well... iโm not completely gone. Iโm actually moving blogs. I have a few reasons for that; one of them being that i donโt really feel comfortable here anymore as this blog got really messy. i have many fics open to which i want to write a part two or making a series out of them, however i never get myself together to write them. this is why i decided to restart my blog and finish everything one by one.ย
to my networks, this is the final post of mine on this blog here and i dont think of applying for networks at this time again. right now, i just want to try to build my new blog all by myself and try to make progress by myself!ย
thank you for everything that i have achieved on here until now, thank you for the +400 followers i have reached ever since i created this blog. i guess, with the new year starting, i wanted to have a new start on tumblr as well.ย
you can find me on @softjaehyvn from today on.ย
tagging ; my networks ( @kafenetwork , @kdiarynet , @kconnet , @ultkpop ) and my moots to who i talk the most ( @riskyrenjunย , @hangsxng , @n8dlesoupguk , @hongism , @viopera (i will continue working on your fic in the near future when i finish my other wips ! i promise !!) )
Hanahaki disease is a fictional disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear oh and also in this case the victim coughs Jaes favorite flowers which is roses I think :). Can you make it really really angsty please and thank u again ๐
in case u still follow this blog but not my new one, i already posted ur request!! u can find it on my other blog @softjaehyvn with the title when i leave!
quick note, the hanahaki fics will be posted on the other blog as well!! i'll still be active here from time to time to get some of my works and delete them from here, so it'll take a while until i delete this blog completely !
Are you getting threats to hurt you or something?? What do you mean not safe?
i didnt say not safe, i said uncomfortable!! i dont know if you noticed but i was really inactive here, not because i was in a writerโs block (i continued writing for myself) but because i felt like my blog got really messy - i have to many open series, fics i wanted to write more to but never did. so i decided to start over and keep a few fics i wrote to myself for now. i will repost them, but whenever i finish one series at first. my goal is to finish one series before starting the next.
so my reason for restarting is that i felt like my blog got REALLY messy. i want to restart and repost everything one by one after rereading and working on them !!
wellโฆ iโm not completely gone. Iโm actually moving blogs. I have a few reasons for that; one of them being that i donโt really feel comfortable here anymore as this blog got really messy. i have many fics open to which i want to write a part two or making a series out of them, however i never get myself together to write them. this is why i decided to restart my blog and finish everything one by one.ย
to my networks, this is the final post of mine on this blog here and i dont think of applying for networks at this time again. right now, i just want to try to build my new blog all by myself and try to make progress by myself!ย
thank you for everything that i have achieved on here until now, thank you for the +400 followers i have reached ever since i created this blog. i guess, with the new year starting, i wanted to have a new start on tumblr as well.ย
you can find me on @softjaehyvn from today on.ย
tagging ; my networks ( @kafenetwork , @kdiarynet , @kconnet , @ultkpop ) and my moots to who i talk the most ( @riskyrenjunย , @hangsxng , @n8dlesoupguk , @hongism , @viopera (i will continue working on your fic in the near future when i finish my other wips ! i promise !!) )
[10:23pm ;; k.dy] this scenery was probably the most cliche thing ever - however you couldnโt complain about it.
the thick drops of the rain wetting your clothes and hair when you looked up to your boyfriend and put your arms around his neck. doyoung didnโt hesitate for a second before he leaned in and finally kissed you. this feeling was making your whole body tremble, his hands were on your waist and his thumb lightly stroked over your covered body.
when the boy finally pulled away, your lips formed a bright smile. this was such a cliche moment - kissing in the rain - but you loved it. you loved him.
as if he could read whatโs on your mind, he said these three beautiful words: โi love you.โ
[2:15am] his arms were around your body, snuggling against you. it had been a while since you had the chance to be with your boyfriend. jaehyun had missed you. that was out of question, he loved lying in bed with you. just chilling, watching a drama on his laptop and leaving little kisses on your neck, making you giggle at the soft actions. you loved this feeling though, his soft kisses feel so loved and made you feel so, so good.
"babe, this feels so goodโ, you breathed out when the sensation made your heart beat faster. you loved neck kisses; they always made your tummy flutter.
โdoes it?โ, jaehyun smirked against your skin, made you giggle. you nodded slightly and closed your eyes.
โit feels so good, please don't stop", you almost moaned when he started sucking on your skin, leaving purple marks on your skin.
โdon't worry, i wonโtโ, he mumbled against your skin. the drama on his laptop was long forgotten, he was hovering over you. your arms were around his neck, trying to hold him closer. โi love you.โ
โi love you, too. i missed you so much, baby. happy new yearโ, you whispered when you pulled his face closer to you to finally kiss jaehyun on his plump lips.
โ
happy new year everyone !! โค๏ธ i know, 2020 was shit but like txt said, lowkey f*ck 2020 and have a great 2021 !!
You missed him so much. It had been so long since you last have seen him. But he couldnโt do anything because of his schedule. Chanโs group just had a comeback and they were busy travelling around. Even if you knew about this you still got him a Christmas present. You also got presents for his members. Your boyfriendโs present was something really special. You hadnโt got him something, that would cost money or something.
The few weeks all boys were in Seoul at the company you spent a lot of time with Changbin and Jisung. However, it was worth it. Both boys were impressed by you singing so smoothly and calm, they never thought you could sing like that.
So, that was your present for Bang Chan. It was a song you really liked and it fit with the Christmas time.
Sadly, you just had found out that your boyfriend wonโt make it to Christmas Eve.
โIโm sorry, baby, I really wanted to be with you this yearโฆโ โ โItโs fine, Chan. Just make sure youโre okay, yeah? Take care of yourself and donโt overwork yourself. Thatโd be the best Christmas present for me. All right?โ, you fake yawned and smiled. You two were face timing and he smiled.
โItโs probably really late there, huh? Go to sleep, baby. Weโll talk tomorrowโ, Chan said. After you both said your goodbyes and hung up you were just laying on your bed, thinking about how he could get your present.
Then you got an idea and smiled. You called Jisung via FaceTime.
โWhatโs up, angel?โ, he said. That was a thing between you two. He could call you pet names but you just found it lovely. At the beginning of your relationship with Chan he didnโt really like the fact that you were so close to one of his group members. However, this jealousy faded away after a while and Chan started being more accepting. He wasnโt as jealous as he was in the beginning of your relationship and that was something you were so grateful for.
โI need your help, Jisungieโ, you said. โBut I need you to be a bit more silent since Channie thinks Iโm sleeping.โ
โAlright, weโll start again in 3, 2, 1โฆโ, Jisung ordered, earning a smack on his head from Changbin.
โDonโt order her around. She knows how to do it nowโ, the eldest of you three said. You all laughed and you cleared your throat before you started singing your verses. You had taken extra English classes to perfect your pronunciation. You have done anything to be able to do all of this.
โIโm still so impressed how beautiful she singsโ, Changbin whispered and Jisung grinned a bit. After you had finished recording the song, you sat with the boys in the studio since they wanted you to decide how the songโs going to be. However, since you knew how talented the two boys were with producing a song, you trusted them to do the best thing out of all the recordings.
โIโm tired. I think Iโll go home and sleep a bitโ, you excused yourself and smiled. โThanks for everything you did for me.โ
You hugged both. โNo need to thank us. Weโre happy that we could help you with this. And Iโm pretty sure he will love the song!โ, Jisung said, smiling brightly.
โYou want me to give him the song? Why? Even if itโs after Christmas, you should be the one who shows him the songโ, Jisung said.
โI want him to listen to it on Christmas. Itโs a present. He should get it on time.โ It was kind of sad that you wonโt be able to see his reaction the moment he listens to it. Jisung sighed.
โOkayโฆ Iโll show it to him thenโ, he said, not wanting to discuss it any longer since he was really tired, too, because of all the touring.
โOrโฆ? You can just come to Australia? What about that? We have our last concert in Australia right on Christmas Eve. Then we can spend like two days in Sydney before we head back to Seoul. And heโd love to see you againโ, Jisung suggested. It wasnโt a bad idea at all, actually, but you had no idea if your boss would give you free days.
โI can ask my boss. But I donโt think heโd allow me toโ, you said.
โJust try. And itโs really important, because I think Chan is close to have his down-phase again. He really misses you and I feel like he needs you to be himself againโ, Jisung explained. You widened your eyes and looked at him.
โWhat do you mean?โ
โHe messes up during rehearsals. Heโs pissed without any special reason. Sometimes I feel like Chan hyung is going to cry. Itโs really worse than it was at any other tour. Justโฆ try coming here, yeah? Youโre the only person who can fix him.โ
You knew Chan got demotivated when it came to leaving you. But you didnโt know it had gotten even worse since the last time you two separated. And again, you wonder how you couldnโt realize how bad he was actually feeling but still smiling his sweet, bright smile to his phone camera. He was doing all that just to let you think heโs happy, when heโs not even close to be as cheerful as he actually was.
You were so close to cry, but held back; did not want to cry in front of the younger boy, โIโll get my tickets now. Thanks for telling me, Jisungie. Sleep well, and look after him. Take care of him when he doesnโt take care of himself, yeah?โ, you said and smiled softly. After you hung up, you got up and searched through your wardrobe for his hoodie. You had kept it when he last visited you before going to the airport.
That was almost three months ago.
At that specific night he had shown you his love to you. No one knew about it, only you two. Even JYP or his members didnโt know about it. But Bang Chan wasnโt just your boyfriend anymore.
On his birthday, October 3rd he had proposed to you. He had asked you if you would spend your life with him. If youโll be by his side until the two of you passes away.
You smiled brightly, taking out the ring, which you kept in your wardrobe since you couldnโt wear it outside. Everyone knew you by now; Chan had told everyone about your relationship a few months after you two got together. The group had received a lot of hate because of it, but the shit-storm ended. And a ring on your finger wouldnโt make it any better.
โDaesung-ssi, I really need to visit my family on Christmas. Something important happened and my parents said, I need to be thereโ, you had to lie to your boss. He sighed, then nodded.
โAlrightโฆ family is something I canโt say no to. One week. Thatโs allโ, he said. You were so happy and just hugged him. You have been working in this company for a few years and your boss liked to be close to his co-workers. He wanted them to feel relaxed around him and you really loved the atmosphere there.
โThank you so much, Daesung-ssi!โ
โItโs alright. Have a nice time with your family." He said and smiled, before you left his office.
Finally, you could book your flight tickets and see your fiancรฉ.
Your fiancรฉ, who didnโt dare to tell you how much he actually suffered. That was something you two had to talk about. He couldnโt keep on hiding this kind of things from you, if you would get married one day. Ifโฆ you didnโt know if it would happen and when it would happen. You never had any idea of how he really felt. He never told you. Chan just smiled and said heโs okay. Heโs fine.
But inside, he needs someone to take care of him, make sure heโs really okay, though no one besides his group mates sees it. Because theyโre the only ones who are spending enough time with him. You donโt even get to see him that much like the other boys do. You donโt even get to hug him or kiss him just to tell him without even using any words that youโre always there for him. That youโre going to stay with him as long as you both live.
โDid you get your flight tickets?โ, Jisung asked excitedly. You nodded and smiled brightly. โIโll be there on the 26th. A bit late but at least Iโm going to be there. I hope you can handle him these last four daysโ, you answered, you were a bit concerned.
โWe got this.. Itโs all okay at the moment. Do you still want me to show him the song on Christmas day or do you want to show it yourself?โ
โNo, itโs okay. You show it to him. Just film it, all right? I want to see how he reacted to itโ, you smiled.
โAll rightโ, Jisung sighed, not happy with your answer.
โSee you in four days!โ, he then said with a bright smile and hung up.
Wellโฆ it took you more than four days to arrive in Australia. Your flight got cancelled and you were stuck at the airport. Because of the cancelled flight you couldnโt catch your connecting flights. So, you arrived two days later than expected. On the 28th.
You were exhausted and Jisung tried to convince his manager and Chan to stay until New Year. Luckily, he succeeded. You arrived at your hotel room and lay down to relax. Since you had texted Jisung and Changbin that you had arrived, you thought it was them who were basically hammering against your door.
โWhat?!โ, you yelled, pissed because you didnโt want anything but sleep. You widened your eyes as you saw your fiancรฉ standing in front of you.
โCare to tell me, when you arrived?โ, he said, voice cold and he sounded like he was mad as fuck.
โJ-just nowโ, you stammered, walked a bit back before you felt the wall against your back. He closed the door, saying nothing.
You thought he was going to yell at you, telling you how mad he was for not telling him. However, he started sobbing and hugged you tightly. โWhy didnโt you tell me that you were going to come here? Why didnโt you call me the last few days? Do you know how much I needed you?!โ, he sobbed.
You were so close to cry, too, but held back. โChannieโฆ please donโt cry. Iโm sorry I didnโt tell you but I wanted to surprise you. I actually planned on being here two days ago but my flight got cancelled and โ โ, you couldnโt continue talking because he pressed his lips on yours and kissed you. Passionately. You put your arms around his neck and pulled him closer. You just needed this right now.
โIโฆ Iโm sorry for ignoring you all this timeโ, you whispered. โI missed you so much, Channie.โ
โI missed you, too. Now shut up and kiss meโ, he giggled and kissed you once again.
โY/N?โ, he kissed you softly on your cheek as you woke up. โYou awake, baby?โ, he asked and you nodded as you turned around to him.
โGood morningโ, you said smiling.
โGod, I really missed you." He breathed out and pressed his face against your neck.
โWe still need to talk, Channieโ, you said. โWhy didnโt you say how much you werenโt okay? Why did you smile when you were in pain? When you said youโre okayโฆ were you really okay?โ, you asked.
He sighed and shook his head. โItโs always like this. Iโm depending on you too much. You play an even bigger role in my life than you ever wouldโve thought. I realize that each time Iโm on tour. Each tour breaks me even more.โ
Chan was feeling a bit better after telling you all this. โItโs okay, Channieโฆ let it out. Youโll feel better after all this. And after we return home Iโll take care of you. I wonโt be leaving your side, yeah? I promise youโ, you said.
โI love you, Y/Nโ, he said. โI donโt know what I would do, if Iโd ever lose you.โ
โI love you, too. And donโt you ever think that youโll lose me. Youโre stuck with me foreverโ, you giggled as he started tickling you. So, finally, the sparkles in his eyes were back.
You went on dates, were recognized by a lot of people since Stray Kids had gotten even more popular during the last few months. It was cute to see his fans recognize you when you were waiting for Chan to return from the bathroom or somewhere else on the middle of the street.
During New Yearโs Eve you two sat on a bench close to the Harbour Bridge. You had a blanket over your shoulders and smiled the whole time. This short time you had spent together helped him a lot to feel better and a lot calmer.
โWhy didnโt you ever tell me you could sing so well?โ, he suddenly asked you, breaking the peaceful silence between you two. You giggled a bit and looked up at him.
โI wanted to surprise you with my voice. Also, I always felt insecure about my voice, so I never told youโ, you answered.
โWell, but I can promise you, that your voice is wonderfulโ, Chan added and kissed you softly on your cheek. Right in that one second there was a flash and you looked up, being startled.
โAlright, letโs post it!โ, Jeongin yelled.
โDonโt you dareโฆ!โ, Chan threatened but didnโt move a muscle. He just smiled as the fireworks exploded in the air and watched the beautiful colours disappear and get replaced by other beautiful fireworks.
That was the most important part.
Bang Chan finally smiled, because he was truly happy.
You totally loved it.
im sorry i ainโt been around
but you've been on my mind a million times
i'll make it up to you now
we'll wrap the presents
and put up the tree together
be together
baby, there's no better gift
and now that i have you here
that's when i feel it the most
'cause i've been gone so long
but I kept holding on
'cause i need to show you
just how much i love you this christmas
is it the lights in your eyes?
they've never shone so bright
i've waited all year to be near
to the one i've been missing, this christmas
listen to one ive been missing by little mix here !ย
After your fight with Johnny, you had stormed out of the apartment, going back to Mingiโs place where you stayed for a few more days. Their dorm was huge so it wasnโt a problem for you to stay with them. Mingi didnโt have a roommate which made it easier for you to stay with him in his own room.
โAre you sure that you donโt want to talk to him? He keeps on calling meโ, Mingi asked once again and sighed as you shook your head. โYou should, though. I donโt want to block him nor do I want him to be concerned about you.โ
โHe doesnโt care, Mingi! I tried to explain him that I have lost my dad but he didnโt listen! I couldnโt stay alone in a time like this but he simply didnโt understand that!โ, you exclaimed, tears streaming down your cheeks as you thought of how inconsiderate Johnny had been with you. โNow, leave me alone, I want to sleep.โ
โFineโฆ do you want something to snack or drink first?โ, he asked you and once again you shook your head as a no. โSleep well, angel. I will come later to you, yeah?โ
You didnโt sleep at all while Mingi was gone. Every single time you closed your eyes, you had these memories with your dad; where he was taking you to your favorite restaurant to make you feel better after fight you had with someone close to you. Another memory when he surprised you with waking you up early at the morning to drive you to that amusement park you wanted to go for a long time.
Your phone was ringing which is why you woke up. It was Jaehyun who called you and you picked up because even if you were avoiding Johnny, you couldnโt do the same to Jaehyun. Aside from Mingi, Jaehyun was your closest friend within Johnnyโs group.
โBaby, can we please talk?โ, it was Johnny who was talking to you. He probably took Jaehyunโs phone to call you after he had realized that you wouldnโt pick up his calls. You sighed before you started talking.
โI donโt want to talk. Never use Jaehyunโs phone to call me ever again because I wonโt pick upโ, you said, your voice was cold and you didnโt let any emotion get through your voice.
As soon as you hung up the phone, you broke down into tears and couldnโt stop your emotions to get the best of you. Everything was too much for a moment and that was when Mingi finally returned home. He quickly came into his room and hugged you as soon as he saw that you were crying. He didnโt question anything, only kept his patience and didnโt talk until you did.
The only thing you did was taking your phone again and writing one single message to Johnny.
synopsis: finding out that you were a half god and the half sister of the one and only aphrodite, you have to avoid getting killed, be the reason why the emotion love disappears from the world... and avoid jeon jungkook and try not to fall in love with him.ย
part of the holiday treats event <3
if you want to be tagged to the series, please send me an ask ! series masterlist link will be added later !
DEAR VIO;
its me, your secret santa ! i really hope that you like the first part of my series ! i thought this was getting too long so i decided to cut it and make a series out of it ! making this a series, by the way, was the surprise i was talking about lol
i didnt manage to interact with you a lot during the event as sometimes you didnโt see my asks and sometimes, i just disappeared. iโm sorry about that. maybe we could do better and text each other sometimes? you seem really sweet and nice and i really need someone who might get me back to stan bts properly :D anyways, i really hope you enjoyed this! merry early christmas, dear ! i hope you will have amazing days during this tough time !
xx nur
You hated him.
You didnโt even know why you hated him, but most important was that you hated him.
Who?
Jeon Jungkook.
His stupidly perfect face, his perfect and beautiful smile; you had so many things that people loved about him.
But at least you knew that you hated him, that was the most important part.
Until that one day you looked him straight into his eyes, suddenly felt this huge anger and you only wanted to kill him.
--
โYou fucking bitch, I should have done this a long time agoโ, he growled as he got closer to you. โI should have killed you before it was too late. But nowโฆ no one will save you from me.โ His laugh was soft and sweet despite his angered tone and you had no idea why he spoke to you like this.
โWhat the hell did I do to you?โ, you asked him, your voice was shaky as you really started to fear him. You hated him, yet you were scared of him in this one moment.
โYou exist, thatโs enoughโ, he said and then he was gone. You didnโt know what happened as Jungkook suddenly disappeared from in front of you; you didnโt even know where he was. Your body started shaking and you just sat down on the grass to breathe properly.
You had no idea what was going on or where Jungkook had disappeared to.
โY/N? Are you alright?โ, someone shouted over the huge field, you turned around to see your boyfriend Yugyeom coming towards you. He was dressed in his typical style, mostly black and the usual edgy boyfriend look he always had.
โYeah, I am. What about you?โ, you smiled up to him and he sat down next to you. Even though he always seemed like the tough man from campus but you knew better.
โBored and tired. You wanna skip class?โ, he asked you and you hit him laughing.
โYou dumbass, why would you do that?โ, you asked him and he only shrugged, pulling your head on his lap, softly stroking over your head.
โBecause Iโd rather spend my time with my beautiful and sweet girlfriend than be stuck in that disgusting classroom. Come on, pleaseโ, he was pouting and you laughed at the way he was trying to convince you. โWe only have that one last class left anyway; it wonโt hurt to skip once.โ
โAlright, fineโ, you laughed and closed your eyes as you enjoyed the sun shining down on your face.
โCome on, letโs go! I wanna go homeโ, he grinned and pulled you up to go out of campus. You shook your head to the exit of your university. As it was a warm spring day, you tried to convince your boyfriend not to go home but to one of your favorite spots in South Koreaโs capital Seoul.
โWhy do you wanna go there now? Canโt we just go home?โ, he pouted.
โBecause I havenโt been there for a while now! Also, donโt pretend like you donโt like it thereโ, you told him and grinned as he rolled his eyes, nodding.
โAlright, letโs go thenโ, he agreed and you put your hands on his cheeks, squeezing them before you planted a kiss on his pouty lips.
You went to the closest bus station that would lead you to the beautiful nature and calming space. You couldnโt understand why Yugyeom suddenly didnโt want to go there anymore since he always went there with you.
As your bus finally arrived, he took your hand and pulled you inside, taking out a facemask to cover up his face. You boyfriend was pretty known around as he was handsome and talented in his dance. Yugyeom loved to post some of his current projects on social media where he was known by a big fandom.
Obviously, he had to cover up his face and he handed you a mask over as well.
โAre you okay?โ, you asked him and looked up on him. You kind of were worried that he really only wanted to go home because he wasnโt feeling well.
โYes, I am. Why shouldnโt I be?โ, he asked you and you shook your head as you smiled.
โNo, itโs justโฆ I didnโt want to force you to come with me. Donโt think that please, I thought it would be nice to get out of the busy city. We can go back if you donโt want to goโ, you told him, slightly feeling bad that you forced him to go with you.
โYou didnโt force me or anything, my love. Donโt worry, Iโm okay. I just thought we would simply go home and watch a movie, order food or just sleepโ, he explained and you sighed.
โOkayโฆ but weโll go home whenever you want to, yeah?โ, you asked him and he hummed before he pulled you closer to himself, as you leaned your head on his shoulder, closing your eyes and trying to relax. Somehow your boyfriendโs presence couldnโt calm you down as you started to think about your random anger towards Jungkook. You still didnโt understand what happened or why it happened.
Once your bus finally arrived at Namsan, the place you two were heading to.
โIf weโre already here, letโs take some picsโ, he grinned and handed you his phone, making you laugh out happily. Yugyeom really knew how to distract you. Yugyeom really was a handsome man. He didnโt have to try much and was looking good.
โCome on, there is a small bistro and Iโm hungryโ, you told him as you handed him his phone back. Yugyeom kissed you on your forehead before taking your hand again and taking you there. You both ordered simple ramen and waited for the food to arrive.
โWell, well, well. If that isnโt sweet Y/N and your dearest boyfriend. What are you guys doing here instead of going to your classes?โ, someone asked you two. You turned around and looked up to Jungkook and a few other people you knew from university.
โThatโs none of your businessโ, Yugyeom literally growled and got up.
โCalm down Kim, not everything is about you. This time weโre here because of sweet Y/Nโ, one of Jungkookโs companions said, putting his fingers on Yugyeomโs forehead and the young man collapsed right into his arms. You let out a scream as Yugyeom lost his consciousness. Only a few seconds later, you also lost your consciousness as the boy put his fingers on your forehead.
--
You woke up in an unknown room. You felt scared for a second so you sat up and looked around. It seemed like a normal room, not a hospital or anything else.
โWhy the hell are you awake already? You shouldnโt wake up before I make you wake upโ, someone murmured making you jolt up. It was the same guy who made Yugyeom to lose his consciousness.
โWho are you? Where is Yugyeom? What did you do to him?โ, you screamed, suddenly you were furious. The anger you felt towards a boy you never met was driving you crazy and you quickly got up. Then you just attacked him.
The boy quickly pinned you down on the ground, making your groan in pain but your hatred made you feel stronger and you quickly turned the guy around and punched him a right hook. He groaned in pain as he felt how strong you actually were.
โFuck you, how can you be stronger than I am?โ, the young man said before someone started laughing.
โIโm wondering that, too. How can be this little girl so much stronger than you, hyung?โ, you looked up as Jungkook started talking again. โShe really hit you that hard that you started bleeding.โ He laughed again and shook his head, getting closer to pull you up. You started to fight against his strong grip on your arm but it was useless; compared to Jungkook, the other guy was weaker.
โCome on hyung, that was funnyโ, he laughed and softly patted the elderโs head as he still tried to hold you back from Jimin easily with only one hand. You slowly grew tired and stopped fighting.
โWhat the fuck is going on here?โ
The small room started being filled with more and more guys and you looked around terrified at all the unknown faces.
โOur dearest Y/N is one of themโ, Jungkook announced. โShe probably didnโt know herself. Did you, Y/N?โ
โW-what? I donโt k-know what youโre talking aboutโ, you stuttered. You really had no idea what Jungkook was talking about.
โCute. You really didnโt know that you are one of Aphroditeโs children?โ, he asked you and you almost choked on your spit as he said that. Then you started laughing.
โAphroditeโs children?โ, you laughed and shook your head. โGood joke. Now tell me why the hell you brought me to wherever we are right now.โ
โIt wasnโt a joke, though. Iโm dead serious. You are one of Aphroditeโs children. Just like we are Poseidonโs children. We all are practically half-gods. You, tooโ, he explained and you shook your head.
โYouโre delusional. Youโreโฆ Youโre fucking crazy. Let me fucking go, you asshole. I want to go homeโ, you told him and tried to get away from Jungkookโs tight grip on your arm. He was stubborn and didnโt let go, he was much stronger than the guy who you first saw when you woke up.
โItโs all the truth, Y/N. Itโs your blood that made me understand who you areโ, he explained. โWhen Jimin hyung made you lose your consciousness, you still were able to get your consciousness back rather quickly. No one besides Aphroditeโs children are able to do that. They are rare but the strongest. However, you really want to tell me, you donโt know anything about your true self?โ
โI donโt! For godโs sake, I fucking donโt know!โ, you yelled, you started to get furious again. You didnโt know why you suddenly grew more impatient and were so aggressive towards the guys in the room. None of them besides Jungkook and Jimin had talked before.
โThatโs enough, Jungkook. Donโt pressure her anymore. She should rest and I will talk to her laterโ, one of the guys said, you immediately looked at him and your features softened at his calming voice.
โBut hyungโ โ โNo butโs, Jungkook. Everyone gets the hell out of this room and let her rest. Or I promise you, it will not end up wellโ, the guy said and pushed everyone out of the room. Before he left, he added a โPlease, sleep a little more. Anger isnโt the best for you to feel as it puts us in danger. I will wake you up for dinner.โ
โCan I maybe know your name?โ, you asked him and he nodded as he introduced himself:
โIโm Seokjin. Sleep well, Y/Nโ, he said before he left and closed the door.
You sighed as you looked around the room before you sat down on the bed. You didnโt know where you were or how to get out. So, you just laid down and soon, you fell asleep.
As you woke up again, you werenโt alone. Someone was kneeling right next to you, you jolted up from the bed, covering your body up even though you knew you were still completely dressed.
โWhatโs going on?โ, you asked the girl and scooted away when she tried to touch you.
โNothing, Iโm just checking up on youโ, she answered. You backed away as she tried to touch your forehead again.
โLeave me alone. I donโt even know youโ, your voice was shaky and you tried to get away from the girl as much as possible. But then of course the bed had an end. You had no space to escape anymore.
โHey, donโt be scared. I wonโt hurt you or make you lose your consciousness like Jimin that idiot did. Iโm his twin sister, Areum. I only want to check up on you. Will you let me touch your forehead for a second? It wonโt hurt, sweetieโ, she said and smiled at you softly. You immediately found her comforting and felt safe around her.
โOkayโ, you said, still a little unsure. She smiled a little brighter and quickly put her fingers on your forehead. A soft warmth went through your body and you felt happier for a moment. That feeling left you as Areum pulled her fingers away from your forehead.
โGood, youโre doing well. Iโm glad about that. Also, Iโm going to kick my brotherโs ass for using his powers for something as useless as making you lose your consciousness. Thatโs justโฆ wrong in any kind of wayโ, Areum started babbling and you laughed as she rather was talking to herself than to you.
โAnyway, whatโs your name? My brother nor my dumb cousins didnโt tell meโ, she pouted and you smiled as you introduced yourself.
โCan you tell me what is going on here? I only remember how Jimin made Yugyeom lose his consciousnessโฆ waitโฆ Yugyeom! Is he okay?โ, you asked panicked.
โDonโt worry. He is alright. I just came from his room. You got one handsome boyfriend over thereโ, Areum grinned. You blushed a little.
โCan I see him? Or am I not allowed to leave this room?โ, you asked her and she nodded.
โYou can go. Iโll keep my brother and cousins away from you twoโ, she gave you her approval and you immediately got up and started running before you confusedly had to stop. You didnโt even ask where Yugyeomโs room was.
โRight next to youโ, you got scared as someone suddenly stood behind you and you turned around. You saw Jungkook standing there, chuckling at the way you flinched.
โYou really need to train your senses. That way you will be able to know that someone is right behind you. Iโm surprised that you survived until now without having the proper senses to know you have your enemy right behind your backโ, he told you.
โYour sweet boyfriend is right there. But I would recommend you to find out, if you can really trust himโ, Jungkook said and smiled then softly.
โWhat do you mean?โ, you asked him confusedly but he didnโt answer you. He just disappeared and your eyes werenโt even able to follow him, he was that quick. You couldnโt comprehend how quick he was.
You didnโt think any more of it and only entered the room Jungkook told you your boyfriend was in.
โHey, babyโ, he smiled and put his phone away to open up his arms. โCome here, I missed you.โ
You giggled and smiled, jumping up on the bed; he immediately hugged you tightly, inhaling your scent as if he was scared to lose you.
โI was so scaredโ, he mumbled. โI thought, I wouldnโt see you ever again. I was so, so scared.โ Yugyeom didnโt let you go. He was holding you so tightly, that you were scared he would crush your bones.
โYugโฆ please, youโre holding me too tightlyโ, you said as you tried to breathe in properly.
โSorry, I just missed you. I thought they did something to you and I was so worriedโ, you smiled brightly and turned around, pecking his lips over and over again. โI was so scared.โ
โDonโt worry, Iโm okayโ, you reassured him. โThey told me I would be one of Aphroditeโs children butโฆ I donโt know what they mean. Do you have any idea?โ
โW-what? No, I have no idea what they possibly could meanโ, he stuttered but you didnโt notice it.
โOkayโฆ Iโll just ask Areum laterโ, you smiled and put your head on his chest, trying to relax.
โNoโฆ we should get the hell out of here. I donโt trust Jungkook or his family so we need to get out of hereโ, he insisted, started talking to convince you of how much of a bad feeling he had about Jungkook and his family.
โAlright, letโs goโ, you smiled and got up from the bed; he followed you quickly after.
โWhere do you think youโre going?โ, Jungkook suddenly appeared in front of you again, scaring you once again.
โOut of here? I have my own homeโ, you told him confused, chuckling at his dumb question. โYou didnโt think I would stay here, right?โ
โI didnโt think so, I decided it myself. Youโre staying hereโ, Jungkook said, not caring a little about what you had just told him. You couldnโt believe him; you were so mad suddenly and you simply couldnโt control your anger.
โHey, calm down. I donโt want to get another right hook from you. You might not have trained your senses yet but youโre still stronger than me. Thatโs exactly why you have to stay here. You canโt even control yourself when I say something that you donโt like. I donโt even want to imagine what happens if anyone hurts you in some wayโ, Jungkook explained and you understood what he meant. Slowly, you calmed a bit down.
โGoodโฆ now you can go, you lying assโ, Jungkook said, directed to Yugyeom.
โIโm not leaving her alone with youโ, Yugyeom almost started fighting Jungkook as he was called a โlying assโ.
โWhat do you mean?โ, you interrupted them, looking at Yugyeom first, then at Jungkook. โWhat are you trying to tell me? You told me to be careful if I can trust him, now you call him a liar?! What is your problem, Jungkook?!โ
โHe is my problem. You have no idea what he is. He is one of those assholes, he is one of Apolloโs sons and is only using you to survive! No one dares to lay a hand on you so he uses you as his protection!โ, Jungkookโs voice was loud and he was definitely mad.
โWhat? Yugyeomโฆ is that true?โ, you asked your boyfriend as you couldnโt believe what you just heard. Was Yugyeom really using you for protection only?
โNo! Of course, it isnโt true! Yes, I might be a son Apolloโs but I am nothing like my family!โ, he defended himself and grabbed your hand. โIt is definitely not true!โ
โDonโt believe him, Y/N. Heโs been lying all the time to you. Why do you think is he trying to get you out of here? He is trying to keep you away from us! But you have to believe me! I usually never am like this but I am fucking begging you to stay the fuck away from him!โ
You had no idea why but suddenly you believed him. There was this warm feeling inside of you again, just the same feeling as Areum had put her fingers on your forehead, as you heard his words. They just seemed so right to you.
โDo you believe me?โ, he asked you, he was desperate at this point. You smiled brightly and nodded.
โYes, I believe youโ, you answered him. โI believe you, Jeon Jungkook. I donโt know why, but your wordsโฆ they just seem so right. It is just the best feeling Iโve had in my whole life. I donโt know what this is.โ
โYouโre a truthteller. You can sense lies. Focus a bit. Now, dear Yugyeom. Do you have something to tell your girlfriend?โ Jungkook seemed confident, he knew exactly that Yugyeom was lying.
Suddenly, he was gone. It felt like less than a second where Yugyeom had disappeared but soon was brought back when you blinked once.
โYouโre quick, but Iโm faster, you asshole. Now tell your beautiful girlfriend what bullshit you pulled off with herโ, Jungkook smiled. He was so sure of himself and the fact that you were used for Yugyeomโs protection.
โFuck, okay, I used you for my own protection! Yes, I did that. But I never lied about how I felt about you, Y/N. I love you and this is the fucking truth!โ, he was practically yelling and you felt the comforting warmth in your body as you heard those words.
โHe is telling the truthโ, you said and sighed. Jungkook scoffed only.
โBut that means you knew who I was. You knew that I was one ofโฆ you. But still, you didnโt tell me. I was walking in the dark, not knowing my real identity. Why didnโt you tell me? Why?!โ, you asked him desperately.
โI couldnโt tell you! My parents forbid me to talk to you about it!โ, he tried to explain himself but this time, he forgot about the fact that you could feel it in your bones when someone lied to you.
โYouโre lying. You could tell me. You could have told me. But you didnโtโ, you couldnโt believe that he had the nerve to lie to you. Thatโs when you realized something else. โDid you just say your parents?โ
โNoโฆ well, yes, I said my parents but I meant my uncle and aunt. Becauseโฆ you know they took care of me when my parents- โ
โDonโt fucking lie to me anymore!โ, you screamed. โStop lying!โ
โIโm sorryโฆ Iโm so sorry, but I have to goโ, Yugyeom said and disappeared again. This time, Jungkook didnโt move.
โIโm sorry that your boyfriend is a lying assholeโ, he said and softly stroked over your cheek with his thumb. You couldnโt help but smile at his soft action.
โWhy are you sorry? Iโm all right, Iโm just surprised that he actually did this whole thing but never said anythingโฆ he couldโve told me. I wouldโve tried to kept it a secret, of course. Why would I say something like this to anyone else and put them in danger?โ, you tried to understand Yugyeom but you had no argument that would make you understand his lies.
โI donโt knowโฆ you didnโt deserve this bullshitโ, Jungkook just shrugged and sighed then. โWe should get downstairs. Hoseok is probably already waiting for you.โ
โWait, who is waiting for me and why?โ, you asked him confusedly, tried to hold him back when he had grabbed your hand and was leading you to some sort of studio.
โHobi, one of my cousins. He will help you train your senses and powers. Believe me, he will get you to the point where youโll be able to notice me from a mile away. Heโs really good at what he does and he is a happy pill so you wonโt get bored with himโ, Jungkook explained and continued pulling you downstairs. He was leading you down to some kind of studio, at first glance, you thought it was a dance studio.
โHello there, Y/N. Iโm Hoseok. Itโs very nice to finally meet one of Aphroditeโs childrenโ, he introduced himself. His words kind of offended you as you didnโt want to be reduced to your identity as one of the rare Aphroditeโs children.
โDonโt call me that. Iโm more than just one of her childrenโ, you fought back.
โAlright, dear. I didnโt want to offend you in any way. But as Jungkook probably already told you, I will be training your senses and powers.โ He looked up to Jungkook. โWhat are you still doing here? Get the hell out of hereโ, Hoseok raised his hand and suddenly, Jungkook was moving backwards.
โH-hyung! Stop, alright, Iโll leave!โ, Jungkook was already yelling at the older man and Hoseok only laughed. He lowered his hand and Jungkook stopped walking backwards. The younger boy disappeared within a single second.
โDamn, that was nice. Am I able to do that, too?โ, you asked Hoseok, already feeling comfortable around the boy.
โSadly, I donโt know that yet. I will have to find out but it might take a while. It couldโve been easier if your boyfriend didnโt run away because seems like, he can tell otherโs powersโ, Hoseok explained.
โWhat do you mean? Everyone has different powers? Why is that?โ, you asked him confusedly.
โWe donโt know why every single half-god has another power and different one, even if weโre from the same god. It just is a thing which happens by chance. But donโt worry, your powers will show themselves soon. You have to know that you can run faster, youโre stronger and that youโre healing quicker than normal humans. Maybe you have noticed that you never broke your arm or any other bone completely? Or the fact that your wounds closed quicker than those of otherโs?โ
โI didnโt know thatโ, you said. โI guess, I never noticed it.โ Within the next second, you screamed out in pain as Hoseok cut your arm with a small knife. โWhat the fuck?!โ
โDonโt get mad. Just watchโ, he smiled and pointed at the now already closing wound. You were surprised as the wound was completely gone within the next few seconds. โSee? This is just so normal. Your cells regenerate quicker than those of normal human, so your wounds close just as quick.โ
โTell me more, please. I donโt know anything about all this; itโs just so new for meโ, you asked him.
โAlright thenโฆ Iโm not much of the history guy, thatโs Namjoon, so youโll have to ask him later. I can tell you a little about the whole history and how the half-gods were createdโ, Hoseok smiled softly.
โDo you know the story of Helena and Paris?โ, he asked you first. You shook your head, only knowing the names of those two persons in the Greek mythology but not their story.
โSumming up, Helena was the wife of Menelaos. But she fell in love with Paris. So, she ran away with him. Ran away with Paris and after her an army with Menelaosโ men. Helena was Zeusโ and Ledaโs child, which made her Aphroditeโs sister. She ran away with him, not caring about the fact that she was putting a child in danger.
Later when she found out that she was pregnant, she was not accepted by the city she tried to hide as she was known as Menelaosโ wife and was expecting Parisโ child. She was protected and saved by her sister, Aphrodite. Aphrodite brought her to Paris, telling him about the child. To protect her niece, she gave Helena the Cestus, her necklace which would protect them both.
Helena gave birth to a beautiful girl. She was just as beautiful as her mother was and just as beautiful as her aunt was. Aphrodite made sure that all descendants of Helena would look just alike her and that it would be all girls. This is why you are rare. You have no one besides your mother and maybe your grandmother. You guys are so rare that I am surprised that Yugyeom managed to find you. But Jungkook was right with one thing: he only used you. Those who are descendants of Aphrodite are so special and important; you guys keep the emotion love alive.ย
As the city Helena tried to find comfort at attacked her, Aphrodite cursed them that if anything would happen to any of you, love, affection, it would all disappear from this world. No one would dare to hurt you. And we donโt intend on doing thatโ, he explained everything briefly.
โAnd why was there this anger and hatred I felt towards Jungkook whenever I saw him and why donโt I attack you anymore like I did before?โ
โHonestly, I donโt know either. The hatred and anger start off with the murders that happened during the war for Helena but Namjoon will tell you more about this, I promise. Iโm not much into historyโ, he chuckled lightly.
โThatโsโฆ a lot to processโ, you sighed and shook your head. โSo, itโs important that I stay safe. How can I trust you all? I donโt even know you.โ
โYou have no other choice, dear. You need to trust usโ, Hoseok simply said, as if trusting someone you used to hate was the easiest thing. It wasnโt. But did you have another chance? No. That was what Hoseok told you and you knew he was telling the truth. You felt it deep in your heart.
You had to trust him or there wouldnโt be something called โloveโ in this world anymore.
You were showering, when you saw it. That little red mark on your wrist, which would change your whole life. Which showed you that he didnโt love you. Because red meant unrequited love. Only that little mark should be a good reason to leave him. You should leave Taeyong and try to live a life without him. Even if you failed the first attempt of living on your own.
But you couldnโt. You couldnโt leave him, suffer and come back to him. You couldnโt manage to do that.
You stopped thinking about that all when you felt his arms around your waist. There was a soft smile lingering on your lips. โI need to leave soonโฆ but Iโll be back in a few hours or later tonightโ, he whispered into your ear. You almost couldnโt understand him, because of the water. His closeness gave you goosebumps all over your body and you nodded absently, when his fingers softly brushed over your arms. โIโll wait for youโ, you said and turned around to face him. He smiled and kissed you softly.
You gasped when he pulled away and pushed you against the wall.
You need to stop with this, Y/Nโฆ Itโs wrongโฆ
But you didnโt stop, You just let him do. You let him use you and hated the fact that he could do anything to you and youโd love it. Why the fuck are you doing this?
Because you truly loved him. But he wasnโt ready to give you his love. That was the only thing he wanted from you and you broke this rule really fast actually. This was proven to you after you saw that damn red mark on your wrist, which showed you, that you arenโt made to be loved. Youโre just there to be used.
โIโll wait hereโฆ but please donโt leave me alone for too longโ, the last part was really low, you werenโt even sure if Taeyong heard you at all. He laughed lowly and nodded. โIโll do my best to finish the shooting as fast as possible. I donโt want you to wait for too longโ, he said, a smile lingered on his lips as he places a soft kiss on your forehead. โSee you laterโ, he said, stepped out of the shower and put a towel around his waist. He went out of the bathroom just a few seconds after that.
Why were you dumb? Why the hell did you still allow him to play with you like this? Sometimes, he was the sweetest man on earth, five minutes later he was such an ass and treated you so bad, that you didnโt know what exactly you did wrong. Sometimes, he even just let you alone, gone without saying another word.
Just like today. He just went out of the apartment without even saying goodbye. You only laid in his bed, only that made you feel better. Your love for him broke you so much, that you even felt sorry for yourself. You had no confidence in yourself if he wasnโt with you, and it didnโt matter how bad that sounded: you were depending so much on Lee Taeyong.
โBaby?โ, you heard him calling your name, as he entered the apartment. It had been hours since he left and you still were in his bed, looking through the movies and shows he had started. Smiling, you sat up and waited for him to enter the room. Taeyong placed a soft kiss on your forehead and laid down next to you. โYou want to watch a movie with me?โ, he asked and got up after nodding to get a few things to eat. But he pulled you back to himself and whispered softly: โStay with me.โ
You shivered and nodded, loved the way he was holding your tiny body to himself and took the remoter to start a random movie. You were closer to Taeyong than you ever had been before andโฆ you loved it so much.
his eyes widened up as soon as he saw her enter his apartment. you were sitting on his lap, peppering kisses on his neck, occasionally even leaving small marks. "what the fuck...", she said and let her bag drop.
"baby-" โ "don't fucking baby me! i hate you, jung jaehyun. i fucking hate you!", she yelled and left the apartment.
"it's okay. don't think about her", you whispered and put your hand on his cheek. you softly pressed a kiss on his lips. "she isn't worth it. who was with you when your mom was diagnosed with cancer? who was with you when you were crying because of it?"
"you", he answered before he pressed his lips on yours harshly and you loved the way he kissed you roughly, making your body shiver as his hands roamed your half-naked body.
"you were there, y/n. you were the only one who was there for me", he repeated these words over and over again, making you smile.
"yes, baby. and i will always be the one who will be with you. not her. she was busy fucking around with her friends and didn't care a bit about you. she didn't love you. she never did. she only was with you because of your status. because of your money. and we both know that this is the bitter truth", you spoke, kissing him again before he had the chance to answer you.
he suddenly stood up, causing you to cling your legs around his torso. he carried you to his bedroom, needing his time with you as he was in a melancholic mood, his mother almost dying because of her cancer.
his sorrow and even anger as he processed the things you were telling him made him go crazy. he was so rough on you, the sounds you were making as his lips were on your body, and pulling off your clothes made him feel things he didn't think were possible.
"you're right", jaehyun said. he always kept on repeating this as he slowly pulled off his clothes and finally laid down on you. "you're so right. i should've never ever trusted her. i should've never ever loved her", he said and there were tears rolling down his cheeks.
"shh", you only said, softly cupping his face with your small hands. he turned his head a little and pressed a small kiss on your hand. "it's all going to be fine. you will forget all the heartbreak she caused. i am with you now, jae. i will make you feel better. trust me, okay?"
he nodded as an answer before he finally thrust into you again. your eyes widened and they closed as he filled you til' the brim, making you moan loudly and smile then.
"you belong to me now, jung jaehyun", you thought and hugged him tightly, enjoying the feeling of him thrusting up into you, enjoying how he seemed to relax while finally forgetting about her and all the lies she told him before.
he was finally falling for you, for a siren and he didn't even notice it. that's what you loved the most about men. they were so stupid sometimes, so gullible and you just loved it.
but you would lie if you would just say that you didn't fall for the blonde man, who got clingy after sex, who made you laugh even though what he said wasn't even funny.
