someday I'll be living in the big old city

[deaivanaaz]

new-normal age

hello! been a long time since ever-

never though even just for a sec my life would be so roller-coaster. since I think for a few guy I called “mine” and “forever be and always”, we break up then. it’s funny how faith I hold into lead me to you. It’s not required a logic; some people even don’t expect how it goes; until it’s done -to me- I believe I will get there. I believe I precious for some guy I meant to be. I believe I deserved everything I say I deserve.

so here I am. meet a lovely guy and married and still working on to my pace to be the greatest wife he could ask.

I could say it wouldn’t easy, but you the best partner I ever have to play our role-model.

love you, babe.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Continue to share your heart with people even if it’s broken.

Amy Poehler (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[deeplifequotes]

Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.

Sade Andria Zabala (via deeplifequotes)

[deaivanaaz]

hidup tidak pernah sekejam itu. tolak ukurnya ada pada bagaimana kita melihat pada permasalahan itu sendiri. it could seems unfair but look around, look at the piece you might be left. entah bertemu dgnmu mengajarkan keikhlasan, kedewasaan, dan bentuk pasrah seorah hambah terhadap Tuhan nya, atau justru adalah jawaban segala doa. kamu tau, tidak ada didunia ini yang sangat kuat- termasuk juga tidak ada yang sangat lemah. tidak ada yg amat membahagiakan- pun paling menyedihkan. bukankah seumur hidup kita dihadapkan pada peristiwa seperti itu berulang? dan waktu tidak sedikitpun berkhianat untuk menyapu setiap kejadian menjadi kenangan. jadi apa yang perlu kutangisi jika memang setiap hal memang pada hakekatnya tidak dapat aku genggam? bukankah alam sudah sedari dulu memberikan sinyal tersebut namun kita enggan mendengar? maka Ya Allah, bantu aku mengikhlaskan sesuatu yg memang tidak pernah ditakdirkan utk ku.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Stop apologizing. You don’t have to say sorry for how you laugh, how you dress, how you make your hair, how you speak. You don’t have to be sorry for being yourself. Do it fearlessly. It’s time to accept, this is you, and you gotta spend the rest of your life with you. So start loving your sarcasm, your awkwardness, your weirdness, your unique sense of humor, your everything. It will make your life so much easier to simply be yourself.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[endagr]

[deaivanaaz]

I never been so faithful till now.

[goldfishkiss]

Latest Pinspirations

I kind of miss the days where I’d cut out pages and pics from magazines, catalogs and newspaper then stuff them in a big notebook I had at my desk. But, scrolling through pinterest somehow gets the brain butterflies going too. 

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[deaivanaaz]

Here we stuck in the corner sorrow. I'll leaving just for a second. To recovery how big the world is and how far I become. I suggest you not to see me now, you will hate me then. Because I hate myself, too. So can we meet again once more somehow in the same place when our eyes start get in?

person who gave me a things to remember at the end of 2017's.

[minuty]

[its-deedee-bitch-deactivated201]

[deaivanaaz]

LOL LOL LOL

[chromeography]

[deaivanaaz]

I wanna be free.. I wanna just leave inside my cadilac that's my shit.

[wnq-writers]

2017; you taught me more than I could handle. I learned love, loss, everything in between.

caracactus  (via wnq-writers)

[madokami-archive]

I’ll wish on every star in the sky that all of your troubles will go away, so you can be happy again.

[wordsthat-speak]

I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes. Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You’re doing things you’ve never done before, and more importantly, you’re Doing Something. So that’s my wish for you, and all of us, and my wish for myself. Make new mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody’s ever made before. Don’t freeze, don’t stop, don’t worry that it isn’t good enough, or it isn’t perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life. Whatever it is you’re scared of doing, Do it. Make your mistakes, next year and forever.

Neil Gaiman (via wordsthat-speak)

[deaivanaaz]

Don't tell the double shit to me. I might be constantly keep quite but I watching you from the distance. the same shit. nonsense thoughts. weird react. oh, so typical.

[flyngdream]

[deaivanaaz]

aah my babe