crazy

18 height : 5’2 / 157cm || hw: 152lbs / 68kg lw: 124 / 58kg ||cw: 139 / 63kg ugw: 90lbs / 40kg

[ddnnziie]

shout out to my ex for making me lose 20lbs

(Sadly gained it back)

[ddnnziie]

drinking coffee cause you can’t shit <<<

[flynt-rots]

i can feel every gram of fat on me ew ew ew

[ddnnziie]

y’all lied. green tea is fucking disgusting

[ddnnziie]

school starts again tomorrow. im scared

[ddnnziie]

im going to the mall tomorrow!! i hope i find new clothes for school

[ddnnziie]

i stayed over again and ate a bit after fasting 24 hrs. im expecting to go back at 142 at most (at least i hope)

[ddnnziie]

im sleeping over at my cousins house, so we have to eat snacks. if i dont eat, she doesn’t. she’s fucked up for that butttt. im gonna let myself eat a little bit of snacks and then fast tomorrow. i didnt weight myself today but i was at 141 yesterday. so ill weigh myself tomorrow at night after fasting the entire day. ill call it my metabolism day.

[clustcrhug-deactivated20220301]

does anyone else's ed just intensify when there's a break from school

i always tell myself i'm gonna restrict really low and then come back to school after the holidays as a completely different person and Shock everyone

[ddnnziie]

i should start working out to lose weight faster, but im just soooo lazyyy

[ddnnziie]

i kind of felt like eating today. im so BORED of the taste of rice cakes. dont get me wrong theyre so good but so damn boring

[agaswrld-deactivated20250606]

*opens tumblr*

*reblogs 2944388828282838 posts*

*closes tumblr*

*starves self*

"mmm yes great morning"

[sadcvnt]

me rn

[ddnnziie]

this whole not eating thing is getting boring

[ddnnziie]

IM AT 143 LETS GOOO

[whitemonsterenergyy]

my body: **experiencing painful symptoms of malnourishment**

my ed: you feel that? that’s weightloss 😊💪💖

[ddnnziie]

literally why did my stepbrother call me fat. why did he think we r that close. i literally despise him

[aardvarkfactory-deactivated2022]

writing this to clarify things, when you post about sad things and i heart the post, it's not always because i am agreeing with you, just showing support. so if you write anything self deprecating, i am not agreeing with you, simply letting you know that i read about your pain and i am here for you.

stay safe.