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HELLOOOO, WELCOME BACK 💛💛 i love that you asked if anyone would still be interested in reading your stories and i've been !! literally !! thinking about them every day since i first read them, like you don't know how much of an impact they had, they're my roman empire FOR SUREEEEE
i wanted to share a little song connection, or thoughts ❤️✨ "the cut that always bleeds" by conan gray, especially the bridge where he's like "and even though you're killing me, i need you like the air i breathe" I'M SORRY THAT REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF YOUR STORIES!!
in afterglow, the part before they got together when tr wasn't sure if jj felt the same since he kept flirting with other girls. BUT ALSOOO!! IN SEALED!! this one would be more deeper, but i also think it could work?? like we know they used to be closer and jj cares about her even though they have been distant w/ each other. and i keep thinking about the scene where they're fixing the generator, like everything that tr says really gets him, because he values her opinion so much and she doesn't let his mistakes go as easily as the others. and so even though he really gets hurt sometimes by the things she says (i love angst omg), he still feels so drawn to her!!
omg i'm so sorry for filling your inbox with these rambles, but i got so excited when i saw you back and i've been thinking about the stories and the characters a lotttt. and then this song came on shuffle and it reminded me so much of the angsty side of your stories!! 🥲🤞💗
anyway i hope you're doing good and your day goes well, i'm so glad that you're back 💛❣️
BAEEEEE THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! i’m sorry for the lack of updates but hopefully i’ll be continuing those series super soon <333
OMG I LOVE THE SEALED CONNECTION SO MUCH!!! i honestly never would’ve thought of that, but it also makes sm sense for them. jj rlly does need tr’s validation specially. also for afterglow it could work even after they start dating. bc we know jj wants to keep it a secret and that’s gonna deffo lead to angst but she still loves him and wants him ugh. 😔
i loveeeee ur asks. ik ur anon but i also feel like i can place at least one other ask i think you’ve sent and i always love them sm <333 they’re such an important reminder that ppl actually do read what i put out 🩷
helloooo <33 i'm not sure if ur going to read this, but i just wanted to say that i miss having u around!! i've been rereading ur stories to remind myself of how good they are 💗 hopefully ur doing okay, and everything's well with you!! wishing u the best alwaysss <33
😭😭 i’m happy this was a recent-ish ask and i wasn’t super late in replying, but i’m so sorry i disappeared 💔 i stopped using the app for a while and just decided to come back
i miss being here and i miss writing those stories. ur literally so kind for checking in 🩷 i’m hoping to start updating them very soon 🤞🏽
i hope ur also doing amazing, sweet sweet anon 🩷🩷🩷
hi guys 😭😭😭 i opened this app after days (months) and god i miss it. i’m so sorry i left y’all hanging w my stories :(((
march became super busy for me and somewhere in the midst of that i started to lose inspiration to keep up with this blog. i so so badly want to come back and have been trying to pick up where i left off w/ sealed and afterglow.
i’m not sure if anyone would still want to read those stories but i’ll still post cause why not
your parents aren’t going to let you go to unc. it’s an ivy league, or it’s nothing. mom says unc is for girls who want to get drunk and knocked up, that it’s for the dumb kids anyway.
you won’t let them dictate your entire life anymore, your every little move. you’d always been their angel, never once going against their wishes. good grades, good friends, good image and reputation. that changes now, and what better way to do it, than with the worst kid on the island.
mood board 🦢🍸🤍🌾
reader
jj maybank
warnings
mentions of drinking, smoking, drugs, and religion, cursing, insults & inappropriate jokes lol, afab!reader
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if you would like to be added to the taglist, let me know! i will do my best to make sure everyone is tagged 🤍
usually my masterlist & next chapter links are at the top of each chapter, but i put them both at the bottom this time around for convenience so you don’t have to go looking for them!
based off the song ‘18’ by anarbor bc i saw it in a harry styles edit and immediately i knew what i must do.
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the exact opposite / italian / yardwork / he's going to break your heart / third wheeling / sarah knows. / two best friends and the boy they yell at / the opposite of selfish / good girls go bad / dinner with the parents /
hey! omg im so ready (and not ready at the same time) to see the possible angst that the “love triangle” is going to bring in sealed 💔 i’m excited to see the two of them getting together but i can tell i’m going to lose my mind with the angst, especially since (from what we know about tr) she’s probably going to feel so “guilty” abt it, knowing that jj and kiara had something before… ugh it’s going to be so good i can’t wait
i’ve also been loving afterglow so much!! the angst in that one is also going to be so good >>> i was curious to know what inspired you to start those stories or how you got the idea for them!! i think sealed by the storm is one of the most unique (and one of the best for sure!) in the obx fandom, and i think the plot/details of it are so great, so i was curious to see into your mind a little lol ❤️
the sneak peek was so great btw!! i’m so excited to see the flashbacks but i was also very very intrigued by tr’s inner thoughts. hopefully they start getting closer like they were before again 👀🤞 i’m very excited for the more “romance” moments between them 🤭
hi !!!! i'm also interested in seeing how the reader is going to react to a "love triangle" (used very loosely bc i hate love triangles hahaha) forming. she'd definitely never want to cross that line bc of kie but idk exactly how she'll navigate that (i say this like i'm not the one writing it)
oooo i love this question sm!! so for ag it's a pretty basic plot but fun fact: the entire concept of luke being the reason why jj wants to keep their relationship a secret didn't come up until a couple parts before part 12. originally it was going to be jj solely using the kook vs. pogue dynamic as an excuse but i realized in that version his actions were a lot less defendable & i guess i just wasn't ready to make him that toxic haha
thank you sooo much for your praise on sealed. that story is literally my baby, and i get so happy when you guys feel the same about it as i do <333 that story has also gone through a few different potential avenues that are quite different from where we're at rn, but originally, the idea came from literally just wanting to write a marriage of convenience plot with jj. it was hard with his character since he's not a kook, money wouldn't be a driving factor. and then i remembered when i watched pretty little liars when i was younger and i had a vague memory of i think hannah and caleb getting married to invoke spousal privilege (it could've been other characters i'm not sure) and i was like HELLO???? that's literally perfect for outer banks. like the show as comedic and fun as it is, is DARK!! hahaha so shoutout watching PLL with my older sisters when i wasn't supposed to
thank you for the ask bae <333 always have sm fun answering the questions
Hello again :) I’m the anon who asked for a little sneak peak for the next Sealed By The Storm chapter and let me just say that it was so good! I love the story and it got me very excited to read the next one!! ❤️ But I hope my ask didn’t leave you too stressed or anything like that, it truly wasn’t my intention!! Everyone understands that there are times when you’re going to be busy and updates are going to be more slow, so please take your time!! We’ll be here waiting for whatever long it takes 🥰
I’m sorry if this seems a little random, I just wanted to make sure that my ask didn’t came out in the wrong way!! Love you!!
NOOOO i didn’t feel pressured at all !!! when i got the ask, i was honestly so excited but the words just wouldn’t comeee 😭💀 thank you for understanding though bc ik i’ve had y’all waiting a MINUTE
when rafe cameron's senior project of researching a local business is overdue, he has to rush to put it together. with no ideas of where to even begin, he gets inspiration from one of sarah's recent purchases, deciding to do his project on your grandma's thrift store and documenting the entire thing on his camera.
NAV ! Part One. Part Two.
notes .ᐟ i changed my mind about the plot in the middle of making graphics, so please ignore any discrepancies 😓 also, big thanks to @lovemesailor &&. @bradshawed for helping me with this plot. i love you guys sm !!
3. Don’t Say Yes Until I Finish Talking - Christian Borle, SMASH Cast
4. CRAZY - LE SSERAFIM
5. Jail - Kanye West
6. Father Stretch My Hands - Kanye West
7. Sticky - Tyler, The Creator, GloRilla, Sexyy Red, Lil Wayne
8. Real Man - beabadoobee
9. RAHHHH - alt!
10. Sailor Song - Gigi Perez
(no pressure) tags: @julesssyy @deffnotjamie @whitney23317 @reidsfavoritegirl @pearlzier @c0wb0yenthusiast (I don’t have 10 friends on here 😿) @ anyone that wishes to join
Full disclosure: I do have playlists for particular moods but as a whole I just shuffle all the songs on my library so this is very chaotic 😂😂 I had tons of fun doing this, and it was a fun reminder of how all over the place my music taste it, so thanks very much to @papercranesandinkstains for tagging me 🖤🖤🖤
1. Scatterbrain - Emei
2. self sabotage - Maggie Lindermann
3. it is what it is - Abe Parker
4. Skin and Bones - David Kushner
5. Tom’s Diner - AnnenMayKantereit & Giant Rooks
6. Rack City - Tyga
7. The Exit - Conan Gray
8. Title Track - Machine Gun Kelly
9. Chokechain - 3OH!3
10. Deathwish - Red Leather
No pressure tags: @stargirlbabies @212-apricity 🖤🖤
HOWWWW DID I JUST SEE THIS!!!! thank you so for the tag, i’m so sorry i missed it ILY 😭😭😭😭
i don’t have one go to playlist so this is a mixed bag hahaha
my 10 songs:
tu ibtida (pakistani song) by sibte hassan
dekha tenu (indian song) by janni & mohammad faiz
miss me more by kelsea ballerini
fearless by taylor swift
pretty isn’t pretty by olivia rodrigo
ride it by jay sean
stripes by brandy clark
bittersweet by sabrina sterling
call you mom by noah kahan
wondering why by the red clay
no pressure tags: i don’t talk to many ppl on this app so i’m tagging my fav creators - @itneverendshere @jjsgh0stg1rl @featherandferns @murdockcastleslut
heyyyy i’ve been rereading the chapters for “sealed by the storm” and girlllll… IM SO OBSESSEDDD FRRRR 😭 the story got even better the second time lol!! i genuinely sometimes forget that it’s not canon, like it’s so much better than the actual s4 we got 🫢👀 now i need a full series rewrite following those two LMAO i’m joking but just know that i would give my firstborn for it, that’s how much i love the character and how you write everyone
also i’ve been loving the new updates on afterglow!! i’m enjoying the good times so much, i’m not ready for the angst that’s coming 🥲
AHHHHH firstly, i have to ask: how annoying was the pov change from third to second hahahaha
but i loveee hearing your thoughts on a second reread because i get kind of nervous that on a reread there might be continuity errors or things might seemed rushed. like esp because the story was so plot heavy early on.
also i've said this before but s4 was such a low bar, that it's truly not my story that makes it seem better LOLLL ugh but seriously thank you for reading this series and thank you for you love on it. i love that series and to hear others say they do too makes my entire life
and thank you for keeping up with afterglow!!! i'll TRY not to make it too painful
hearing from y'all makes my entire day and i'm so sorry for the late reply. i've just been having a hard time staying active here, but i fully plan to return!!
Hello Hello! Could we possibly get a little sneak peak into the next chapter/chapters for Sealed By The Storm? I miss it so much ❤️🙈
((note: i don't usually tag asks under jj maybank x reader but this is sort of an update on my fic since i haven't posted in a while))
my loveeee!! i have thought of this ask everyday since i received it 😭. i so badly wanted to get a snippet to you asap but every time i tried to write the next chapter, nothing came out. i just got to almost 4k words for chapter 7, so i'm ready to share a little bit. it's still a wip and this scene will likely change some before i post the final draft, but here it is.
thank you for your patience and i'm so sorry for the late reply. you guys have no idea what your feedback and asks mean to me. i just rlly wanted to have more written because i miss you guys, and i miss my sealed babies, and i don't want to leave anyone hanging <33
IF YOU DON'T LIKE BEING SPOILED, DON'T READ!!!!
a little flashback + reader's thoughts after
“There is one thing I’ll miss about the OBX,” he says, not missing a beat.
You glance at him curiously, “What’s that?”
“The girls,” He complains. Just as you're about to call him out of his name, his eyes trail down your figure and a teasing smirk passes across his lips. “But the selection’s not too bad here.”
Your cheeks feel as warm as they had that night as the memory passes over you. That moment was one of many you’d forced yourself not to dwell on. The warming of your cheeks was exactly why you hated thinking about those early days with JJ. The more your cheeks warmed the more you’d have to acknowledge why.
But suppressing those feelings, had made the other memories hazy. It was hard to remember that at one point JJ hadn’t just been someone you could enjoy your time with. He’d been one of the people who offered you comfort, sometimes when no one else was around. How many nights like these had you forced yourself to forget? If you combined them all, would they have been strong enough to make you hold on a little tighter to your friendship?
He’d been there for you that night on Poguelandia when you couldn’t sleep because your mind wouldn’t shut off. He’d been there for you at the shack when you’d cut your finger, his hold gentle yet sure. He’d been there at the courthouse when everything felt too overwhelming. At the reception in Heyward’s backyard, when you felt alone, even with everyone’s eyes on you. Even the night you left Sarah’s house. You just hadn’t wanted to see it. You hadn’t wanted to acknowledge that he was caught up in the same storm. And now he was struggling again, the same as you, and all you did was leave the room because you didn’t know how to talk to him? Because you didn’t want to learn again?
synopsis: for the past two years, you and jj have been inseparable—surfing lessons, late-night hangouts, and inside jokes that only the two of you understand. but sometimes, the way he looks at you or the casual touch of his hand feels like something more. you can't help but wonder: does he feel it too?
one night, when the lines blur, he admits he feels the same, but there’s a catch: he wants to keep it a secret. at first, you agree, but as insecurities grow and the weight of hiding takes its toll, you start to wonder if love is enough when it’s kept in the shadows.
content warning(s): mentions of grief & loss of a parent
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a/n: i feel like i made sunny out to be such a lover girl and tbh i'm okay with it
God I love them🥺🥺🖤🖤🖤 Sunny is a lover girl and I’m kinda obsessed with her 🖤🖤 I fear it may be starting though, and by it I mean Sunny starting to be sad about being a secret. This is AMAZING!! Thanks for blessing my feed🖤
synopsis: for the past two years, you and jj have been inseparable—surfing lessons, late-night hangouts, and inside jokes that only the two of you understand. but sometimes, the way he looks at you or the casual touch of his hand feels like something more. you can't help but wonder: does he feel it too?
one night, when the lines blur, he admits he feels the same, but there’s a catch: he wants to keep it a secret. at first, you agree, but as insecurities grow and the weight of hiding takes its toll, you start to wonder if love is enough when it’s kept in the shadows.
content warning(s): mentions of grief & loss of a parent
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a/n: i feel like i made sunny out to be such a lover girl and tbh i'm okay with it
