Soooo...
Because I can’t fucking sleep unless I’m in your arms, okay? I haven’t slept well in ten years, and I thought it was the nightmares, and I know that’s part of it. Seeing you walk out the door every time I close my eyes, and never being able to go after you before you get on the plane, or catch you before you walk down the aisle. It’s easier this way. No nightmares, and no crying because you’re not here to hold me. I like not sleeping. I don’t have to worry about seeing you and going through it all again and again.
Blaine, I.. I have to go to sleep. We'll just.. we'll talk about this tomorrow, alright? Please.. please get some sleep. We'll be together tomorrow, remember? And I want you to be well rested for when you come stay with me. Just.. sleep, alright? Think about me and you ten years ago, when we were happy and together.. because we're going to get there again. I promise. I love you, goodnight, baby. Text me when you wake up and just.. please sleep.