I don't use this blog to vent but I seriously need to get this off my chest without having to explain anything to a family member or friend, I just wanna be read and understood, not be met with "solutions"
I've been unemployed for 7 months now, lost my job due to Tr*mps administration hindering my legal status in the states which forced me and my family to move. All these months i've been sending out applications and finally got a response from a recruiter, the job seemed great and just in the field i was hoping to get in. Now, on my second interview, I fucked up immensely, I had confirmed a zoom call and it turned out to be an in person interview, i just didn't read the second email indicating this. I am so sad and frustrated, I need a good job to support my family, and i seriously fucked this up.
The job market is hell right now and my stupidity couldn't even check my emails right so I could have a chance in this position.
All i want to do is end it, I dont wanna keep going anymore.
I've fled two countries now, and cant seem to fit or even find any footing on this one.
And on top of it all, I have zero friends to turn to. All my loved ones besides my immediate family live abroad, and my parents are in the same situation as me. I dont know how much longer I can hold.
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