the fall?

i know there's no tomorrow.

change.

won't you ever stay the same?

i almost forgot that i need you.

won't you heal me?

i need you with wild faced desire.

i'm already shut in a shattered state.

i wish you'd stayed in my life.

i'll never forget that i need you.

you're tired of me.

i follow your sound.

monday murder.

you'll shine with effervescent light.

just take your time.

just another day to die.

we'll fight for a peaceful life.

watch the world go by.

ghosts.

i'd swim a thousand miles just to hear you say the words that never come.

say the words that never come when you need them most.

is it your mother's tongue? or your father's ghosts?

remember sticks and stones and how they broke your bones.

pain is how you learn.

pain is how you learn: you learned a lot.

you begged them all to stop, until you rose up again.

you rose up again.

you tried your best.

you tried your best to surrender.

what a beautiful scene.

wanna stay here forever.

you're my gateway to heaven.

can't bare to watch another generation stall to the hands of greed that will take it all.

we'll be ghosts by tomorrow.

you'll rise up again and you'll fight against the surrender.

don't wait.

fire.

we could run the world.

who knows tomorrow what will be?

violence is a choice.

what do you feel, when you feel like you're breaking alive?

you got nowhere left to hide.

i've been running for most of my life.

i'll find you by my side.

war.

everybody loves the way you are.

everybody loves the way you are, but you don't let them look inside you.

you don't let them look inside you.

i wish i could have been a better scar for you.

every time i try to speak is another wasted breath without you.

i wanna be a fake, i wanna be a liar.

i wanna be the one to let you down.

i thought we were the same.

did you see the beauty in the fall?

does it make you happy when i break down?

we start a revolution.

i'll always let you down.

idols pt. 2

do they know the truth?

you can't help yourself.

only you will know what it's like to be alone.

you can't go back to the start.

idols of your own creation, that's where your imagination starts.

all your dreams are shut in the dark.

you drew yourself a set of prison bars.

you drew yourself a set of prison bars on your painted scars.

they'll see you the way that you are.

supermoon.

you are a self-fulfilling prophecy.

you are a product of your own temptation.

all you are is a self-inflicting odyssey.

tell me what inspires you lately.

maybe i'll remember you.

maybe i'll remember you vaguely.

they won't ask if you're feeling strong enough.

they don't know what it is that they love.

they don't know what it is that they love any more than you do.

so alive when you're dead.

ready, where you wanna go?

[lucifersresources]

conan gray // superache rp meme.

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movies.

i want a love like the movies.

i look at you like you're perfect.

all of our friends think of us jealously.

still can't believe that this isn't a dream.

i'm falling in love with a damn fantasy.

in my head, we kiss under the stars.

we know that's not what we're doing.

baby, this ain't like the movies.

we're holding hands, but it's all just for show.

they don't know, they can't know.

you say it's over, but why does she call you at 3am and 4am?

that's a funny way of staying friends.

in my head, we never grow apart.

in my head, you never break my heart.

we love all the love that we had.

i can't pretend.

i can't pretend it'll ever come back.

i think you're seeing right through me.

people watching.

i like her coz she's so much smarter than me.

i'm happy for them.

i wanna feel all that love and emotion.

i wanna feel all that love and emotion, be that attached to the person i'm holding.

someday i'll be falling without caution.

for now, i'm only people watching.

someday i'll be falling without caution, but for now i'm only people watching.

i'm only looking just to live through you vicariously.

i've never really been in love, not seriously.

i've never really been in love.

i hope i use some common sense.

i cut people out like tags on my clothing.

i end up all alone, but i still keep hoping.

i still keep hoping i won't be scared to let someone know me.

disaster.

the potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long.

this could be a disaster.

what if you freak out?

we're losing it all at the critical chapter.

you call me a liar and now i'm falling faster.

is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night?

if i'm reading it wrong then it'd be better off it i died.

you're not mine for taking.

maybe i just made it up, messed it up.

best friend.

i'm glad you've finally gotten over them.

i swear that bitch was such a narcissist.

everybody knows i love you so, so, so, so much.

that's my fucking best friend.

that's my fucking best friend, that's my fucking lifeline, that's my ride or die.

made a promise that i'm gonna marry you if we're both still single by like thirty-two.

i hate like, everyone, except for you.

you're just as psycho as me, just as sick inside the head.

astronomy.

we were the same, with runaway fathers and mothers who drank.

a tale as old as time, young love don't last for life.

now i know it's time to go.

it seems like you own my heart.

as much as it seems like you own my heart, it's astronomy, we're two worlds apart.

we're two worlds apart.

i wish i'd stayed with you.

i thought if i wandered, i'd fall back in love.

you said distance brings fondness, but guess not with us.

the only mistake that we didn't make was run.

now look what we've done.

stop trying to keep us alive.

you're pointing at stars in the sky that already died.

you can't force the stars to align.

yours.

i'm somebody you call when you're alone.

i'm somebody you use, but never own.

i'm somebody you touch, but never hold.

you're somebody i'll never really know.

i know i'm not the one you really love.

i could give you all you want.

i could give you all you want, the stars and the sun, but still, i'm not enough.

all i really wanted was that look in your eyes, like you already know that i'm the love of your life.

you already know you're never saying goodbye.

you're never saying goodbye.

i'm not yours.

i want more, but i'm not yours.

i can't change your mind, but you're still mine.

you're still mine.

tell me that it's time for me to go.

you know i can't do it on my own.

the only thing that's harder than sleeping alone, is sleeping with your ghost.

i should've known that it was dumb love.

can't believe i chose you.

can't believe i chose you over all my best friends.

what the fuck did i do in the end, just to not be yours?

jigsaw.

if changing my clothes would make you like me more, if changing my hair would make you care, then i'd grab the kitchen scissors & cut myself to slivers for you.

if being more polite would keep you satisfied, if being less insane would make you stay, then i'd be more like my sister.

i've changed every part of me.

i've changed every part of me until the puzzle pieces aren't me.

i look in the mirror, now i'm just a jigsaw.

you take every part of me, all of the things you need, then the rest you discard.

all i did just to make you happy, still you don't even fucking love me.

you don't even fucking love me.

killing parts of myself to fit you, clear as shit i was not the issue.

clear as shit i was not the issue.

if i made you like me, would i even like myself?

pointing out all my flaws doesn't help.

why don't you love me?

family line.

my father never talked a lot.

his anger took a hold of him.

my mother never cried a lot.

she took the punches, but she never fought.

i'm leaving.

they're just the ones who gave me life.

but i truly am my parent's child.

i'm so good at telling lies.

i'm so good at telling lies, that came from my mother's side.

i'm so good at telling lies, told a million to survive.

god, i have my father's eyes.

my sister's when i cry.

i can run, but i can't hide from my family line.

i can run, but i can't hide.

the holidays will always hurt.

i wonder what i did to deserve this.

how could you hurt a little kid?

i can't forget, i can't forgive.

now i'm scared that everyone i love will leave me.

all that you did, i try to undo it.

all of my pain and all your excuses.

i was a kid, but i wasn't clueless.

someone who loves you wouldn't do this.

all of my past, i tried to erase it.

but now i see, would i even change it?

might share a face and share a last name but we are not the same.

we are not the same.

summer child.

you see all the flowers in the weeds.

your father was awfully mean.

there's darkness behind those eyes.

there's darkness behind those eyes, even when you smile.

you don't have to act like all you feel is mild.

aren't you way too busy taking care of everybody to take care of yourself?

footnote.

i told you i liked you.

it's so clear i'm in love with you.

you like someone else.

if i waited, could that maybe help?

you told me that patience won't help change how you felt for me.

patience won't help change how you felt for me.

i'll stop being pretentious.

i'll stop loathing our friendship.

you taught me a lesson, that love isn't precious.

i'll just take a footnote in your life.

they think we're a couple.

i'd be embarrassed if i wasn't so pleased.

everyone else see what you never see.

we're perfect together, but i'll never be the one.

please don't forget me.

memories.

it's been a couple months, that's just about enough time for me to stop crying when i look at all the pictures.

now i kinda smile, i haven't felt that in a while.

you just wanna talk, and i can't turn away a wet dog.

please don't ruin this for me.

please don't make it harder than it already is.

i'm trying to get over this.

i wish that you could stay in my memories.

you show up today just to ruin things.

i wanna put you in the past.

i'm traumatised.

i wanna put you in the past, coz i'm traumatised.

i wanna put you in the past, coz i'm traumatised, but you're not letting me do that.

you're too busy playing the victim to be listening to me when i say, i wish that you would stay in my memories.

it's hard to find an end to something that you keep beginning over and over again.

i promise that the ending always stays the same.

there's no good reason in make believing that we could ever exist again.

i can't be your friend.

i can't be your lover.

i can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love with somebody other than me.

can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love.

i guess i'll let you stay.

i guess i'll let you stay for as long as it takes to grab your books and your coat.

it makes me feel like dying.

i was barely just surviving.

the exit.

it's crazy how fast you tilted the world that we were busy building.

feels like we had matching wounds.

feels like we had matching wounds but mine's still black & bruised and yours is perfectly fine.

feels like we buried alive something that never died.

it hurt when i found out.

you love her, it's over.

you already found someone to miss.

you already found someone to miss, while i'm standing at the exit.

i can't hate you.

i can't hate you for getting everything we wanted.

i just thought that i would be a part of it.

i was moving into your apartment when you met someone.

impossible to understand how you're not coming back.

i can't say it out loud.

overdrive.

said i'm not catching feelings.

said i'm not catching feelings, i guess i lied.

i can't think of a reason we should take our time.

all or nothing, let's just trust the night.

i don't wanna see no red light.

you're right next to me, feel the heat going overdrive.

i know you're a stranger, but i'm liking the danger.

i'm liking the danger.

don't give a fuck about labels.

telepath.

already know how this ends.

you say we're breaking up, what a shame.

don't even wanna stay friends.

it's just so you, you're just so predictable.

won't you try something original?

old news, reused, that's why i don't cry.

i got a feeling you're coming back just like you have in the past.

you'll be sending me trash you should have left in the drafts.

you'll see me moving on & hate that i'm gone.

call me a telepath.

there you are at my door, drunk and asking me for a kiss.

yesterday, you said that you hated my guts.

yesterday, you said that you hated my guts, now you're back in love?

now you're back in love?

i bet you'll return in perfect timing and i won't stop you from trying.

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RØRY // restoration rp meme. edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

if pain could talk, what would it say.

why aren't you listening to me?

i got a story.

the tremor in your bones? that's me.

won't be very good if you ignore me.

i tried whispering, but you ain't fucking listening.

you didn't give me a choice.

you should've heard me out.

i'm screaming, but for some reason you still don't believe it.

you can't drink me or drug me or fuck me away.

i ain't ever fucking leaving.

i'm here to stay.

i'm not going anywhere.

i'm not going anywhere until you look me in the face.

when you find someone to love, i won't let you trust it.

build a life you love: watch me destruct it.

together forever baby, that's you and i.

sorry, i just had to get your attention.

if you'll have me, i'll be your greatest protection.

this is the start of your story.

in the bible.

you didn't see me coming, did you?

i hit rock bottom.

my demons, can't stop 'em alone.

i learned my lessons.

turned my curse to my blessings.

i ain't lived a righteous life.

just an addict on their knees with their face towards the light.

everything you lost will be restored.

everything you lost is still yours.

when the light is gone & you're barely holding on, everything you lost will be restored.

i was drinking everyday to numb the depression.

i don't need to be told that i could live forever, i just needed a little bit of hope.

i just needed a little bit of hope.

i don't need to be told that i could live forever.

i just needed a little bit of hope, you know, that maybe things could get better one day.

things could get better one day.

i know that hell's real, i lived there for twenty years.

i know that heaven's real too, it's right here.

i know that hell's real, i lived there for twenty years; i know that heaven's real too, it's right here.

not broken, not hopeless.

you're meant for something more.

you will be restored.

WOLVES.

you told me i would forget you.

if you could see my now...

there's a bullet in my chest in the space you left.

hope you don't hold it against me.

hope you don't hold it against me, these things that i've done.

time is coming, can't outrun it.

all the things i never said, the things that i can't forget.

gonna bring you back to life.

take my soul, take my bones.

i hope you know i'd throw myself to the wolves.

i'd fight god if i could.

i'd get high, wreck my life, for a second of your time.

i hope you know i'd throw myself to the wolves to bring you home.

i'm in an ocean of anger & that's how i'll drown.

missing you is the anchor that's dragging me down.

now i'm screaming, begging jesus in my head, take me instead.

hold on.

i'll use you as a warning sign.

i miss you more than i thought i would.

not got the strength to hold on.

all i got is this wasted potential.

i'm sorry, i'm leaving.

you don't know me, but i swear i know you.

all of the things that you've been through, well i've been through them too.

i know every battle that you fought and lost in your head.

i've seen you become someone else.

you got a future with things that you do.

you gotta promise me you'll never give up.

you ain't fighting for you, you're fighting for us.

i broke the heart of somebody who was just trying to love me.

she was screaming, i was leaving, so detached from my feelings.

i've been lied to by everyone, but i can't be by you.

there's a family pattern, a reason it happened.

you were only a kid when they did what they did.

you weren't protected.

it made you feel like you don't matter.

it made you feel like you don't matter, but it ain't true.

re-enacting patterns of attachment, ain't your fault that it happened.

ain't your fault that it happened.

you gotta promise me you'll hold on.

BLOSSOM.

you buried me alive, you left me there to die.

you buried me alive, you left me there to die, now you're gonna watch me breaking through the dirt.

a death becomes a birth.

you're gonna watch me blossom.

there are dark places here.

do not be afraid, for salvation is near.

you took everyone i ever loved.

you took everything i needed.

it was you that had me by the throat, i was barely breathing.

you thought that i was gonna choke.

i'm still here.

i'm six feet down and screaming.

i will feed, i will wait.

bury me & i'll bloom.

i'll tower over your lives.

bury me & watch me bloom.

sherlock holmes.

is it trauma, did childhood play a part?

is this just who you are?

maybe i'd find the answers.

i've been through the evidence, but i can't make sense of this.

i can't make sense of this.

i need to know how you don't miss me.

i'm sherlock holmes & you're the greatest fucking mystery.

you were threatening violence when i heard from you.

this deafening silence is my only clue.

you will see me fighting but you won't call it brave.

you'll call me the problem child so you can walk away.

i know you were broken & that's why you broke me.

we repeat the patterns that we're just too blind to see.

i won't have kids, won't pass it on.

this rage won't live after i'm gone.

i'll fight myself at every turn, i'll build a stake let myself burn.

one drink away.

i'm happy & sober.

but what if i told you i'm only one drink away from 2am mistakes.

thank god i changed.

i got somebody waiting on me.

i got somebody waiting on me & i haven't ruined it yet.

i've been going to meetings, i've been keeping it clean.

i've been waking up scared i got high, but it was only a dream.

i thought it was over.

people change.

i walk with my head held high now & i call that grace.

who knew a wreck like me could be saved?

MORALITY $UICIDE.

i think that maybe there's a problem on this planet.

when did war become our universal language?

there's profit in disaster.

you took your faith & you burned it alive.

who cares who lives when you've already died?

they're up in arms when someone's son becomes their daughter.

i'm tired of this torture.

i'm tired of the lies.

this ain't democracy.

this ain't democracy, this is hypocrisy, this is atrocity.

SORRY I'M LATE.

let me tell you a story.

they tell you it's over, they write you off as if you're nothing.

you know you're something.

i know it's hard not to feel bitter.

i know it's hard not to feel bitter that it took you longer.

but all of the shit you've been through only made you stronger.

it made you stronger.

sorry i'm late.

sorry i'm late, i fucked my life.

been busy trying to stay alive.

sorry i'm late, just fucked some guy.

did i let my whole life pass me by, or am i right on fucking time?

am i right on fucking time?

i'll make you a promise.

when you think it's over & you think you lost it, it's still right here if you want it.

are you ready?

are you ready to stop waiting for someone to change it?

are you ready to stop waiting for someone to change it, to come back for your life & be the one that saves it: you're the one that saves it.

you're the one that saves it.

the atheist.

you turned an atheist into a prayer.

you turned a patriot into a traitor.

you turned the person that love you the most into a goodbye on a handwritten note.

i can't wait for you.

this is me letting you go.

this is me letting you go, rip you out of my bones.

leaving you out in the cold with everything that you broke.

you turned a family home into a crater.

you turned your own flesh & blood to a stranger.

the words that i wish you spoke turn into glass in the back of my throat.

i can't pray for you.

this is me letting you go, tear you out of my soul.

i woke up with this voice inside my head & it said 'everything you lost will be restored'.

was it a delusion?

i clung onto it as if it was truth, like some kind of life raft.

things started changing.

so much joy came back into my life.

i don't know whether it was some kind of prophecy, or some kind of delusion that became truth simply because i believed it.

maybe that's what faith is.

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made it out alive.

something isn't right.

something isn't working.

half my fucking life caught somewhere in-between.

is it so much to ask to be offered some protection?

is it so much to ask to be let go by the past?

i want to feel some acceptance.

i want to find somewhere to belong and something to belong to.

still chasing forgiveness for anything i did when i was somewhere in-between.

no longer bulletproof.

the memories are yours.

survival adds up to something: independent, undefeated.

when it feels like the work was for nothing & you're wrecked and in retreat, survival adds up to something.

how reassuring- it could have gone worse.

grateful that you got this far & proud that you behaved no worse.

giving up on hope for a better past.

remember that you got this far.

now i'm old enough to see there's a million different people you will be before you're me.

i did my best.

i know i'm not everything that you had hoped & imagined that i would be, but i did my best.

we need to find some common ground.

between you & me, both of us want peace, ceasefire.

15 year old me, he judges my decisions, he scorns what i've become & the hatred that consumes me starts & ends with him.

i'm a machine & i was built to last.

come on now, let's fix this mess.

we can get better, coz we're not dead yet.

i can't leave you behind, you're always on my mind.

come on now, let's make peace between you & me.

try and get better & don't ever accept less.

draw a line underneath all of this unhappiness.

we're not dead yet.

so what if i called?

when i look back, i can see i was wrong.

what if you're lonely & you know i am too?

at your best, you were magic.

what if i said i'm tryin' to save your love from dyin'.

i watched it begin again.

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you and i will always be unfinished business.

i tried to love you into loving me... that's not how love works.

loving you was a sacrifice. i gave you the power to destroy me, and that's exactly what you did.

i gave you the power to destroy me, and that's exactly what you did.

you will always have a special place in my heart, and that terrifies me.

i won't ever forget you, and maybe that is the only forever the two of us were meant to have.

i'm sorry i had nothing to say that night.

i was so interested to see how you'd break my heart.

you planted flowers inside of me... foolish of me to think you'd water them.

it's pathetic, really, how much i still hope it's you and me in the end.

you said you'd be here.

hell exists... it's 3am, here, without you.

i'm scared that loving you is the only thing i got right, and it still wasn't enough.

i regret the end, the way we couldn't leave one another without wounds.

we made it seem as if all the love we shared was wasted time.

i will always remember the way you folded me at my corners, like there was a part of me you wanted to come back to.

you made me feel, and i don't like it. stop it.

i wish the best for you, i just wish that i was the best for you.

maybe in another lifetime, we get it right.

you had my heart before i could say no.

loving you is the most exquisite form of self destruction.

fuck you for giving up on me.

the worst pain is being hurt by the same person you explained your pain to.

you fucking broke me, and i'm still the one apologising.

i broke my own heart loving you.

now you're just a stranger with all my secrets.

sometimes the beginning is the same as the ending.

what if no one makes me feel the way that you do?

you made it look so damned easy to walk away from me.

you were the hardest lesson i ever had to learn.

you didn't say goodbye, and part of me keeps believing that means you're coming back.

i would've left the entire world behind for you.

you leave teeth marks on everything you love.

all of your devotion turns violent.

you let me go, but you left claw marks.

i don't think i'll ever know how to love someone without swallowing them whole.

love is supposed to turn you soft... i think it only ever turns me brutal.

we wanted each other in the way of flesh wanting to knit itself together over a wound.

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the end.

come one, come all, to this tragic affair.

what's in is despair.

you might wake up and notice you're someone you're not.

if you look in the mirror & don't like what you see, you can find out first hand what it's like to be me.

find out first hand what it's like to be me.

kiss this goodbye.

i'd encourage your smiles, i'll expect you won't cry.

you won't cry.

here's my resignation, i'll serve it in drag.

you've got front row seats.

you've got front row seats to the penitence ball.

when i grow up i want to be nothing at all.

i want to be nothing at all.

save me.

get me the hell out of here.

too young to die.

if you can hear me, just walk away.

dead.

did you get what you deserve?

did you get what you deserve? the ending of your life.

if you get to heaven i'll be here waiting.

your heart can't take this.

have you heard the news that you're dead?

no one ever had much nice to say.

they never liked you anyway.

wouldn't it be great if we were dead?

you never fell in love.

is that the most the both of you can give?

it life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?

why am i dead?

this is how i disappear.

drain all the blood and give the kids a show.

there's things that i have done you never should ever know.

without you is how i disappear.

without you is how i disappear and live my life alone, forever now.

let me if it's so, that all the good girls go to heaven.

can you hear me cry out to you?

words i thought i'd choke on, figure out.

i'm really not so with you anymore.

i'm just a ghost.

i can't hurt you anymore.

i'm just a ghost, so i can't hurt you anymore.

you wanna see how far down i can sink?

let me go.

i'm so far away from you.

the sharpest lives.

it rains & it pours when you're out on your own.

i've spent the night dancing, i'm drunk i suppose.

if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to leave.

you're in time for the show.

you're the one that i need.

i'm the one that you loathe.

you're the one that i need, i'm the one that you loathe.

you can watch me corrode like a beast in repose.

i love all the poison.

i've really been on a bender and it shows.

blow me a kiss.

give me a shot to remember.

you can take all the pain away from me.

your kiss, and i will surrender.

the sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead.

a light to burn all the empires.

the sun is ashamed to rise.

the sun is ashamed to rise and be in love with all of these vampires.

you can leave like the sane abandoned me.

there's a place in the dark where the animals go.

you can take off your skin.

juliet loves the beat & the lust it commands.

drop the dagger.

drop the dagger & lather the blood on your hands.

welcome to the black parade.

would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?

will you defeat them, your demons?

one day i'll leave you.

one day, i'll leave you, a phantom.

sometimes i get the feeling she's watching over me.

i feel like i should go.

when you're gone, we want you all to know, we'll carry on.

we'll carry on.

your memory will carry on.

in my heart, i can't contain it.

the anthem won't explain it.

your misery & hate will kill us all.

paint it black & take it back.

let's shout it loud & clear.

defiant to the end.

we hear the call to carry on.

though you're broken & defeated, your weary widow marches on.

on & on we carry through the fear.

take a look at me, coz i could not care at all.

do or die, you'll never make me.

the world will never take my heart.

go & try, you'll never break me.

we wanna play this part.

i won't explain or say i'm sorry.

i'm unashamed.

i'm unashamed, i'm gonna show my scar.

give a cheer for all the broken.

it's who we are.

just a man, i'm not a hero.

i'm not a hero.

i don't love you.

don't ever think i'll make you try to stay.

when you go, don't ever think i'll make you try to stay.

maybe when you get back i'll be off to find another way.

i'll be off to find another way.

you're still a good-for-nothing.

get out.

better get out while you can.

when you go and would you even turn to say 'i don't love you like i did yesterday'?

i don't love you like i did yesterday.

sometimes i cry so hard from pleading.

so sick & tired of all the needless beating.

when they knock you down & out is where you oughta stay.

fix your eyes & get up.

house of wolves.

i know a thing about contrition.

i'll be granting your permission.

let the spirit come on through you.

we got innocence for days.

i think i'm gonna burn in hell.

say what i wanna say.

tell me i'm an angel.

take this to my grave.

tell me i'm a bad man, kick me like a stray.

ashes to ashes, we all fall down.

you better run like the devil.

you better run like the devil coz they're never gonna leave you alone.

they're never gonna leave you alone.

you better hide up in the alley.

they're never gonna find you a home.

as the blood runs down the walls, you see me creeping up these halls.

i've been a bad motherfucker.

mama.

we all go to hell.

i'm writing this letter & wishing you well.

we're all gonna die.

stop asking me questions.

i'd hate to see you cry.

when we go, don't blame us.

we'll let the fires just bathe us.

you made us oh so famous.

we'll never let you go.

when you go, don't return to me, my love.

we're all full of lies.

we're meant for the flies.

right now they're building a coffin your size.

i should've been a better son.

you ain't no son of mine for what you've done.

there's shit that i've done with this fuck of a gun, you would cry out your eyes all along.

we're damned after all.

through fortune & flame, we fall.

if you can stay then i'll show you the way.

return from the ashes.

raise your glass high, for tomorrow we die.

sleep.

it feels like-- as if somebody was gripping my throat.

walk away a saviour.

i'm undeserving of your sympathy.

there ain't no way that i'm sorry for what i did.

i'm sorry for what i did.

through it all, how could you cry for me?

i don't feel bad about it.

kiss me goodbye.

just sleep.

the hardest part is letting go of your dreams.

a drink for the horror that i'm in.

a drink for the monsters that i've been.

three cheers for tyranny.

there ain't no way that i'm coming back again.

sometimes i see flames.

sometimes i see the people that i love dying.

i can't ever wake up.

teenagers.

they're gonna clean up your looks.

make a citizen out of you.

they can watch.

the drugs never work.

they got methods of keeping you clean.

they're gonna rip up your heads.

another cog in the murder machine.

teenagers scare the living shit out of me.

darken your clothes.

maybe they'll leave you alone.

you're never gonna fit in much.

what you got under your shirt will make them pay for the things that they did.

make them pay for the things that they did.

disenchanted.

we watched our lives on the screen.

i hate the ending.

i hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene.

it started with an alright scene.

it was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing.

it was a lie.

it was a lie when they smiled & said 'you won't feel a thing'.

we ran from the cops.

we laughed so hard it would sting.

as we ran from the cops, we laughed so hard it would sting.

i'm so wrong.

if i'm so wrong, how can you listen all night long?

can you listen?

can you listen all night long?

how can you listen all night long?

will it matter after i'm gone?

you never learned.

you never learned a goddamn thing.

you're just a sad song.

you're just a sad song with nothing to say.

this never meant nothing to you.

you think that i'm wrong.

i spent my high school career spit on and shoved to agree.

bring out the old guillotine.

we'll show em what we all mean.

go, run away.

where did you run to?

where did you hide?

go find another way.

famous last words.

i know that i can't make you stay.

where's your heart?

there's nothing i can say.

there's nothing i can say to change that part.

is it hard understanding i'm incomplete?

i'm incomplete.

a life that's so demanding... i get so weak.

i get so weak.

a love that's so demanding... i can't speak.

i am not afraid.

i am not afraid to keep on living.

i am not afraid to walk this world alone.

honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven.

you'll be forgiven.

nothing you can say can stop me going home.

i'm out here on the other side.

i'm so weak.

a love that's so demanding... i get weak.

these bright lights have always blinded me.

i see you lying next to me.

i see you lying next to me with words i thought i'd never speak.

words i thought i'd never speak.

awake and unafraid.

asleep, or dead?

blood.

they encourage your complete cooperation.

they think you need to smile.

i can't control myself.

i'll be here.

i'll be here for a while.

give them blood.

give them all that they can drink.

it will never be enough.

they can fix me proper with a bit of luck.

they adore me so.

i'm such an awful fuck.

i'm the kind of human wreckage that you love.

it has never been enough.