The Road of Domestic Discipline

Im an extremely happy, deeply in love, spanked wife and mother.....this is my journey.

[daddyslittlekimi-deactivated201]

please come home daddy :((

your little girl misses you♥

[cupcakeprincess0726-deactivated]

@my-little-lo 💕

[daddy-lolita]

😘😘😘 @babykatekitten

[daddy-lolita]

Quick message for my babygirl while she’s in school 💕 You are my world! @babykatekitten

[cupcakeprincess0726-deactivated]

Awww thank you, Daddy!!! 💕 You’re my world too! 😘😘

[foxsman101]

[foxsman101]

[ddwife]

OMG YES!!!!!

[fleshmaid3n-deactivated20201226]

[epiphany328-deactivated20170223]

It is time babygirl

[ddwife]

This gives me EXTREME anxiety in a way that is hard to explain. Part of me feels submission. ...acceptance. The other part of me feels scared hoping...praying that I can get through to the other side.

[gayboyslife69]

[vviktorwolf]

[redbottomkitteninheels]

Waiting Kitten. As you kneel so pretty before me. Face down. Ass presented up to me…waiting. To decide what to do with my fuck toy.

[ddwife]

So HOT.......it instantly gives me anxiety! 

[ddwife]

Whether I want to or not......

I realized today that I dont really like to write when everything is great (which it usually is). I use writing as an outlet when im struggling or when im just feeling "off". We recently had a house fire (confined to the kitchen) which has landed us and our 2 small children in a hotel. Granted this hotel is nice and has a small kitchen with 2 bedrooms and a living room but its still confining and hard when I dont have all of my own "stuff". DD and remembering that I am to be submissive in all of life's situations has completely left my brain. Its been replaced by irritation, exasperation, and frustration, at this long term living situation (just starting our 2nd month here). Maintenance spankings irritate me even when I relish in the peace that comes afterwards. I feel argumentative and confrontational almost every day. Its a tough situation for myself as well as daddy. I just dont want to be submissive right now. However this lifestyle that we've adopted and that works so well for us isnt about dominance and submission when we want to or when its easy. Its our way of life....how we live. So now on to the hard road and lots of work (and tears) of remembering who I am and where I belong. Whether I feel like it or not, this is the road I must go down (definitely the road less traveled). Luckily I dont have to do it alone.

[ouchfan]

[stern-dominance]

Corner time is a very effective way to train her when she misbehaved. She has plenty of time to think about what she did wrong and how she will be better in the future. 

[ddwife]

Not a fan of corner time

[ddwife]

Surprise for Daddy tonight.

[pandorasbox6-deactivated2017051]

[ddwife]

My Sir was interested in that LDD boot camp. I'm not at all interested in it because I don't abide by the whole "This is the right way to do it and you must do it if you want to be considered this" thing. And besides, I already get immediate discipline when warranted and possible. I'm curious to see how it works for you and your Daddy. Aside from the people on the LDD website, I haven't come across anyone else who's done it.

I completely understand what you are saying and totally agree. Neither Daddy nor I are the type to do something just to fulfill what others say is “right” or the “norm”. We have been practicing DD for about 2 years now. We feel that it is time to take our level of commitment to this lifestyle to the next level. There are some things that we want to work on and are choosing to do it through a boot camp. We are busy with kids and jobs and are using this “free” weekend to immerse ourselves into a deeper commitment. I do think boot camp will be most beneficial to both of us. Am I excited? uhhhh no! But im excited for the outcome. Its time for both of us to take the next step and that often means stepping out of our comfort zones. Some couples also use it as a "reset". Maybe things have gotten off track or aren't going as smoothly as you or your HOH would like them to. A boot camp can provide a reset in your relationship to either get things back on the right track, to provide an opportunity to put the focus back into your DD relationship, or deepen the relationship that you are already living. I will definitely be writing about our experience when we return!!

[ddwife]

Fighting the fight

I frustrate myself beyond the normal frustration levels. I can't get my head and my actions to match up. I fight what I need and I need what I fight. Why? Why can't I admit what I need, accept it, and continue to move forward. 

Here's what I know without a doubt - I submit like a champ (when Im in the mood to)!!!!!! 

When Im not in the mood, I'll fight to the death. 

This is NOT what submission is all about. I know this. My mind knows this. Why isn't the signal being transmitted to my self righteous, stubborn, confrontational self?

Okay so Daddy always makes me repeat "whenever, wherever, however". Somehow those 3 words have become part the set of rules. Wherever and however seem to be easier for me to accept. The whenever part though....yea, not so much. I have ZERO desire to submit when I don't want to. Let me restate that. I want more than anything to submit to him all the time; when Im in the mood and especially when Im not in the mood. Easier said then done. 

It helps to constantly be reminded of those 3 words. Even if they do sometimes drive me crazy. Boot camp is coming at the end of the month. I think Im fighting the idea more and more however with each day that goes by I realize how much I really do need it. I need the constant reminder that Im not in charge. I need to learn to submit whether I feel like it or not. Why? Because its not up to me. I don't make the rules. I have chosen to obey and that means not just when I feel like it or when it suits me. It means ALL THE FUCKING TIME. Part of boot camp calls for immediate punishment for ANY and ALL hesitation to any request or demand Daddy has. UGH. As much as I don't want to go through with this ( or my ass doesn't want to go through with this) it is definitely a lesson I need to learn. Once that stubborn defiant streak is broken in me, I know I will be happier. The constant reminder of this over a few days of boot camp will no doubt reaffirm this in my head and hopefully seal the change. 

The next thing that needs to be broken inside of me is my desire to have ownership (when I want it) over my body. This probably fits in with the whole earlier picture but its becoming a real issue for me. My body is for Daddy's pleasure (whenever, however, wherever). See, easy to say. I need to leave my legs open, my breasts bare, and my mouth available. If Daddy wants to lay in bed and fondle my nipples for an hour, so be it. If Daddy wants to finger me while watching TV, so be it. If Daddy wants me to suck his dick in the middle of making dinner, I better turn off the stove and drop to my knees. I am to remain open and available 24/7. 

See. I know what my role is. I know what is expected of me. I know what to do. But I fight. I still fight for control. I fight for ownership. 

I'am still fighting the fight. 

Im glad Im not responsible for me.......its a lot of fucking work. 

[ddwife]

Question about respect

Just told my husband that if he calls a blow job a "Beeg" then I will be giving them to other. He claims this is disrespectful. Please chime in whether this was or not respectful.

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[sub-91]

Yes.

[ddwife]

True story

[ddwife]

Boot Camp

Well....our time is drawing near. We have talked about doing a boot camp but with children home its not something that can be done easily. At the end of the month we will have been together for 7 1/2 years, married for 5 years, and practicing DD for 2 years. Boot camp originally was my idea. I like the idea that it can bring us closer and solidify our roles that we choose to live 24/7, but honestly, Im nervous. This is going to be intense and Im not sure I can handle it. 4 spanking sessions a day ranging from mild to severe (each with a lesson to be learned)......homework assignments......and instant punishment for any and all signs of defiance. YIKES. Hoping I have what it takes. Anyone have any stories to share? Anything to give me courage?

[ddwife]

Hello, I came across your post about suckling your Daddy's penis. I can totally relate. I also do that, not giving head, just nursing, as I call it. It's very comforting and it allows me to relax and center my self as a slave and my role in our lives. It's interesting to read that I'm not alone in this experience. Thank you for writing about it. ~Pet

Im so glad you can relate! I know that feeling of thinking that something is "only you". I don't know if its the same for you but when I nurse on him it pulls me in to him by the pit of my stomach. The relaxation and contentment that it brings me is AMAZING. I want to go around and ask all women if they've tried that lol. Have you ever nursed on his nipple? I do that almost nightly. I cuddle in and lay my head on his chest and he always positions me so that his nipple is at direct access to my mouth. Again, so very comforting. Thanks for communicating! 

DDwife