ʀᴇᴡɪɴᴅ ᴘᴀsᴛ .

HELLO, BOYS AND GIRLS . no one knows for certain how much impact they have on the lives of other people . HANNAH BAKER HERE . INDEPENDENT & PRIVATE HANNAH BAKER from 13 REASONS WHY. LIVE AND IN STEREO . written by ida maja. est. 2017.

[deadgirled-blog]

               tape  fourteen .     so  i   might   be  changing  psds ,  so  pls  comment  which  one  u  like  the  most .

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                    NO  WAY .     clay  jensen .  asking  her  what  she  was  doing  later   ?   she  didn’t  say  much  at  first ,  her  fingers  playing  with  the  cups  for  soda .  eyes  focused  on  his  hands ,  slowly  filling  cups  with  popcorn .  it  was  silent ,  silent  before  the  storm .  or  well  silent  before   8pm   when  the  better  movies  started .  she  wanted  it  to  be  real ,  wanted  for  him  to  want  her  as  much  as  she  wanted  him ,  but  no .  it  couldn’t  be  true .  he  didn’t  seem  like  one  of  the  boys  who’d  call  her  names  such  as  slut  or   easy .  god ,  she  wished  so  much  that  those  words  were  not  why  he  was  talking  to  her  at  that  very  moment .          ’     yeah ,  i’m  just  going  home  after  work .  uh ,  you   ?     ‘ 

          @helmctboy​   /   sc .

[deadgirled-blog]

                    BITING  ONTO  HER  LIP     her  eyes  caught  onto  her   friend .  or  was  she  really   ?   one  of  the  difficulties  in  life  was  figuring  out  the  limits .  figuring  out  when  someone  was  your  friend ,  when  you  could  trust  someone ,  when  someone  was  just  using  you ,  when  someone  just  listened  to  your  problems  just  to  make  another  joke  about  it  in  the  end .  but  sheri  seemed  for  real .  seemed  interested .  caring .  but  the   ache  in  her  chest ,  made  her  doubt  everything .          ’     did  you  ever     -----     fall  in  love  with  someone   ?     ’ 

          @sheconfessed   /   sc .

[deadgirled-blog]

                    her  fingers  brushed  against  her  brown  locks .   done .  she  felt  absolutely  done  with  life .  completely  alone .  devastated  at  heart .  waking  up  every  day  was  like  waking  up  to  another  nightmare .  a  new  nightmare .  it  never  ended .  it  kept  going  on   &   on   &   on .  a  part  of  her  hated  herself ,  despised  herself  for  not  having  killed  herself  yet .  for  continuing  this   blessed  life .  always  hoping  things  would  get better .  but  they  never  did .  now   ?   she  just  awaited  things  to  get  worse .  shivers  ran  down  her  spine  when  the  voice  of  someone  else  burst  her  own  little  bubble ,  made  to  isolate  herself  from  all  the  noise .          ’     sorry ,  did  i  take  your  seat   ?     ‘ 

          @lovetutored   /   sc .

[deadgirled-blog]

                    OKAY  MAYBE     working  at  the  movie  theatre  was  a  bit   greeky .  but  she  grew  fond  of  it .  very  fond  of  it ,  perhaps  like  she  had  grown  fond  of  everybody’s  favorite  jock .  favorite  popular  boy .   her  old   friend’s  boy .  but  since  she  had  moved  town ,  she  was  alone     -----     so  was  he .  or  at  least  available .  most  likely  he  did  not  feel  the  loneliness  she  did ,  he  knew  everyone  at  school .  the  entire  town  knew  the  name   justin  foley .          ’     there’s  that  smile  again     -----     okay ,  but  don’t  make  fun  of  me .  working  here  isn’t   that   bad .     ’

          @rippedfromglory   /   sc .

[vaememes]

` ° * ✧ ° RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS PT 2.

❛ I wish that I could tell you. ❜ ❛ You should have stayed. ❜ ❛ Please don’t come looking for me. ❜ ❛ Just get out of here. ❜ ❛ I don’t know, I just don’t know. ❜ ❛ Why did you come? ❜ ❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜ ❛ Can’t break something that was already broke. ❜ ❛ Don’t fix something that isn’t broke. ❜ ❛ Why can’t you just butt out? ❛ I don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ I’m not here for you. ❜ ❛ You’re never here for me when I need you. ❜ ❛ Is that smell you? ❜ ❛ Can you please just stop already. ❜ ❛ I’m leaving you. ❜ ❛ I just didn’t want you to come around. ❜ ❛ Are you sure you’re okay alone? ❜ ❛ No, no, no, no —- I just checked it last night. ❜ ❛ Don’t worry, you’ll learn how to do it someday. ❜ ❛ I think we are going to like each other a lot. ❜ ❛ I just wanted to come and let you know. ❜ ❛ So, what are you going to do, now that you know? ❜ ❛ You have got to be fucking kidding me right now. ❜ ❛ Do me a favor and shut up already. ❜ ❛ Scratch the serial number off of it. ❜ ❛ I’m not wearing a mask. ❜ ❛ You act like it’s all my fault sometimes. ❜ ❛ I’m here for your pity party. ❜ ❛ You are in a lot of trouble, you know that right? ❜ ❛ You aren’t allowed in here. ❜ ❛ Who invited you? ❜ ❛ You aren’t wanted around here anymore. Sorry. ❜ ❛ I can’t keep covering for you. What’s going on? ❜ ❛ Just tell me what’s wrong! Talk to me! ❜ ❛ There’s so many things I would’ve done differently. ❜ ❛ Stop crying about it and do something about it. ❜ ❛ Stop looking for the things worth dying over and find the things worth living for. ❜ ❛ So, prove them wrong. Thats the best way to do it. ❜ ❛ Don’t need anyone who doesn’t need me. ❜ ❛ Yeah, well, we all have our sob story so just save it. ❜ ❛ Don’t cry over me or for me, I’m not worth it. ❜ ❛ It isn’t cheating if you aren’t actually dating. ❜ ❛ You know what? That’s a good idea. ❜ ❛ You need to find someome better already. ❜ ❛ I’m not listening to your bullshit right now. ❜ ❛ Is that a freaking condom? ❜ ❛ It smells like sour milk in here for crying out loud. ❜ ❛ Am I really standing here witnessing this right now? ❜ ❛ I’m not a bad influence if it’s always your ideas. ❜ ❛ I never forced you to do anything. ❜ ❛ Are you really walking out on me? ❜ ❛ Come near me again and I’ll blow your head off. ❜ ❛ Treat me like the princess that I am. ❜ ❛ Just remember a lot of guys want what I’m letting you do right now. ❜ ❛ How can you possibly be in love with two people at the same time? ❜ ❛ Let’s just get out of here. ❜ ❛ Shhh, I’m going to key his/her car. ❜ ❛ There’s no one even here. ❜ ❛ I’m just saying, it sounds like a bad idea. ❜ ❛ Is that blood on your shirt? ❜ ❛ Oh my God, are you bleeding?! ❜ ❛ Jesus, don’t you ever get tired of doing that. ❜ ❛ You know they throw people in Asylum’s for doing that. ❜ ❛ You’re just looking for trouble, like always. ❜ ❛ Enough is never enough for you. ❜ ❛ I could never get tired of this. ❜ ❛ You’re so jumpy lately. ❜ ❛ I mean I feel bad but whatever. ❜ ❛ I have a reputation to maintain unlike you. ❜ ❛ Why are you staring at me? ❜ ❛ Stop feeding into his/her bullshit! Wake up! ❜ ❛ Are you on drugs or something? ❜ ❛ You have lost your fucking mind, once and for all. ❜ ❛ Yes, you summoned me. ❜ ❛ I’m not here to help you. I’m here to watch you struggle. ❜ ❛ Hey, cut it out already! I can hear the stupid TV. ❜ ❛ Are you seriously asking me this right now? ❜ ❛ Have you ever tried to count the stars? ❜ ❛ I should kill you right now! ❜ ❛ Don’t you dare walk away from me! ❜ ❛ I know where you live! Don’t forget! ❜ ❛ I just wanted to have a good time but no, you couldn’t let me, could you? ❜ ❛ This friendship has officially sunk, hope you’re happy. ❜ ❛ Are you satisfied now? You should be. This is what you wanted. ❜ ❛ I don’t get everything that I want unlike you. ❜ ❛ Must be nice to be that miserable all the time. ❜ ❛ Happiness is the most temporary thing in life. ❜ ❛ Everything happens for a reason, right? ❜ ❛ You can call me at any hour. Always. ❜ ❛ There’s nothing that I can’t do. ❜ ❛ You’re like a forty year old, like an old soul or something. ❜ ❛ Say it or I’ll cut your finger off. ❜ ❛ I will stab you right in the eye if you look at me one more time. ❜ ❛ Go ahead and look but don’t touch, unless you want a broken limb. ❜ ❛ I’m actually a serial killer. I’m not joking. ❜ ❛ You have such a morbid sense of humor. ❜ ❛ This is our time, come on, let’s have our time. ❜ ❛ Hey, want a hand with that? ❜ ❛ I almost forgot what that felt like. ❜ ❛ I just want to feel something. I don’t know what though. ❜ ❛ I need your help with something. ❜ ❛ I’m pissed off right now. ❜ ❛ Don’t go breaking my heart. ❜ ❛ Why do you build me and watch me fall? Is that fun for you? ❜ ❛ Well, I’m used to it by now, so take your best shot. ❜ ❛ I hate crying. It makes me mad. ❜ ❛ I really don’t want to be seen with you right now. ❜ ❛ Please, just don’t forget. Whatever you do. Don’t forget. ❜ ❛ You can’t catch me though. ❜ ❛ I know I said fucked up things and I’m sorry. ❜ ❛ Look, I’m an asshole. I don’t mean be to be. ❜ ❛ I’ll try not to be an asshole anymore. ❜ ❛ Any pocket knives or anything? ❜ ❛ Where’d you go? ❜ ❛ I’m going to turn myself in. ❜ ❛ Did you finish your cigarette yet? ❜ ❛ You can turn around and face the other way. ❜ ❛ It wasn’t worth it, was it? ❜ ❛ I have no idea what you said. ❜ ❛ Right now, you’re acting very weird. ❜ ❛ I don’t even know what that statement means. ❜

[deadgirled-blog]

angsty starters ( + sad qoutes / song lyrics. )

"I love you enough to let you go,"

"I heard you moved on,"

"I didn't come here to hurt you,"

"Where did you go?"

"I'm sorry we fell in love."

"We'll do everything on our own."

"I'm so sorry,"

"You'll never understand."

"Please don't go,"

"I still love you,"

"I don't love you anymore."

"I never loved you,"

"I can't do this."

"We can't be together!"

"Will I ever see you again?"

"May we meet again,"

"I promise I'll do better,"

"I just want to see you, one more time."

"I'd give anything to see you one more time."

"One last time?"

"I don't deserve you,"

"You don't deserve me,"

"People like us don't get happy endings,"

"You still love me?"

"I never meant to hurt you,"

"I understand..."

"If you want to go, it's okay."

"I gave up everything for you!"

"I really need you to trust me,"

"Can you listen to me for once!"

"I cheated on you,"

"You cheated on me?"

"Don't expect me to come crawling back,"

"Shame on me, you fooled me twice."

"You said I wasn't just like anyone."

"Did I even ever cross your mind?"

"Can we pretend that we're in love?"

"I can't lose you,"

"Please go,"

"Don't you dare die on me!"

"I'm not losing you again!"

"I'm incomplete without you,"

"I will love you for the rest of my life,"

"So this is goodbye?"

"Kiss me goodbye."

"I loved them and they died."

"I was a bet?"

"You were nothing but a bet."

"Can you hold me?"

"I loved and I lost you."

"It's okay,"

"The worst day of loving someone is when you lose them."

"It hurts like hell,"

"I'm not coming back."

"You're never coming back?"

"What do you mean you're dying!"

"Come back to me,"

"What happened?!"

"They're dead!"

"Where's my love,"

"Don't do this,"

"I'll see you again."

"There's nothing we can do to bring them back."

"I don't want to be alone anymore,"

"You promised you'd never leave me."

"First love, you remember what that's like?"

"If I don't have you I have nothing at all,"

"I'm not going to fight you,"

"You're my friend."

"It's too late to apologize."

"You left me!"

"You left us!"

"You chose them over me,"

"I need you,"

"I was hoping that you'd stay."

"I never lied to you,"

"You said you might die so what the hell?"

"It's a bad joke,"

"We can never be the same again,"

"You don't need you,"

"You're not alone."

"You broke my heart."

"It made me think of you."

"You're my world."

"Do I wanna know?"

"So sad to see you go,"

"This is it, isn't it."

"Now I just sit in silence."

"Are you okay?"

"Are you hurt?"

"I'll go with you."

"How bad is it?"

"My feelings for you are real, they always have been."

"Someday you'll understand."

"Because I love you,"

"There was just something about them,"

"I'm sorry for breaking your heart."

"It wasn't an act."

"Time doesn't heal everything."

"This is your fault!"

"Tell me what to do!"

"I didn't mean for this to happen."

"Everythings a mess."

"You ruined my life,"

"Do you still love me?"

"You gotta get up, we have to go."

"It's okay,"

"It was nothing,"

"I'll do something."

"You're safe here,"

"Don't forget me."

"I ruined this,"

"You ruined this."

"Quiet is violent."

"You promised me!"

"Stop lying with those words."

"If this is some kind of sick joke, you better tell me!"

"You're all I have!"

"I'm not ready to say goodbye."

"I don't want to go,"

"I loved you,"

"You don't have to do this,"

"I'm afraid it's never going to be okay again."

"I'm terrified,"

"You're a monster."

"You're all I have!"

"I'm a monster."

"Only fools fall for you,"

"Everything comes to an end,"

"I thought I loved you."

"Now I just sit in silence."

"It's unbearable."

"You're my first love."

"I never wanted to hurt you,"

"I was here,"

"Help me,"

"They won..."

"You don't love them."

"You're breaking my heart,"

"I hate you!"

"It's a waste of time,"

"You're all I want."

"I've always loved you!"

"I can pretend anymore."

"i didn't have a choice!"

"What if it's agony now and it's hell later on?"

"Love I will let you go,"

"I left behind something great."

"I want you back,"

"I don't regret any of it, not if it kept you safe."

"Get over yourself,"

"You'll be the death of me."

"Everything just fell apart."

"What the hell am I doing here?"

"I want you so much but I hate your guts."

"I found love where it wasn't supposed to be."

"You still like them, don't you?"

"What are you doing?!"

"I did this to protect you!"

"Don't cry,"

"I'm not crying,"

"I'm dying,"

"A-Are you alright?"

"I'll come back for you."

"I've never felt so alone."

"You don't love me! You don't even know me!"

"I don't even know who you are anymore."

"I don't even know who I am anymore,"

"Please let me do this for you."

"You're one of the lucky ones."

"It's never going to be okay."

[leightonmurrays]

[rpstarterss]

A Little Too Drunk Starters:

“Oh, HELL no! Not in MY bed!”

“We watched some horror movie.. I think it’s called, ‘the Teletubbies..’?”

“Pants are just an illusion.”

“Shut the fuck up a pikachu onesie does so suit me.”

“Hey, man, I hate to tell you this, but I think your dog’s cheating on you..”

“Hey, the cat crashed your car.”

“I thought today was your birthday, so I rented a bouncy house, but then I remembered it isn’t, so now we have a bouncy house.”

“It’s not a mattress, it’s my kingdom and you are encroaching on it.”

“[NAME]’s a VIP at that one strip club….. What’s it called again… ‘Golden Corral’?”

“I’m bleeding?!”

“I have to tell you a secret…”

“You think it’s important that I lost my shirt?! You think it’s important?! I’LL TELL YOU WHAT’S IMPORTANT!!! CALLIOU CAN’T FUCKIN’ TIE HIS SHOES!!!”

“I need at least seven sweet and sour sauces or I’m fucked.”

“I was pretending to be a ninja and the blade of the knife just flew right off and broke the window.”

“Look, man, I didn’t mean to pee on you.”

“Thanks for letting me room with you… By the way, vodka makes me gassy.”  

“You want to go to Taco Bell?”

“I lost [NAME]. Have you seen them?”

“Wow, you look so much better when I’m drunk. You should try it more often.”

“I CAN’T SLEEP WITHOUT A LULLABY!!”

“Hello, 911? Are you still awake?”

“Jesus told me to do it.”

“I’m really sorry I’m so creepy everybody…”

“This is awful. I am inventing electricity, and you look like an asshole.”

“How many nutrients do you think there are in dog biscuits? I already ate, like five.”

“HOLY SHIT HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET SO TALL? WHAT THE FUCK?”

“Hamsters have feelings, too..”

“Who convinced me to come here?”

“The dog looked so lonely.. So I took it home.”

“I’LL PROTECT YOU! I’M BATMAN!”

“Look at all this snow. Imagine if it was sand, but still cold. No wait, warm snow. Man, that’d be cool..”

“You’re not very hot, but maybe after another beer or two..”

[deadgirled-blog]

               tape  fourteen .     okay  so  like  this  for  a  starter ,  yeah   !

[alberto-rosende]

It’s the end of tape 13. There’s nothing more to say. 

[gifmarvel]

I don’t take the bus either. Seriously? Hannah Baker!

[hopless-and-insane]

[trcshymemes]

LIFE IS STRANGE SENTENCE MEME - EP. 1: CHRYSALIS. 

❝ You seem quiet today. ❞

❝ Want to go grab a cup of tea and bitch about life? ❞

❝ The forest around here always looks mysterious. ❞

❝ You have a gift. ❞

❝ All you need is the courage to share your gift with others. ❞

❝ I feel like the universe is taunting me everywhere I go today. ❞

❝ Just relax. Stop torturing yourself. ❞ 

❝ You don’t know who the fuck I am or who you’re messing around with! ❞

❝ Come on, put that thing down! ❞

❝ Don’t you EVER tell me what to do! ❞

❝ I am so sick of people trying to control me! ❞

❝ Nobody would even miss your punk ass, would they? ❞

❝ Get that gun away from me, psycho! ❞

❝ Your face is covered in guilt. ❞

❝ You look a little stressed out? Are you okay? ❞

❝ You can always be upfront with me, [ name ]. ❞

❝ That sounds like a set-up to a horrible prank. ❞

❝ Would you mind letting me sketch you? ❞

❝ I’m kind of over humanity today…❞

❝ I’d really like to be alone right now, if you don’t mind… ❞

❝ Please, leave me alone! ❞

❝ Just because I don’t talk a lot doesn’t mean I don’t care. ❞

❝ I’m such an asshole. I’m sorry, [ name ]. ❞

❝ You’re not helpful, you’re just nosey. ❞

❝ I think you better go…❞

❝ It’s been one strange fucking day. ❞

❝ Can’t a sensitive high school boy/girl love sensitive vampires too? ❞

❝ I need to talk to somebody…just to get it out of my system. ❞

❝ Dr. [ full name ] is in da house. I won’t even prescribe you any meds. ❞

❝ Have you ever had a dream, so real it was like a movie? ❞

❝ Don’t analyze me! ❞

❝ This day never ends… ❞

❝ After five years, you’re still [ name ]. ❞

❝ Don’t give me that guilty face. ❞

❝ At lest pretend you’re happy to see me. ❞

❝ I am seriously glad to see you. ❞

❝ It makes perfect sense I’d see you today. ❞

❝ I thought it would be quiet here. ❞

❝ Don’t you think I’m happy to see you? ❞

❝ You were happy to wait five years without a call, or even a text. ❞

❝ I’m sorry. I know things were tough on you when I left… ❞

❝ How do you know? You weren’t even there. ❞

❝ Are you cereal? ❞

❝ My camera has officially taken a shit. ❞

❝ Home, shit, home. ❞

❝ I don’t feel grown up. Just more confused as I get older. ❞

❝ I’m happiest when I’ve got a great image in my lens. ❞

❝ I’m not lonely, not afraid… ❞

❝ After my [ family member ] died and you moved, I felt abandoned. ❞

❝ You’re the opposite of shy…of me. ❞

❝ What do you truly want to do when you grow up? ❞

❝ I want to explore the world. Go far from here… ❞

❝ Your pictures could be in a museum. Someday they will. ❞

❝ You saved my life. ❞

❝ That is so badass. ❞

❝ So, did you recognize me? ❞

❝ I, er, know it was your birthday last month… I want you to have this. ❞

❝ That’s cool you remembered my birthday. But I can’t take this. ❞

❝ I’m fucking insane in the brain! ❞

❝ You need to hide. Now! ❞

❝ I’m sick of your disrespect! ❞

❝ Thanks for taking the heat. ❞

❝ Let’s sneak out the window. ❞

❝ This is the exact same place I was at during my nightmare today… ❞

❝ Are you sure you don’t want to be alone? ❞

❝ I’m not as brave as you. ❞

❝ Sometimes ignorance is bliss. ❞

❝ Everybody in this town knows everyone’s secrets. ❞

❝ You needed money that bad? ❞

❝ How much do you owe? ❞

❝ This shit-pit has taken away everyone I’ve ever loved… ❞

❝ [ name ]…you’re here. I’m back. Oh my Lord. This is real…it’s real. ❞

❝ You totally just blacked out… ❞

❝ I had another vision…❞

❝ [ name ], I’m not crazy. ❞

❝ I can reverse time. ❞

❝ I saw you get shot, [ name ]. Saw you actually…die. ❞

❝ Okay I see you’re a geek now with a great imagination, but this isn’t an anime or a video game. ❞

❝ I don’t know what I have…But I have it. And I’m scared shitless…❞

❝ Snowflakes? It’s like 80 degrees…How? ❞

❝ [ name ], start from the beginning. Tell me everything… ❞

[bettyjugheads]

You always stand and fidget, it makes me anxious.

[vegasdarcy]

And if you’re listening to this tapes… you’re one of the reasons why.