Cytherea

[deanaxtheory]

Never feel disheartened when someone you are genuinely interested in does not show any mutual feelings. If they are meant to be put in your life they will stay there and be there without a doubt.

[deanaxtheory]

If the person appreciates you for who you are deep inside, they will go for you even if how you look is not the dream person they want. They would accept the flaws that you have and they will treat you exactly the same as when you both first started off. There are no exceptions or conditions. They will go against all odds to learn about you and it is not just about understanding you.

[deanaxtheory]

i thought i feed off you for happiness when in true fact im eating myself on the inside

[deanaxtheory]

I'm not hoping for anything. I just feel. But it will fade, just not now.

[deanaxtheory]

My mental says stop, but my emotions tell me to feel. I'm afraid.

Nur Deana

[deanaxtheory]

I describe you to my bestfriend as if you were the one who put the stars in the sky.

Nur Deana

[deanaxtheory]

I am drowning in my own thoughts on my idea of Love, it brings a smile to my face, then I suddenly realise I'm not getting any of it - and it breaks me.

Nur Deana

[deanaxtheory]

One day, somebody's gonna love me just the way I want to be loved without even asking for it. One day, I won't be anybody's secret. One day, I'll be someone's everything. One day, I'll be meeting friends of the person I love without worrying about what they think. One day, my pictures are going to be on the person I love's Instagram, without me asking for it to be there. One day, I don't even have to look for someone to travel with, I'd be traveling with the person I love. One day, I wouldn't have to worry about making gift cards and giving surprises to the person I love. One day, somebody is going to be as excited as I am whenever I get a text from someone I love. One fine day, I will be loved the way I deserve to be loved. I expect all these just because I know I can give twice more.

Nur Deana

[deanaxtheory]

i have contrasting feelings for you sometimes i want to love you with all my heart and not give a shit wether you feel the same or not other times i want to be so cold because you dont feel the same way but i cant help myself when i get a text from you i have to talk to you about my day and hear about yours too im so confused about how i feel right now it feels great when im with you but the demons in my head are telling me things i dont want to know just friends they say it wont go anywhere they say he's using- no i snap and i tell myself i know you're not someone who would ever do that there's just too much emotions that i feel for you

n d

[wnq-writers]

She keeps setting herself on fire, it might burn her but at least she provides some warmth for others around her.

nada toghoj (via wnq-writers)

[deanaxtheory]

i have to constantly hide how i feel about everything.

[deanaxtheory]

Maybe you really just wanna be just friends.

[deanaxtheory]

I'm happy when I'm with you, I'm happy I met you, I'm happy we blossomed, I'm happy to meet someone who mirrors me, I'm happy we're friends, I'm happy you could accept everything I said, I'm happy that we're happy with each other's company, I'm happy we can share about everything and not judge each other, I'm happy I was given a chance to see you in another light, I'm happy I saw the side of you I never thought existed, I'm happy.

Nur Deana

[deanaxtheory]

allow me to be one with you again

[deanaxtheory]

h: anyone who has you is the luckiest person ever you need to know that

me: and im the unlucky one

[deanaxtheory]

in love and in lust and infatuated with your mind. all at once.

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