It Never Gets Better

Deeply traumatized individual in hiding Please go away I have no filter be warned

[deadmancalling]

I am writing a new warning that I hope yall will heed, but lemme say this again

If you are one of my friends or mutuals from my main @ Hizznbyte

GO THE FUCK AWAY

I love and care for you all dearly, and I wish I had the strength to stop hiding, but the Osman you know over there is not the same Osman I am here. I am disgusting and filthy and crude and I will post triggering or offensive content.

I have problems. Lots of them. I can’t fix them, and I don’t think I ever will

For your safety, leave me alone forever. Don’t go looking for me outside of tumblr. You’ll only end up hating me more than you already do

[autisticjonathanjoestar]

bouncing on it in repentance

[scissorsaint]

you really do meet some of the loveliest people talking about blood and sex on the internet

[sailatina3]

Orgasm denial. Orgasm anger. Orgasm bargaining. Orgasm depression. Orgasm acceptance.

[vainillafreakkkk]

you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me? you still love me?

[girlballs]

I need to bite something until it breaks. I need to jack off. I need to set fire to a large structure. I need to sprint into the woods

[maidthings]

[clearly experiencing symptoms of mania] oh i get it! im finally normal!

[contemptible-scoundrel]

[doesn't understand jacking off] and I'm supposed to... touch my penis? [shaking my head and smiling, murmuring to myself] touching my own penis... [chuckles] what will they come up with next

[deadmancalling]

Blood blood blood

[fml666proh8rxd]

Bpd

[twistedangelboness]

having friends is cool until they worry too much and get in the way of your self-destructive tendencies

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

[deadmancalling]

My dad said if he caught me cutting myself he’d cut my fingers off like I guess bro

[deadmancalling]

I wanna deactivate my blog and die alone

[deadmancalling]

Currently in the throes of a horrible awful inexplicable mental episode that resulted in me: Sleeping on the floor half naked and crying for a few hours

Getting berated by my dad and kicked around by my mom for being disrespectful and retarded. Got so scared of being yelled at that I cried and then got compared to a Jew (?) and then was forced to apologize to my parents for being uncooperative. Because I am not allowed to feel emotions in my own house?

Anyways I really wanna slit my throat open and dye right now but maybe I’ll be fine hahahahagahjnmnnnvcddx

[reasons-to-not-end-it]

REASON TO NOT END IT:

"To masturbate"

-anonymous

#323

[mercuryconfetti]

He made a statement so CUTE even his GANG CRACKED HIM