♡ -- ;; INACTIVE.

I AM INACTIVE.

[ddwyochr-blog]

PSA

I’m no longer here, nor am I rebooting any time soon/rebooting and promoting myself on this blog again. IM me or send an inbox if you want to keep contact/rp through skype, otherwise it was nice being around when it was fun.

[ddwyochr-blog]

PSA

I’m no longer here, nor am I rebooting any time soon/rebooting and promoting myself on this blog again. IM me or send an inbox if you want to keep contact/rp through skype, otherwise it was nice being around when it was fun.

[ddwyochr-blog]

PSA

I’m no longer here, nor am I rebooting any time soon/rebooting and promoting myself on this blog again. IM me or send an inbox if you want to keep contact/rp through skype, otherwise it was nice being around when it was fun.

[ddwyochr-blog]

PSA

I’m no longer here, nor am I rebooting any time soon/rebooting and promoting myself on this blog again. IM me or send an inbox if you want to keep contact/rp through skype, otherwise it was nice being around when it was fun.

[ddwyochr-blog]

;; -- Thinking about deactivating or just leaving this blog entirely.

If I don’t do that, then I’m dropping all my threads and starting new.

[ddwyochr-blog]

I’m going back on hiatus.

Honestly it shouldn’t be as bad as it is, but for months I’ve struggled with getting in touch with people through RP, sustaining any form of relationship, and I’ve literally lost every single ship I’ve ever had with Dan. I’ve been consistently feeling worse and worse about being here at all and it’s starting to feel like I’m better off deactivating and taking whoever actually talks to me with me through skype.

And that’s not even a lot. That’s literally just one person who doesn’t already have my skype. I only have 10 people added on skype who were roleplayers, and all of them except 3 don’t actually talk to me so I’m beginning to think there’s no point in doing this at all anymore.

On top of that, the time of year means I’m going to be surrounded by family that constantly alienates me and belittles me for things I cannot control. I’m just tired of being in places where I’ve never really felt welcomed at all. Not like many people would care that much at all anyway.

[ddwyochr-blog]

daddy

;; -- You’re grounded.

[darlingstarlets]

⟨ ⟡⋰⸰ misadventures sentence starters ⟩

“i was lying to you, but you were lying, too.”

“so what’s left to do? what’s left to say?”

“stop making friends, it’s just us.”

“just because you’re screaming for my attention does not mean i will waste my time.”

“what’s your problem, baby?”

“don’t mean to break your heart.”

“kill me if i end up like you.”

“i know that it’s not safe here, you did this to yourself.”

“can you tell that story? it’s my favorite one.”

“you fucking disappointment.”

“i can’t entertain you anymore.”

“don’t cross your boundaries and think that it’s cool.”

“if anything should happen to me, i want you to know i’ve loved you.”

“don’t dance around me, i know what it means.”

“maybe i could swim into your thoughts like your drugs do.”

“i’m not meant for this world, i just don’t see the point.”

“don’t think about it, don’t over think about it.”

“you’d better hide the bullets.”

“together we can fake our own deaths here.”

“i’m just a stupid motherfucker, can’t figure it out.”

“i wanna leap when you want me to fly.” 

“darlin’, i don’t mean to beg.”

“close your eyes, picture you and i.” 

“one day, somebody’s gonna go and get pushed too far.”

“not gonna say what you want me to say.”

“some things are better left alone but thanks for your concern.”

“i’d put a bullet in my head if i ever lost you.” 

“fuck you, no one is gonna ruin all our fun.”

“i’m not everything you wanted me to be.”

“i suggest you pray for a full recovery.”

“what’s happening to me?”

“do you feel the shame inside of you?”

“save yourself, don’t ever look back.”

“hey, what’s on your mind?”

“i think about my life without you and i start to cry.”

“hey, it’s alright; we’ll make it.”

“i love you and i’ll never leave your side.” 

“baby, pull over, tell me: are we concrete?” 

“what would you do without my perfect company to your undressed spine?”

“i think we’re bleeding out.” 

“i’m the one who made you, i’ll be the one who brings you down.” 

“this will be the last time.”

“just give me a signal i’m reaching you now.”

“i’ll teach you to love again.” 

“don’t believe it’s a never-ending summer ‘cause they don’t exist.”

“why am i the one falling apart?”

“you don’t even know you’re an angel.”

“foolish am i, for the times i come and go.” 

“i hope you don’t regret me.”

“this was never my intention after all.” 

“what the fuck did i do?”

“we’re made to destroy.”

“tell me what you want until it hurts.”

“i think we’re in over our heads.” 

“i can’t deny it’s getting worse; trust me, it’s a blessing and a curse.”

“call me if you’re crashing, we’ll take turns.”

“i won’t be here in a year.” 

“if there’s still evidence of us, why can’t that be enough?”

“i don’t mean to drag you down.” 

“all we have are parking lots and nowhere to go.”

“if you love me then show me more.”

“i’d give anything just to surround your dreams.”

“i’m an anarchist in love.” 

[ddwyochr-blog]

Here’s my thread tracker.

Going to be inactive for a while; Dan isn’t feeling so hot and I deal with Thanksgiving in my family. It’s all at my house.

I owe replies to:

@kaledvoul x2  @whisperxdays x5000 @theredconqueror @deithwyn @syndiicas

I won’t be doing it yet, but I’m going to comb through my followers, unfollow the people who haven’t made any move to interact with me in many weeks(including responding to my attempts to reach out) and untrack threads from fucking September.

[ddwyochr-blog]

flops on dramatically TELL ME IM PRETTY

;; -- “No no no, tell me I’m pretty, then maybe I’ll tell you.”

[wordsnquotes]

to love and lose and still be kind.

Warsan Shire (via wordsnquotes)

[ddwyochr-blog]

;; -- Today’s episode in what made Daniel emotional: The Heart from Dishonored.

“If we should become parted some day, know that I know exactly who you are, and that I treasure you.”

 “Always conflict; power, greed, lust. For me, what I wouldn’t give to hold your hand in mine one more time.”

[thequotejournals]

You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge.

Danielle LaPorte (via thequotejournals)

[ddwyochr-blog]

whisperxdays

“You cannot swim? I— I am actually shocked!” Once she was firmly on the ground, her smile didn’t falter. “I think I am in the place where I am willing to go. I have not been on a boat since my trip here, so I think that the trip to the mountains would be just as good.”

The mountains were far enough away that she could see where they were, but never had she imagined herself actually scaling them. “I should probably put my sandals on first, though.” 

;; -- “Oh, but I can swim! .. Just not very well, not enough to make that distance with you carried. I would also love to be part of the workings of a ship once more, even if I am only a temporary part,” if not to stay mostly dry, he never minded paying and even contributing to the crew whenever he sailed anywhere, especially when it was the least he felt he could do when Richard went with him everywhere.

“Sandals, indeed. Perhaps investing in a more sturdy footwear would do well, too.”

[wnq-anonymous]

It’s okay to feel nothing for a while. Especially after feeling everything for what felt like forever then, and nothing now.

Anonymous (via wnq-anonymous)

[marylinebeauchamp]

Angus un superbe étalon Irish Cob - 2/2.

[metaphorformetaphor]

I hate my loneliness and I love it and long to leave and long to stay, so I do not truly leave and do not truly stay and am become more than my body.

Mourid Barghouti, from I Was Born There, I Was Born Here (Walker & Company, 2012)